The first text didn’t arrive until Monday evening when Luna happily informed me that she had gotten a passing grade on her exam and she would be able to continue the nursing program. I was happy for both of us. I had mostly kept my worries at bay since there was no benefit in taking on anxieties that weren’t mine. I did send encouraging texts on Monday morning, offering my support.
Luna thought that we might be able to have a Saturday night on the coming weekend. As usual, she wouldn’t know for sure about counting on her ex. I kept that weekend without plans so that I’d be available for whatever time she could offer. The days without texts had left me feeling disconnected but I understood her priorities. I longed to hold her in my arms and enjoy the pleasures of her company. My sexual needs and my emotional needs were equal.
By Thursday, Luna was confident that she would be able to spend Saturday night with me. She sent a text wondering if I would be open to going to a sex party with her. I had to think about my feelings on this issue before I could reply. I’d been to sex parties on my own and with an earlier girlfriend. I had taken great pleasure in watching her engaged in sexual activity with other men. I found it particularly stimulating when she was being filled by a black man with a large appendage. She had long blond hair and a wide ass which many black men found attractive.
I hadn’t been in love with that girlfriend and I wasn’t possessive in the least. I didn’t know if being in love with Luna would make it more difficult to observe her being taken by other men. I sensed that my love for her would lead me to offer support in what she desired, but I would only know for sure by being willing to go forward.
I related my history and thoughts in several texts to Luna who understood and appreciated my situation. She had been reluctant to take this step but with the holidays not far away anymore she knew that her opportunity to attend a party would be limited after this one. She thanked me for being open with my thoughts and emotions. It felt so strange to be having this intimate conversation through texting where I couldn’t hear the emotions in her voice. All I had were the words appearing on the screen.
When Saturday arrived, we were in agreement that we would arrive at the party an hour after it started and we would use separate vehicles. That would give us flexibility in case I was having any difficulty with the visuals. I was certain that the idea of her having sex with other men was fine, but I wasn’t sure about actually watching. We agreed to enter the party together so that we were seen as a couple and I would only have to pay the couple’s price which was half of what single men paid.
Luna had also directed me to refer to her as Moon at the party. While the divorce was pending, she had come to many of these parties for her sexual exploration and enjoyment. She had used that name from the beginning to provide a buffer to her everyday life. I had no problem calling Luna by the name that she had given me first, but I suspected that it would lead to me calling her Moon sometimes when she was in bed with me. I had to envision myself separating her lives just as she did.
Moon was bubbly and excited when I met her in the hotel lobby. I was still a little apprehensive, but I was determined to have as much enjoyment as possible. I suspected that Moon would be the most attractive woman at the party and I was not incorrect. A few other women were there but I didn’t have any interest in them. For me, when I was in love, I didn’t really have any interest in sex with another woman. I still had desires for sex with men, but the hetero part of my libido stayed focused on the woman I was with.
I suspected that the party was a way for Moon to properly corroborate my sexual interest in men. She and I stayed near each other to observe other’s behaviors. This hotel party was being held in a large suite that didn’t have any separate bedrooms. There was one king sized bed for activity and some sofas for mingling and perhaps some oral. There was one mature heavyset woman who was naked on the bed with two older men. The men were average in endowment and none of them were attractive to me or Moon, but it was entertaining to watch the threesome engage in heavy petting and oral. The woman eventually stroked off both of the men making them orgasm on her large floppy breasts while they played with her clit and wet pussy.
As was typical of these parties, there were way more men than women. Some of the men paired off with each other and expressed interest through initial eye contact followed by the groping of dicks or ass. Once that happened clothes came off pretty quickly. Moon took more interest in two males who were playing than she had with the threesome on the bed. I sensed that she was eager to have some cock to play with.
I decided to drop my pants and underwear fully exposing my shaft which was partially engorged. Moon’s soft small hands fondled me to my full size before she dropped to her knees to take me into her red lipped mouth. My anxieties dropped off with the aid of her stimulation. It wasn’t long before an attractive middle 50’s man came next to me and dropped his pants as well. He had an athletic body with short dark hair. Now my woman had two dicks to play with and she alternated from one to the other. The other man reached around my bare ass and squeezed the right butt cheek while Moon had my cock in her mouth. That pushed me deeper into her mouth and caused her to gag slightly. I looked down to see that he was sporting a thick seven inch cock that was fully trimmed. I was eager to taste him.
I unbuttoned the man’s shirt exposing his salt and pepper chest hair. When I played with both of his nipples, he arched his back causing his dick to go deeper inside Moon. I wasn’t sure how much she could see from her position but I think that as she shifted from one cock to the other, she looked up to note what we men were doing to each other. She arose from her kneeling position and planted a warm kiss directly on my lips. The other man dropped to his knees and took my cock into his mouth eagerly sliding all of me deep down his throat. He had really great oral skills and I knew that he had the ability to make me orgasm which was way too early in the evening.
I encouraged him to stand and Moon lifted herself on her toes to reach the cock flavored lips of the other man. They made an attractive pair and I didn’t feel any concerns in watching them. It was the visual of the woman that I loved kissing another man that had given me the most anxiety about how I would feel. I was glad that we had gotten over that hurdle early in the evening, so that I could relax and enjoy the heavy atmosphere of sexuality in the room. In other circumstances, I might have kissed the handsome man too, but I wasn’t brave enough to go there in front of Moon.
Instead, I bent down and took his cock into my mouth while he was kissing my woman. His thick shaft was as delicious as it had appeared and the salty precum was a good appetizer. I felt Moon’s hand push my head forward to fill my mouth with more of the man’s cock. Her encouragement helped me relax and reduced my concerns about being bisexual in front of her.
The three of us moved to the bed where all of the men’s clothes came off quickly. Moon retained her sexy black and red bustier which pushed her breasts up and exposed her tasty nipples. She kept her hair arranged on top of her head so that it wouldn’t get tangled during play. I chose to kiss her while the other man plunged his face between her legs to get her pussy ready for what he had in mind. Moon and I both held his head in place while he licked her clit and lapped up her pussy juices. He was an eager beaver and was happy to have his head pulled into the place he desired.
It wasn’t long before he was ready to fuck. He put on a condom and lifted her legs onto his shoulders, stretching open the space between her legs. He was gentle in entering Moon and made sure that she was comfortable before he slid his hard shaft the full length so that his balls were smacked up against her smooth ass cheeks. Once he was firmly inside, he held onto Moon’s ankles to keep her legs spread in a V shape. He used long slow thrusts making certain that he pressed up against her clit when he was deep inside. I used my right hand to fully arouse Moon’s clit which led to more than one significant orgasm. He was almost pushed out by the surprise and strength of her first orgasm, but he held his ground and managed to keep his dick inside of her. During the second orgasm she lifted her head to press her lips hard against mine before she exhaled what her body needed to get rid of. This night of sex would be as much about releasing her school and family life as it was about having a sexual exploration.
The other man had some decent endurance, but she was so sexy and he was so aroused that I knew he wouldn’t last. I reached underneath and massaged his smooth balls while he increased the speed of his thrusts. Moon and I both felt his shaft get harder and then pump multiple squirts of cum into the safety of the condom. He too, exhaled more than just a sexual release and his smile stretched the full distance across his face while his eyes shone brightly. He made sure that the condom remained intact while he withdrew his spent rod.
I took over his position with the happiness of knowing that this sexy woman was likely to come home with me. I didn’t feel any jealousy and fucked with abandon. I knew that Moon enjoyed a bit of rough play and I smacked her bare hips a couple of times creating a sound that was noted in the room. I was happy to play the role of extrovert exhibitionist. I felt the room watch how I took this woman for mine while I was also willing to share her great talents. Moon looked up at me and stroked her clit to tighten up her inner muscles to increase our pleasure. She still had more orgasms to generate and I was pleased to be a part of that.
I wasn’t ready to have my one orgasm and removed myself from Moon to lay on my back by her side. Two men, who were less attractive and a little older than our first companion, came to the bed and massaged Moon’s legs and mine as well. Once they determined that we were open to their attention, the men performed oral on both of us. My man was mostly bald with a smooth body and a good-sized cock. He had good skills and it seemed like Moon’s man also had talent as I felt her squeeze her hand firmly on my body more than once. I encouraged my man to swing around so that I could suck him as well. I was able to accept his hard dick all the way into my throat and I heard Moon exclaim, “Oh, look at what you can do!” I knew that she’d been looking forward to seeing me be sexual with a man and I sucked with vigor. There was something very arousing about being in this position with the woman that I loved next to me. Before I could hold back, I felt my warm fluid shooting from my cock and being consumed by my partner. He was equally surprised and placed his hot load directly into the back of my throat where I gulped down the salty contents. Moon let go one last loud orgasm which must have been appreciated by everyone in the room. I leaned over and kissed her with my cum flavored mouth and she licked around my lips to take anything that might have been remaining.
Moon and I relaxed with a drink for another twenty minutes before deciding that there wasn’t anyone else of interest at the party. Our clothes returned to our used bodies and we headed for our separate vehicles. “Should I come to your house?” she asked before I could ask the same question. It was clear that she wasn’t ready yet to let me know exactly where she lived. I had to settle for knowing the town. The more time we spent together, the more she might trust me and see us as a longer term connection. She was the one in control.
It was late by the time we arrived at my house, but I thought that a shared shower would be a good experience before slipping into the warm bed. Luna accepted my suggestion with a smile that brought her hand to cover her mouth. I set the water temperature for a good steamy shower and we both entered the tiled space naked. There was actual cleaning that was necessary after our party activities, but it was a good opportunity to have someone wash the back side. When both of our bodies were covered in lather and the room had filled with the warm steam, I pulled her tightly against my slippery body and kissed her passionately on the mouth. “I love you,” came from my lips in a soft statement of status. “I love you too,” came the truthful response.
We laughed to break the seriousness of the moment and I reached down to rub Luna’s soapy clit. I turned her so that my cock could press against her ass while my hand teased and pressed her clit. I brought Luna to a hot shower orgasm that included her tiger growl. She arched her back and gave herself over to my probing fingers which now pushed up inside to massage her G spot. She spun around to support her back against the wall and pushed my head down to lick her clit while two fingers thrust in and out of her hot pussy. I loved Luna’s taste and eagerly licked her clit to the orgasm that totally satisfied her. “Oh, yes,” were the words that let me know she had arrived at a state of completion.
I turned off the water and we hugged in the steamy atmosphere while our lips came together in loving kisses that matched the embrace of our naked bodies. Words couldn’t express what our bodies and spirits knew to be true. We lingered in this atmosphere, enjoying the sensual pleasures that we offered each other. Luna broke the moment by reaching for a towel.
We quickly dried ourselves and returned to our clinging embrace under the warm covers of the bed. “Were you OK with tonight?” she asked quietly while looking into my face for any information I might give away. “I wasn’t sure about the kissing, but it didn’t bother me and it was exciting to watch another man fill you with his hard cock. You were so sexy! And what about you?” “I was impressed with how well you take cock in your mouth. It was hot to watch you. It was surprising when he made you cum.” “I couldn’t help myself. I hope you didn’t mind.” “It made me very aroused to watch you cum with a man. It was so animalistic!” “You’re amazing!”
We planted many soft kisses on each other cementing the intimacy that we were building brick by brick. We had taken another step along the unknown path of the future as we explored the sexual interests and limits that we each brought to the relationship. It was unbelievable how much I loved all the parts of Moon and Luna. I pushed thoughts of our future out of my mind to keep myself in the safety of the moment, enjoying what I had. What was important was that we were being open and honest with each other as we made new discoveries.
We slept until 10 AM but neither of us wanted to leave the naked warmth we were enjoying under the covers. The daylight filtered through the changing leaves of the beech tree that was displaying its yellow brilliance. I offered to make warm beverages and bring them back to bed. “There are some special tea bags in my bag downstairs.” I took that as another opening of trust to allow me into her personal space. I didn’t take the opportunity to look for anything other than the tea bags which I easily located. Luna’s purse smelled of lavender and vanilla. One of the teas she had brought was shaped like a convoluted purse with intricate folds.
I used that tea and made coffee for myself. The tea had the smell of burnt popcorn, but Luna was happy to receive the hot beverage while still in bed. That was unlikely to happen in her house although her oldest son was big enough to perform that task safely. We spent the remainder of Sunday morning enjoying our casual time without purpose. Her life was so filled with duties and responsibilities that she truly enjoyed the unprogrammed hours with me. That was one of the benefits of coming to my Reiki tree house.
As noon approached, I knew that she would feel the pull of study and the need to return home. “Do you have any tests this week?” My words opened the door for her to take the first steps of returning to her life of requirements. In my house there were none. “I have a report due on Tuesday and need to get most of it done today while my house only has cats.” Our households were a study in contrasts.
I enjoyed watching Luna slip tight clothes onto her smooth sexy body. I was always amazed at the skill with which she put her hair back together after I had undone it in the bed. I loved playing with her hair and she must have understood my desire because she willingly allowed me access. Now the red streaked hair was artfully piled on top of her head in just a few seconds of combing and wrapping. I grudgingly placed clothes on myself and went down the stairs with Luna to the front door. I was always so happy when she came through that door into my space and was reluctant to see her leave. She brought such happiness and joy.
We kissed but didn’t use words in parting knowing that we were once again at the point of not knowing when we would hold each other. There was an understanding that a week was likely, but it could be longer. That was the most difficult part because it prevented a reasonable view of a future. I would always have to shield my heart from future thoughts.