David from New York City

David from New York City

David came to visit me at the New Jersey shore from his apartment in New York City. We first connected on Silverdaddies when he was visiting friends in nearby Asbury Park, NJ. He had posted a profile that showed there as his location so I wrote a note of introduction. He responded positively and expressed an interest in meeting me but he was returning later that day to New York so we would have to meet another time.

David’s profile declared him to be a gay black man of 35 years who liked being with older men. There were no pictures but his stats showed that he was 6’3” and 240 pounds. I enjoyed being with a much taller man so that I could snuggle into his chest with ease. He was a top and I suspected that a man of that stature would be well endowed.

We started an email correspondence in regular email and exchanged pictures. I was impressed with his muscular thick build and sizeable arms. Those were always a weakness for me. I learned that he was a graphic artist and designer with a very erratic schedule so he would only be able to make plans a day or two ahead.

Toward the end of June, David informed me that he could come for an overnight on Saturday. Was I interested and available?  I didn’t usually have overnights, especially with someone I hadn’t met. Since he was coming on the high-speed ferry from New York and only staying one night, I determined that the potential benefits outweighed my anxiety. I accepted his offer and declared that I would meet him at the ferry dock when he landed on Saturday afternoon. David expressed an interest in the nude beach stating that he had never been. I replied that I would enjoy introducing him to that wonderful place.

Fortunately, it was a good weather weekend for the beach. Often that meant that nearby Sandy Hook would fill up and be closed by 11 AM. The federal park would usually reopen around 3 PM and we wouldn’t get there before that, so the timing of the plan was good. When David departed from the ferry, he was easy to spot since it was mostly white people who took the expensive ferry from New York City. He was indeed tall and strongly built, wearing loose shorts and tee shirt. It looked like he shaved his head or was very closely cropped. When David spotted me, he smiled broadly and waved. We didn’t shake hands or hug, but I led him to my car where he struggled a bit to fit himself into my low riding sporty vehicle. I noted that his arms were very muscular and had tattoos.

He seemed relieved to verify that I was a real person waiting for him and now driving to my home for our overnight adventure. He had brought only a small duffle bag of items which he managed easily into the house. This was the summer after hurricane Sandy when the house had been seriously flooded. By this time, I had rebuilt the interior and exterior, but had not lifted the house to a higher elevation. That was planned for the next year. I had endured enough construction for one year.

I was happy to provide David with a tour of the newly renovated space which included what I called the adult bathroom on the first floor. I had installed a two-person black jacuzzi in the large room with eleven foot ceilings and a skylight over the jacuzzi. The striking vanity was chrome with ruby red glass. David was pleasantly surprised by the jacuzzi. He was also fond of the large deck off the back of the house which had good shade from the one hundred year old beech tree.

I invited him to bring his bag up to the next floor where the bedroom was located. It was here where we first touched. I was eager to feel that muscled chest and when he was standing near, I reached out to sensually place my hand on his pectorals. I had sensed correctly that he was shy and that I needed to be the initiator. “That feels nice,” came with a warm smile on my new friend’s face. With that encouragement I used both hands to massage his chest as well as those very attractive arms.

David began to rub my nipples through a light athletic shirt I was wearing. My nipples were very sensitive and I felt my cock engorging. He was wonderfully sensual in his touch and quite gentle for a man with such a muscular build. I reached down to feel the bulge in his loose shorts and was amazed by the thickness that was growing. I had anticipated a big cock, but this was more than I had been with before. Would he get even bigger?

I took off my shirt to expose my smooth chest and he did the same. We continued our sensual discovery for a few minutes before I dropped to my knees to pull down his shorts allowing that massive member to be released. Nine inches or more of big black cock hung from this young man. The thickness was probably seven inches in circumference. I knew that I wouldn’t be deep throating him.

I relaxed my mouth and opened wide to be able to put the head of his dick inside. It’s a good thing that I also wet my lips to help them stretch. Only a few inches of his cock would fit so I chose to give the head and underside of his shaft my focus. I licked and sucked on the head and used my tongue to stimulate the underside all the way to the base where I encountered his equally large smooth balls. Those also received my tongue’s attention and his cock became firmer. David held onto my head with his thick strong hands and I was fully enjoying this fine masculine man.

“Is it alright if I smoke some pot?” he gently asked. At this point in my excitement, I would have agreed to almost anything that was requested. “Sure,” I replied briefly as I hungrily returned to his sexual parts. He reached down and pulled an electronic pipe from his pants pocket and took a couple of hits. I felt his body relaxing from the smoking but it also seemed to soften his cock.

“Let’s use the bed,” I suggested. I removed the comforter and we lay side by side facing one another. David reached down and stroked my cock to a good level of firmness. He slid down between my legs and easily slipped my whole shaft into his mouth with the first taste. He had a wide mouth with no gag reflex but he also had strong suction and it was very stimulating. Soon it felt like I was having an orgasm but not ejaculating. The sensations were so powerful and I hadn’t taken any pot. It was the most amazing oral that I had ever received and I was astonished at this young man’s skills.

“You’re amazing sucking my cock.” “I’ve had lots of practice, especially with older men.” It was only a few seconds of speaking before he took my dick back into his hot mouth. “Turn over,” he directed abandoning his shyness. I readily complied and was so happy when I felt him place his face between my ass cheeks and use his magic tongue to pleasure my opening. He squeezed my ass to the side to enlarge the opening. Receiving oral on my anus was very stimulating and before long I started thinking about trying to fit in his big cock. He was having the same thought and asked if I had any lube. I grabbed a bottle of massage oil and the bottle of poppers which would both be necessary in our quest for entry.

David used the oil on my ass and fingered the opening with his very thick middle finger while I took two deep hits from the new poppers bottle. I would need every bit of relaxation I could get from the inhalant to fit David’s cock inside. I tucked a pillow under my hips and arched my back exposing me openly to this hot muscular young man. He moved into a kneeling position with his cock resting on the crack of my ass. He slid back and forth over the smooth area a couple of times for me to get used to the idea of how much was going to be pushed inside. He squeezed his shaft to make it firmer and slipped the head of the huge cock inside me. There was a rush of pain and an equal rush of excitement. He got in! How much more of him could I handle?

David was slow and gentle in his approach which I was certain he had done with many men given the size of his tool. I mentally relaxed my body to be as receptive as I could as the thick cock pushed ever deeper into my cavity. The sense of fullness was unlike anything I had had before. I felt his cock pressing against the prostate resulting in my own dick being filled. He moved into a plank position and slowly thrust himself back and forth. David didn’t dare pull out in case he might not get back in. Since his cock was not fully hard, there wasn’t any more pain after the initial entry. I was almost giddy with stimulation and trying to picture how he looked fucking my smooth ass. His breathing quickened as the pace of the thrusting increased. It felt like I was being taken by a horse. David pulled out his dick and lay fully on top of me as his cum squirted into the space between us, covering both of us with his manly juices. Wow, what a fuck! I didn’t care that I hadn’t orgasmed. I was fully satisfied from feeling the fullness of that huge cock massaging my prostate.

David worried that he was too heavy on me and I declared, “I ain’t no 90 pound weakling. I like the way you feel on top of me.”  He accepted the offer and relaxed one of his bulging arms while keeping the other in place to partially support his weight. I felt encased in his masculine energy and enjoyed the feeling of his muscled body connecting with mine. Eventually, he slid to the side and I snuggled my ass back into him so that I could be as close as I was when he had been on top. He reached an arm around and rubbed my chest. “You’re sexy,” he declared easily. “And you’re pretty hot!” I returned appreciatively.

We lay there and watched the weather change through the bedroom window. The light softened and gray clouds filled the sky. “With the weather changing, we won’t have to worry about crowds at the beach,” I declared. “Maybe we should go,” he replied. I agreed and we both got cleaned up separately in the shower so as not to delay our departure any more than we already had.

I had packed a beach bag and a back pack that contained towels, snacks, water, sun block and an old colorful sheet that I used for putting down on the sand. David had never been to Sandy Hook before and was amazed to see how naturalized it was. He was familiar with the Jersey shore that offered restaurants, bars and amusements.  As we approached the parking area, he posed many questions about arousals and what it was like to be with a lot of naked people. I assured him that it was a very relaxed atmosphere and he would be fine. David took a couple of hits on his pipe so that he was in a mellow mood by the time we arrived.

Today I was bringing the eye candy and looked forward to being seen with this big muscled young black man with impressive meat dangling between his legs. I was most surprised and pleased when David offered to carry the bulk of our items from the parking lot to the sand which was almost half a mile. I had never had any help and it brought an appreciative smile to my face.

As I suspected, the normally crowded beach on a Saturday had fewer than one hundred people. David enjoyed the large sign that we passed declaring that we might encounter nude sunbathers. He was looking forward to that and took a picture of the sign as many visitors did. We were able to find a spot only twenty feet from the shore line which meant that we would enjoy the sound of the water meeting the land. Across the water we could clearly see the Manhattan skyline and the Verrazano bridge connecting Staten Island and Brooklyn.

Our arrival had produced head turning by women and men in equal numbers. David was an impressive specimen and worth more than one look. After we were settled in, the views continued but were more furtive. When we took a walk along the shore, our open smiles and clear happiness generated additional attention.

I had been so sexual in my thinking up to that point that I hadn’t fully appreciated the large number of tattoos that David sported. Because of his dark skin, the black ink was not very striking the way tattoos were on white skin. When we were sitting down again, I asked him if they were meaningful. He declared that many of them were done by tattoo artists who were friends and some commemorated lost people or past events.

None of my friends were at the beach and no one approached us for conversation so we enjoyed a quiet time. David had me take a couple of naked pictures to document his first time at a nude beach. The water was still a refreshing temperature but he swam like a dolphin with his muscular body sliding easily through the ocean waves. He was a pleasure to watch and I was certain that I was not the only one on the beach watching his swimming.

We stayed until the light was waning and both of us were getting hungry. We packed up and returned to the house where showers were necessary, but now there was no time pressure, so I joined David in the shower and we filled up much of the space together. I offered to clean his back and help get any sand off of his body. I had purchased a vanilla scented soap that produced lots of while lather which was very attractive against his smooth black skin. When David turned around his cock was pointing toward me and I had to make certain that that area was free of sand as well. I lathered up his cock with the soap and he leaned back against the shower wall to accept my ministrations. I washed off the soap and dropped to my knees to take his huge member into my warm mouth. Water cascaded over our naked bodies and pleasure was felt by both. I was surprised when a warm load of cum came spurting into my mouth. I had forgotten how quickly young men rebuilt their semen. I swallowed all that he gave along with the shower water flowing along his dick. Now we were ready for dinner.

I had planned a simple Italian pasta with puttanesca sauce and a salad with fresh bread. I opened a bottle of Montepulciano d’abruzzo which we both enjoyed. It pleased me to cook and have company for dinner; I was happy to have this young man as a guest. He helped clean up the kitchen and we settled in on the sofa to watch some news and sports which he really enjoyed. David, of course, was busy with images he had taken during the day with his phone and texting friends during our non-sexual periods. It felt intimate to be snuggled into him while he showed me the pictures. I rubbed his chest muscles for my after dinner pleasure.

I learned more about his art and work and discovered that I recognized his art name. He further informed me about companies that asked him to design products for them including bicycles and clothing. He was an avid cyclist and talked about bringing his bike to the shore where it would be less crowded than Manhattan.

When it was time for sleep, David offered his pot pipe and I took a couple of hits. I had smoked pot in college and until my children were born. This new pot was much more potent and I was pretty high when I made my way to the bed. David climbed naked into the bed and nestled himself between my legs. He took the flaccid penis into his warm mouth where his remarkable oral skills soon had my cock fully aroused. He sucked me earnestly and with passion. I felt waves of orgasm happening, but this time I knew that he took my sperm and swallowed. “Wow,” I exhaled as my body went sinking into the bed drifting off to pleasant sexy dreams.

I had a tendency to sleep late, but David was still deeply sleeping as I looked over at my new bed partner. I loved his smooth dark skin and the ready smile as well as the oral skills and huge cock. I was very fortunate to have his interest. Was I having any additional feelings? I couldn’t tell, but perhaps.

He had planned to catch the early afternoon ferry back to NYC so I rose and put on the coffee. I also made fresh biscuits and bacon. Perhaps it was the smell of the bacon that got his attention. David walked into the kitchen and took a seat at the table I had set. He was just wearing boxer shorts and I was enjoying the attractive chest and arms. He was shocked that I had made biscuits like his grandmother had done during his early childhood. I felt David’s sense of reverie and appreciation for the memories as he applied butter and honey to the food on his plate. Many of us recalled our grandparents with joyful thoughts of food.

We had enough time before he had to catch the ferry for a quick car tour of my town. I took him up the hill to the high point on the Eastern US seacoast. The twin lights lighthouse from the 1860’s could be toured for free and he barely made it through the small openings in the spiral staircase to get to the top. It was a breezy day and we both held on to the metal railing as the wind was more extreme at our altitude. He took pictures of New York and the park land that surrounded the lighthouse. David had an active blog and many followers so he was always documenting his activity when it was of note. I might have even been OK if he had documented the activities in my bedroom.

We arrived at the ferry dock with ten minutes to spare. David gave me a full body hug and thanked me for the great weekend. His next free time wasn’t known, but he would be certain to return for more enjoyable experiences. I watched as he boarded the ferry, remaining until the ship departed. I would savor our twenty-four hours of shared time while I waited for our next joining.

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It was not until a month had gone by that we were able to find another date when David could visit for an overnight. He could arrive early on Saturday but would have to depart by noon on Sunday. I was happy to take whatever time was available.

During the month we kept in contact with sexy emails. An early note from David expressed his thanks for the great weekend adding, “I would’ve left my cock behind for you if it weren’t attached to my ass.”  His youthful vigor was refreshing. I had avoided young men and women and felt that my dates should always be older than my children. However, as the children grew into their thirties and forties that boundary was removed. David was mature in much of his thinking even if physically he still had some puppy energy. We easily talked about art and his projects. Our philosophies of life were much the same.

Since it was going to be a hot Saturday, we would need to head to the beach right from the ferry to avoid being closed out of the busy park. I knew that we would have sex later and it would be fun to show him off to my friends who I knew would be at Gunnison. David arrived on the planned ferry and was all smiles as he noted me waiting at the dock. He gave me a full strong hug in the parking lot before getting into the car. I was glad that he was becoming more comfortable and that public display didn’t bother him.

The parking lot for the nude beach was almost full when we arrived, so the walk was longer than the first time, but David handled much of the load I had packed and the walk was jovial. With the beach crowded, our choice of where to spend the day was more limited. At the time, I didn’t know all of David’s sexual interests but I determined that the gay section would provide him the most entertainment. I expected both gay and straight friends to be in their respective sections.

Sure enough, as we approached the far end of the gay section, a male couple who I had met a few years before noted me approaching and waved for us to come over and join them. In total, there were eight men sitting together who often were at the beach in a group. Two of them were guys that I socialized with regularly and the others I knew casually through them. There were many times that I would join them at the beach just by myself. All but one of these men were my contemporaries, the one outlier was in his early fifties and had an astonishing physique as well as being remarkably handsome. His Italian good looks with a full head of black hair set him apart from the rest of us. Surprisingly, he was a university professor. I was certain students of both genders had crushes on him. Since I knew David enjoyed older men, he would have plenty of social options.

I had not alerted anyone ahead of time that I would be coming and bringing my muscled friend from New York. The most social of the group welcomed us saying, “Hi. So, introduce us to your young friend.”  I made a round of introductions and I was welcomed into the group with more enthusiasm than usual. I was amused but not surprised. My close friends immediately began chatting up my guest to learn more about him and his relationship to me. I just enjoyed being the one who everyone knew was taking David home for the night. The goddess of fortune was shining on my day for sure.

A note about nudity at the beach needs to be made here. Not everyone at the beach got completely naked and it certainly was not a requirement. There were straight and gay nudists who got naked and it’s just a casual way of being without any sexual aspect attached to the nudity. While some men got erections, it was the exception and not the norm. Lots of women kept on their bottoms while the tops were freely discarded. Many gay men under thirty were reluctant to take off their cute speedo swimsuits. For some of them it was more of a fashion show. All body types and ages used this adult beach. I was glad that David’s first introduction to Gunnison had been when it was not full of people. That allowed him to get comfortable without the same pressures that today was bringing. Sexual contact on the beach was illegal and park rangers using binoculars watched for violators. I had seen people arrested while naked on the beach, handcuffed and taken away in patrol cars.

More naked gay men than usual stopped by to chat with our group making certain that they were introduced to David. Frankly, he was more embarrassed by the attention than flattered. We spent time in the warmer water and David did his dolphin routine. I departed from the water before he did and when he came out, I noted that a Caucasian man in his late seventies with balding white hair and a sizeable protruding belly had gotten David into a conversation. The man was neither handsome nor polished. I was amazed to note that David started sporting an enormous erection and had to put himself back into the water until control was regained. So, this was what got his blood really moving! The incident was a great lesson to me about the surprising complexities of human sexual attraction.

While my ego was still very much intact, I realized that I probably wasn’t old enough and my hair wasn’t white enough to be David’s true sexual desire. The good news was that as I got older, I would only become more attractive to him! What a gift in the aging process.

When David returned to our spot, I asked him about the encounter with the portly man. He declared that he just got so turned on by this older guy that he had to escape to the water not to be embarrassed. “Have you always been this way?” I asked quietly. David explained that he knew about his interest in men at the beginning of his sexual awareness. At thirteen he had told his parents in the Bronx that he was gay and they kicked him out of the house for good. They were very religious and their son was now a sin against God. They couldn’t have anything to do with him.

I was astonished that such closed mindedness still existed in New York City in the 1990’s. I couldn’t fathom tossing a child into the dangerous streets of NYC at thirteen making him fend for himself. Surely, that was the sin against God! Normally, I was very tolerant and openminded, but I was quite judgmental about how his parents treated him.

David went on to tell me a little about his street experiences where he quickly learned that his youth and oral skills could get him money from older men. Soon they became his regular diet and means of support. He slept on stoops and if there was luck, a few nights on someone’s couch happened. The more I learned about David the more I was amazed at how different our lives had been. So little common experience existed between us, but still we were enjoying coming together.

The group ended the day at the beach late in the afternoon and all of the older men made certain that they had a farewell naked hug with David. I think that the professor was unhappy that a younger man had taken his place for the day, but he was still very polite and friendly with David.

When David and I arrived at the house, we headed straight for the shower. Soon our naked bodies were lathered up with the vanilla soap and dicks were hardening. David dropped to his knees and took my cock into his mouth while I leaned against the wall. His middle finger played with my anal opening arousing me significantly. He stood up and turned around saying, “Fuck me.” I was surprised to hear those words since I believed him to be a top.

Without hesitation, I soaped up his round ass cheeks and inserted a finger to be able to assess his tightness which wasn’t bad. The soap would be enough lube to make the entry possible. He bent over and leaned against the shower wall while I rubbed my hard cock up and down the ass crack. When I determined he was ready, I slipped in just the head. He didn’t indicate any pain, so I pushed in half way. Still there was no pain signal, so I plunged in fully pressing my balls against the wide ass. It felt good to be inside him in the shower with his smooth body lathered up. I thrust my hard shaft in and out while David pressed his hands against the wall for support. I smacked his ass as I increased the speed and intensity of the thrusts. He gave his body up for my pleasure and my cock was fully enjoying topping him. I latched onto his hips and pounded away with gusto until my dick spewed cum inside and outside his ass mixing with the white soap.

I had used up my energy and needed to be horizontal for a rest. I left the shower and dried off before heading to the bed. David remained in the shower and finished his cleansing before joining me. “I haven’t had anyone fuck me in a long time. I really wanted to feel you inside me,” he spoke openly. “Well, you fuck me so great, it’s only fair. What did you think about today?” I asked directly.

“I kept getting aroused and had to go in the water,” he laughed. “There were so many daddies I wanted, and your friends were nice to me.” “I’ve been fortunate to make good friends who enjoy the beach even more than I do,” I returned. We remained naked in the bed as the sun set through the bedroom window.

Dinner was an easy iron skillet cooking of ham steak and crisped up potatoes with onions. Corn on the cob in the microwave completed our meal which we had outside on the deck watching the last embers of light fade into night. David had a couple hits from his pipe for dessert.

He put on the television to catch his sports programs and I snuggled into his smooth flesh to enjoy those sexy muscles as my dessert. It felt like an old friendship developing quickly as our bodies and energies merged comfortably.

I offered to give him a massage before bed and he readily accepted. Neither of us had on anything more than shorts so it was easy to get naked. I enjoyed massaging his big muscles and I was glad that I had made the suggestion since I discovered areas which needed some attention. When I asked him to turn over, it was not a surprise to see that he was in full display. One of the benefits of his youth! 

It was not long before I couldn’t resist and put his big cock into my mouth as far as it would go. He moaned with pleasure and arched his back to push his cock in further. I knew that there was only one place where I could take him deeper and I got the bottle of poppers to assist me.

I asked David to sit on the sofa where I had put down a towel. I lubed up my ass and took two good sniffs from the little brown bottle before I straddled his body to get that cock near my opening. I used the back of the sofa for support and he squeezed his dick to be firmer as I lowered my ass onto the head of his cock. God it was so big and the pain sped to my brain when he entered me as gently as possible. I swallowed and exhaled a couple of times before lowering myself further. The sensation of being filled was amazing!

I decided to drop the whole way and just take all of his shaft in one burst. The pain came with the pleasure and I began to accept that as how it would be with this man. My chest was in David’s face and he hungrily sucked on my nipples while his hands squeezed my naked ass. My head was spinning from his fullness and the stimulation of my chest. I bounced up and down on that massive dick until my legs felt weak.

David sensed my reduced energy and flipped me around so that I was on the sofa with my opening exposed off the end. He tried to stay inside during that maneuver but his cock popped out. He knelt in front of the sofa and lifted my legs onto those strong shoulders. He pushed his cock inside in one quick thrust. The rush of endorphins to my brain was astonishing. My mind was seeing stars bursting. I couldn’t tell what was pain and what was pleasure anymore. He rapidly thrust his shaft in and out of me with an assertiveness that was new. Something in his masculinity had been lit and he fucked me like a man possessed. He didn’t orgasm quickly but spread my legs wide to open my entry point and pushed all of himself into me with aggressive thrusts. I rolled my head back and forth against the soft fabric of the sofa marveling at the pleasures that David could provide. He pulled his cock out and spread his seed on my abdomen and chest.

He lowered my legs and crashed his body on top of mine melding his sperm to both of our bodies. He exhaled deeply many times before his heart rate returned to normal. “Fuck,” we both said at the same time which led us to laugh at the simultaneity. There was something truly joyful about a good laugh following a great fuck.

Showers were necessary, but they were purely functional since neither of us had any sexual energy left to give. We spooned in the bed and I felt secure and protected by my muscled friend as we both drifted off to the land of dreams.

Neither of us was very energetic the next morning, but I managed to make coffee and biscuits. Those were both items that I could make while I was still half sleeping given the number of times that I had done that routine for family and friends. David arrived and said, “I’m sorry I have to leave. Life is so good here.” “Work is the price of youth. You still have miles to go before you can be as laidback as I am about money. We’ll find another future date and do this again,” I declared with confidence.

I drove David to the ferry with plenty of time to spare even taking the scenic route. “Thank you again for everything,” he spoke sincerely as we hugged at the dock. Having lived in Manhattan myself I knew that the escape from the intensity of the City was important for reviving David’s sense of place with nature. I was able to provide him with a respite and a rejuvenation as well as sex. I was confident that he would return for more.

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My assuredness that David would return was not misguided but my sense of timing was way off. I didn’t see him again until the following summer. We kept in touch during that time and twice made plans that fell apart when his erratic work life changed. I was neither upset nor offended but took for granted that this was the way it would be with this young artist. I had not emotionally over invested myself which was a good safety measure.

In the early beach season of the following year, we successfully managed to come together again at my house in New Jersey. Tuesday and Wednesday night sleepovers were planned along with some significant nude beach time. David would arrive on a late afternoon ferry and depart at noon on Thursday. This would be more time than usual and I was very excited.

He arrived on time and looked exactly as he had the summer before. His big smile expressed his happiness in seeing me on the dock waving to him. We hugged in the parking lot like old friends who haven’t seen each other in a long time. Neither of us cared that passersby were taking lengthy looks. We were just happy to be physical with each other. “How good to finally see you again,” I opened. “You too,” he responded. I had thought we might go to the beach but it was clear that our bodies had other plans.

We were barely inside the front door when we both came face to face with a passionate kiss and fondling of each other’s chests. It felt so good to touch him and feel his masculine energy. Shorts and shirts came off quickly while we were still in the living room. David dropped to his knees and took my engorged cock into his wet mouth. I held his head sensually while he slurped and licked me. I could see that his dick was filling in nicely and I wanted him.

I pushed him backwards to the carpeted floor and nestled myself between his legs. I had remembered well the impressive dimensions of his cock and I stretched my mouth as wide as possible to fit him inside. He lay back moaning accepting the attention to his dick. It was not long before he was fully aroused. I decided to swing around and place my ass on his face. His big tongue went to work on the opening and it wasn’t long before I felt his thick middle finger pushing into my hole. Even his finger was filling!

Our wild passion in the living room continued as he pushed me to stand up. David turned me around so that my ass was facing that big cock. I knew what was coming and pulled a poppers bottle from my shorts. In that bent over position, David moved me to the sofa. I knelt on the cushions while inhaling the vapors. He enjoyed his pipe while waiting for the poppers to take effect. I spread my legs exposing the opening and waited for the pain of entry.

David took his time and was gentle as he massaged the hole with the head of his cock. I wanted him inside and he did not disappoint me as he filled my opening with the huge head of his cock. I swallowed the pain knowing that only the entry was problematic with this muscled man. He slid more of the shaft inside and my prostate was singing his praises. Even without being fully hard, that thick cock pressed on my most sensitive place. My body more fully relaxed as he slid most of his dick inside. I was filled to the maximum level in this position.

David began with slow rhythmic thrusts, holding on to my hips to secure our positions together. I felt his arousal increasing along with his breathing. He pushed in with more force and it seemed that my ass would split in two, but only pleasure was on my mind with the pain having receded. He quickened his pace and began to smack ass cheeks while filling the cavity that was so happy to receive him. I loved feeling his youthful vigor and gave myself over to him completely. So much was happening with my ass that I never thought about touching my cock which just swung back and forth with David’s movements.

I felt his leg muscles tense as his hands squeezed my hips. His warm fluids rushed into my body and he let out an orgasmic growl. “Oh, yes,” I responded as I felt my body filled with happiness and satisfaction in addition to his sperm. I quivered slightly as my anal spasm squeezed the spent shaft making sure that all of his fluids came to me. David leaned forward and kissed me gently on the back of the neck. “I’ve been thinking about you,” he declared. “And I’ve been wanting to feel you inside me,” I replied. In that instant his softened cock slid from my body with cum dripping from my hole.

We went to the shower and cleaned each other, enjoying the manly but sensual touch. There was still time to head to the beach and we returned to the living room. We both laughed at how the living room looked with our clothes carelessly tossed about, displaying evidence of the mad passion that we had had moments before. The pleasure I felt in being with this man was genuine and immediate. We were both living in the moment.

Since it was a weekday evening, the beach was quiet and our visit was casual and relaxed. The water was cool and refreshing, calming our passions that had flared so strongly in my living room. I enjoyed watching David’s playfulness in the water as he frolicked with the waves. There must have had so much tension built up from being in the city. It took energy to get relaxed in a place so busy as New York. Here, he could just release and allow his cares to subside.

We stayed until the light started fading and the insects arrived. I had planned a simple dinner of chicken breasts cooked in a piquant lemon sauce which was placed over a bed of couscous. I quickly sautéed fresh zucchini with garlic as our vegetable. We were both quite hungry by then and we ate with good appetite. David assisted in the clean up before we took our snuggling positions on the sofa for his television time. We both carried hot memories of our very recent time on that sofa. “Are you gonna make biscuits in the morning?” David asked hopefully. “Of course, I am,” I replied with a smile as my hands enjoyed his muscled bare chest.

It was a relaxed night of sleeping followed by the morning pleasures of strong coffee and biscuits. David now had memories of my biscuits from multiple experiences comingling with the memories of his grandmother. We talked about his time on the streets of New York but I never pressed him to tell me any of the terrible experiences that he must have had. He framed it as the reason for his strong attraction to older white men.

By noon we were headed to the nude beach for our day at the water. It was warm and sunny so sunblock was required. There was a decent crowd of people already there by the time we arrived and parked ourselves in the gay section not far from the water. I didn’t see any of my friends so it was just the two of us. My ego was nurtured as I observed attractive males and females look in our direction. Before long we were in the cooling water enjoying our happy day together.

I returned to our blanket while David remained to do his dolphin thing. When I looked out at the water to see him, I noted that he was in chest high water having a conversation with a male and female couple. I had seen them at the beach a few times before when I was there by myself. The three of them were often laughing so I decided to join in their fun.

When I arrived, David introduced me to Hans and Gerri who were visiting from Brooklyn. While there were good beaches in Brooklyn, here they could be naked. They were an attractive mid 50s couple and she had long light brown hair while he was mostly without. Her hair was attractively piled up on top of her head. They appeared to have good bodies but it was difficult to determine in the deep water. David had informed them about my nearby house where he was staying. Hans was exhibiting a serious attraction to David and I wondered if either of them were sporting erections under the water.

Gerri came closer to me and planted a quick surprise kiss on my lips while she checked out my crotch. I hadn’t been with such an aggressive woman before. Under the water, her hand stroked my cock to an aroused state which was very provocative. I was attracted to her and decided that two could play that game. I reached between her legs and pressed my middle finger against her pussy. Instead of retreating she came forward and squeezed her legs on my finger. The underwater pussy was so relaxed that I was able to push my finger up inside and she let out a gasp of air followed by a coy smile. She was ready to play!

With both hands, Gerri pushed up on my shoulders while wrapping smooth legs around my hips. Before I knew what was happening, she had already inserted my hard cock inside. She only remained there for thirty seconds and then backed off before we got any attention from park rangers. What a bold sexy woman to do that in front of her husband, and the crowd on the beach! I was impressed.

I made a suggestion that they come to my house after the day at the beach and I would provide Gerri with a free massage. She had not had a massage in a long time and was very interested in the idea. It was clear that Hans was quite interested in having some time with David’s cock which sealed the deal. I verified with David that he was comfortable with this plan and he informed me that he hadn’t been in a group or with a woman in quite some time, but he was ready for a sexy foursome.

David and I relaxed and swam for the remainder of the afternoon while we both enjoyed anticipatory thoughts about our upcoming evening. If the couple came to my house, there would be sex and the combinations were imaginable but not knowable until they arrived. When David and I were departing from the beach we traded phone numbers with Hans and Gerri as well as my address. They declared that they would be there in about an hour. That would give me time to get everything ready for the massage and to get clean.

I sensed that David was anxious about this encounter and noted that he took more hits from his pipe than usual as he sat at the kitchen table. I rubbed his shoulders and neck to help him relax, saying, “If they come, it’ll just be a fun time like in the water. And if they don’t come, we know how to enjoy each other.” The massage, words and pot combined to help him feel better about what was to take place. “You’re right. It’ll be fun,” he admitted.

Hans and Gerri arrived only a little later than they had anticipated and all four of us filled up the living room with smiles and anticipation. “Are you ready for your massage?” I asked Gerri who replied that she was excited to get a massage with men to watch. I decided that it was wise to move quickly to being physical before anybody chose to opt out.

We all went to the massage room and removed clothes. Gerri got on the table and lay face down giving her body over to my hands. Hans and David chose to sit on opposite ends of the sofa while I began the massage. It was helpful being with nudists who were comfortable getting naked quickly. Gerri was in very good physical shape with decent muscle tone. I enjoyed providing a sensual massage and I felt her body relaxing from my touch. “It feels so good,” she informed me at one point. I noted that both Hans and David were stroking their cocks while I was working on Gerri. Hans was also in good physical shape and had a nice eight inches with some thickness. No wonder his wife’s pussy had been easy to penetrate in the water.

Even before I asked Gerri to turn over, I observed that Hans had moved closer to David and was now playing with that massive cock. I knew that would happen and it was only the timing that was unclear. I didn’t mind sharing David with these two sexy people. It was going to be hot to watch him.

By the time I asked Gerri to turn over, Hans had moved to orally pleasuring David. I saw that Hans was having some of the same spatial difficulties that I had in dealing with such a thick tool. Gerri briefly noted her husband’s activities and didn’t seem surprised in the least. She relaxed back onto the table waiting to see what would happen next. I sensed her adjustment toward sexual activity and decided to start that stimulation sooner than I had planned. I sensually massaged her supple legs and moved energy toward the gathering spot at the apex. As I lightly massaged the inner thighs, she spread her legs wider giving me more access to the sexual area. I didn’t hesitate but pressed the flat of my right hand against her pussy while my left hand massaged C cup breasts. They were well shaped and not sagging at all which made them very attractive.

I lowered my lips and kissed the right nipple sweetly before sucking and nibbling on it. My right hand felt the moisture increasing on the labia and I split them apart for access to her pussy. David noted that I had begun sexual activity with Gerri and came over to the table to join in. Hans followed quickly and dropped to his knees to keep focus on the cock that he wanted to enjoy. He could play with his wife anytime and he didn’t mind that other men were enjoying her. David used strong thick hands to massage Gerri’s breasts and took a nipple into his warm mouth.

Gerri reached for her husband as she felt my finger push inside her pussy to find the most sensitive spots. Hans stood up and placed his mostly hard dick into his wife’s mouth. She was reveling the attention of three men and was relishing the experience. I knew that I had found a special spot when the pussy muscles tensed and her body began to tremble.

Hans decided that it was a good opportunity to fuck his wife, so we turned her pussy in his direction and watched as the big shaft slid quickly inside that sexy female body. David brought his cock to her mouth but she could mostly just stroke him. I moved behind Hans and rubbed his back as he pushed in and out of his wife with strong thrusts. He seemed to enjoy feeling my hard dick pressing against his smooth ass. She orgasmed intensely on Hans’ cock but he backed up to drop to his knees to suck on my cock.

David spun Gerri around to his side of the table and slowly inserted himself. I empathized with the pained look on Gerri’s face as she was overfilled with black dick. I recognized that David also had seen her look and didn’t stay inside for long. Chances were that he was banging up against the cervix which could be very unpleasant. David chose to reengage with Hans who was more than happy to trade my cock for something younger and bigger. I took pleasure in returning my focus to Gerri.

I came to the side of the table where David had been and leaned my body into hers as I sweetly kissed both nipples while my hard stick was pressing against the used pussy. She clasped her legs around my body and pulled us together with my cock quickly moving inside. I massaged her breasts as I pushed in and out with varying speed and intensity. She writhed in ecstasy while rubbing her clit with my hard shaft filling her body. She orgasmed more than once and squeezed my cock tightly in the process.

Hans and David had switched positions with Hans likely receiving some of the best head that he had ever had. I could tell that David was fully engaged in sucking the nice dick that Hans presented. While the men kept each other engaged, Gerri decided to have me another way. She moved to the sofa and lifted her legs in the air to expose the freshly orgasmed pussy. I pushed my face between the split legs and licked the clit while I massaged her G spot with a finger. She firmly held my head in place while giving up another orgasm. I moved my cock into position and slid inside that hot pussy in one quick movement. Gerri’s eyes opened wide and she reached down to rub the clit while I fucked her on the sofa. I sensed that my orgasm was approaching and pulled out my dick to cum on her abdomen. Her legs squeezed hard around my neck as she produced another orgasm right after mine.

I could hear the same thing happening for Hans who was being swallowed whole by David. I knew that Hans would have to give up his sperm to such remarkable talent. After taking in Hans’ cum, David stood and began stroking his massive cock. In this position, he made an impressive image. Hans knelt before him in submission while David stroked his shaft to orgasm providing a copious facial for Hans. There was a lot of satisfaction in the room, but also a need for some towels for cleaning.

I moved into host mode and provided my guests with towels. They chose to just wipe themselves rather than take showers. Now that their libidos had been satisfied, they needed to get back to Brooklyn. We all chose to hug each other in our naked state, just as we had met on the beach. I don’t think that anyone was disappointed in our gathering and hopes were expressed for a future event.

I had planned a dinner, but had no energy for much of anything. We opted for a delivery of pizza and a couple of beers on my deck. It was a mild summer evening and we remained on the deck quietly enjoying the few stars that were visible so close to New York City. It was the first evening that David did not turn to the television but just looked at his phone for some news.

We spooned comfortably in bed that night with neither of us having nighttime erections. I softened my body against his muscles and drifted off to dreams of naked men and women, while his strong arm held me in place. There were so many options for pleasure in the world of bisexuality. I was fully embracing my complex lifestyle.

Neither David nor I ever tired of having coffee and fresh biscuits in the morning. It was a great way to start the day enjoying the smells coming from the oven. We ate our breakfast on the deck, listening to the morning bird songs. We approached David’s departure with reluctance and resignation. We knew that neither of us could predict our next meeting even with a strong desire to make that happen. We emotionally disengaged that morning to prepare ourselves for another unknowable future.

David from New York City 4

I don’t remember being bothered at the time, but during the two months while I waited for David to return, negative feelings emerged. In all of my friendships there was a good sense of give and take which David and I certainly had sexually and even intellectually, but there was a great imbalance financially. It wasn’t just that I was more secure than he was; there was an unspoken compact that I would always provide food, drink and shelter. David never brought anything to share other than his dick, of which there was a lot to enjoy.

We had established a relationship which felt like the trade of a shore visit for sex. At one point I recall acknowledging that situation as an acceptable exchange since the sex was so amazing. I also understood that money and sex had been intimately united during David’s years on the street. I recognized that he had the cost of the ferry. The tipping point came during his last visit when we ordered a pizza for our dinner and he didn’t make any attempt to put out ten dollars. It wasn’t the money that I wanted but the gesture of sharing, the offer of generosity. Unfortunately, these negative feelings gnawed at my impression of him.

In August, we managed to find another Saturday for an overnight that worked for both of us. I was looking forward to being with him and pushed my negativity to the rear. I would just have a good time for twenty-four hours and let go of my judgements and expectations.

David would arrive late in the afternoon and be able to stay until the same time on Sunday. He warned me that he would have a different appearance. He had had an accident with his bicycle and bruised his face while also breaking a front tooth. “I have that less than attractive eight-year old look,” he humorously stated. It was in fact a perfect description of the new smile I saw when I hugged him at the parking lot. One top front tooth was almost completely missing. Selfishly I hoped that it wouldn’t affect his oral skills.

When I hugged him, I felt the bulge between David’s legs and took the signal to get us to the house before heading to the beach. He was more reserved than usual and I attributed that to the dental issue. I didn’t care about the tooth as much as I cared about what was hanging between his legs. In the living room, I dropped to my knees and pulled down his shorts to reveal that attractive manhood. I had planned to try sucking him using poppers to get me more relaxed.

I took a good hit from the small bottle in my shorts and went to work on getting his shaft as deep into my throat as possible. I felt very relaxed and passionate in wanting to take as much of him as I could. I know that I got more than four inches of his thick cock into me, but even with poppers there was a physiological limit that I couldn’t surmount. David took some hits on his pipe and got on his knees to take my dick into his mouth while I lay on the floor. The enormous amount of pleasure that he provided was so impressive. My head was spinning with intense sensations from his tongue and warm mouth. I loved feeling his broad muscled shoulders while his mouth was all over my dick.

He used some saliva to moisten my anus and soon his finger was pressing on my prostate while his mouth consumed me. I was extremely aroused and ready to feel him slide inside. He had the same thoughts as he tucked a pillow from the sofa under my ass before lifting my legs into the air. He positioned his cock at my opening and gave a gentle push to get in the wide head. There was the usual rush of pain but I knew what to expect and allowed the wave to pass over me. I exhaled deeply as that massive cock pushed in deeper.

When he was most of the way inside, David began to stroke my cock while sliding his own tool in and out slowly. My body was filled with dick and stimulation that were incredible. His sweat dripped onto my chest merging with my own. David tightened his grip on my hard member while he quickened the thrusting. He repeatedly banged my prostate in just the right place and cum gushed up in buckets landing on my abdomen and chest. David pulled out his cock and finished stroking himself, adding his sperm to mine on my naked body. Two months of pent up energy was released by both of us as we exhaled the tensions from our bodies.

“I really need to go to the beach,” he declared earnestly. “Yes, let’s go. Now that pleasure’s taken care of,” I rejoined. I had everything set to go but we needed quick showers before either of us could be seen in public.

People were leaving the beach as we were arriving, presenting us with lots of options for where to sit. We located a spot right at the water’s edge in the middle section. I was gratified by the entertaining looks we received from men and women. I didn’t have to wonder what entertaining thoughts were going through their heads. No one cared that we were interracial, but some might have been surprised by the age difference. I was the lucky bastard hanging with my young and muscled David.

He wasted no time leaping into the water as soon as our stuff was in place. I also went into the water to cool down but didn’t stay as long as he did. He was seeking something that I couldn’t fathom. Something more than the normal release from the pressures of the City was weighing on him.

When David came from the water, he lay down next to me and I waited until his breathing softened to ask, “Are you OK?  I sense something’s wrong.” He exhaled deeply before replying, “I lost my rent stabilized apartment so I’ve just been crashing with friends until I can get something new.” Having lived in New York City a couple of times, I empathized with him and understood the difficulties and complexities of housing, especially rent stabilized. I had no solution to offer other than my commiseration that it was unfortunate and a challenge.

David spent more time than usual in the water working off the anxieties while seeking joy from the ocean. We stayed until the insect life arrived to take their ownership of the beach. For dinner I made breaded pork chops the way my mother-in-law taught me as well as the Harvard beets which were another of her items I loved. Apple sauce rounded out the colorful plate of comfort food. David ate as though he hadn’t eaten all day. His ever ready pipe took the place of dessert.

We moved to our usual snuggle places on the sofa for David to take in the news and sports. I rested on his bare chest and drifted off listening to the rhythmic pattern of the strong heartbeat. I came back with a start realizing I had fallen asleep on him. “I liked when you fell asleep on me,” he said rubbing my hair playfully. His youthful energy provided such great pleasure.

We went up to bed and I spooned my naked ass into David while he held me close. We slept comfortably until the middle of the night when I awoke feeling his hard cock pressing against my ass. David was awake and in need of some sexual attention. This was one way in which I could help alleviate the pressures and concerns that he was facing.

I turned around and kissed him sweetly while massaging his engorged dick. I slipped down between his legs and licked the long shaft from base to tip before taking the head into my mouth. He relaxed into the bed enjoying the stimulation and distraction that he needed. I continued to lick his hard cock and suck him as best I could.

I lubed up my ass and his cock before returning to the spooning position with his tool positioned against my opening. I relaxed my body to reduce the discomfort as the head of his dick pushed inside. Perhaps it was the timing or position, but the pain was less than usual and I was able to welcome this muscled man into me with just pleasure. He slowly filled my cavity deeper and my sexual excitement soared when the pressure on my prostate became intense. Since I had cum earlier, I had no interest in my own cock but focused energy on providing him with as much pleasure as possible.

David held my body in place by holding onto my shoulder as he thrust back and forth stimulating both of us. I felt his grip tighten as his body pressed for deeper satisfaction. Full balls pressed up against my smooth ass yearning for relief. The thrusting quickened along with the breathing, leading to the hardening of his shaft. He was focused on release with remarkable intensity. David flooded my hole with sperm and exhaled fully to release the rest of what had to be emptied. He collapsed against my body declaring, “I needed that.”

His breathing came back to normal and soon small sleeping sounds could be heard. His cock was still inside me and my body was happy to keep him in place maintaining our intimacy as long as possible. At some point I fell asleep while still enjoying the pleasure of a softened cock where I liked it the most.

We both slept beyond our usual times which meant that the ocean park would be closed by the time we arrived. During our coffee and biscuits on the deck I suggested two hiking options and David chose the walk along the bay shore.

Only a few years before, a new walking path had been created connecting the downtowns of Highlands and Atlantic Highlands. The two mile long, four foot wide path stayed close to the water’s rocky edge in many places and in others, wooden walkways traversed over marshy wetlands. In the distance, the New York City skyline was readily visible along with numerous sailboats gliding across the water. It was a wonderful way to be in green spaces while enjoying expansive views of the harbor.

The path was well used and passersby smiled or made greetings along the way. We walked casually and took in the fresh air along with the restorative energy that the path provided. I hoped that this space would help David take in the beneficial energy necessary for finding his housing solution. It would at least bring some joy and comfort as well as a few pictures.

We didn’t return to the house but went from nature to the ferry dock. We hugged longer than usual with neither of us wanting the moment to end. David was reluctant to face the tasks ahead of him but it was necessary to do so. I was reticent to let him create distance between us. Given the uncertainties in his life, David and I both knew that it would be some time before we would see each other again. I watched as the ferry sped towards New York hoping that his travail would not be long.

David from New York City 5

In September, I learned from David that there was a job opportunity for him in Rochester that he was exploring. Rochester was renowned for great art and music education especially for young people. I wished him the best of fortune in this endeavor. Unfortunately, the housing situation had not improved and a couch was a regular sleeping location.

In late September, I had some work taking place in Manhattan and decided to stay overnight in a hotel. I alerted David to my travel plans and invited him to spend the night with me. He would have a bed and sex. He was unclear about his ability to join me. Our timing was always difficult which I understood and accepted. Nonetheless, I decided to keep my plan to stay in the lower Manhattan hotel just in case he could spend time with me.

When the date that I would be in New York arrived, David was more hopeful about being able to meet and I began to look forward to a sexy night in the hotel. At 7 PM I alerted him that my work was mostly finished and I was free until the next morning. He replied that he was still busy but could likely get there later. Since I wasn’t in New York often anymore, I decided to take an evening stroll to the area where I had lived forty years ago.

My old Italian neighborhood was only about ten blocks away. I already knew that much had been gentrified during the intervening years, but I was surprised to see that the old six story walk up building had only changed on the first floor with better businesses. The rest looked much the same with the rusty metal fire escape still clinging to the front of the building. I laughed internally as I remembered our rent of $125 a month for the pleasure of climbing to the top floor. I shuddered to think about the current cost.

I received a text from David who was happy to declare he could meet around 10 PM. I accepted this offer and returned to the hotel to make sure I was ready in case he arrived early. My room had a large stone tiled shower where we could easily fit together and I hoped that we would have some pleasure there.

David arrived shortly before 10 PM and apologized for not being able to get there earlier. I was just happy to have this muscular young man in my hotel room.  We kissed and hugged with passion and I helped him remove his shirt to expose the chest I wanted to feel. I rubbed my face in between pectorals while my hands reached down between his legs. He was indeed happy to see me and I dropped to my knees to show appreciation for his arrival. I pulled down his shorts while he was still wearing his shoes. Neither of us cared. We both knew why we were together and didn’t want to waste any time.

I was happy to have his big cock in my face. I sensually massaged his member before I took him into my wet mouth. He leaned back against the entry door while I took him as deeply as I could. I took a hit of poppers and managed another inch but he was just too big to fit.

“Come take a sexy shower with me,” I requested while removing my clothes. He smiled at the invitation and got just as naked. I led the way and as he followed me, he squeezed my ass with both of his strong hands. I so wanted to feel all of him slide inside. Before I could turn on the water, David turned me around and pressed me against a shower wall. He made love to both of my nipples with great sensitivity while one hand massaged my cock. I was becoming even more aroused.

He bent over to take my hard cock into his remarkable mouth and my body was in heaven with endorphins created in places not found before. He stood up and turned on the water while reaching for the soap. We took turns lathering and cleaning each other with manly massaging of the flesh. While we were still covered in soap, he turned me to the wall and bent my body over exposing my hole for his body to merge with me. David turned off the water so that the soap could stay on our bodies.

He soaped up and stretched my opening, using first one and then two thick fingers reaching for my prostate in the process. I used both hands to brace my body against the wall in anticipation of his penetration. He soaped up his cock fully and squeezed the head inside. He paused while my body relaxed more to accept all that there was to give. As he pushed in further, I took deeper breaths to soften the ass muscles. I was amazed when I felt his balls pressing against my ass. David was taking my body fully.

He slowly thrust back and forth creating more soapy lather that lubricated my hole. I wished that I could have watched his shaft gliding in and out using my smooth ass to stimulate his thick cock. My body was in such ecstasy with my hole fully accepting all of his manhood. He held onto my shoulders with both of his strong hands and increased the force of the thrusts. His cock seemed to get both bigger and harder and a rush of pain came over me while his cum merged with the soap inside my body. He growled animalistically as his orgasm filled me.

My body felt weak and my legs could no longer support me. I had to release his cock and stand up straight. I turned and crashed into his soapy chest and held onto him while our breathing returned to normal. “That was amazing,” I declared happily. ‘I didn’t hurt you, did I?” he asked with concern. “Only a little,” I replied with honesty. I turned on the water and we let the shower remove the evidence of our wild commingling.

We dried off and headed to the large bed. I lay down fully to regain my strength while David took a seat on the edge of the bed. “I can’t stay,” he sheepishly declared while not looking at me. “I wish you could. I love when you hold me in your big arms.” As he started to reclaim his clothes, he said, “I’m sorry, but I still have work to finish but I wanted to make sure I got a chance to see you again.” David was fully clothed and standing at the door when he blew me a kiss saying, “See you again.”

I had experienced this type of sex and farewell before with married men and for the first time I wondered about David’s status. Perhaps his erratic work schedule was even more complicated by a partner. I was certain that he was having sex with people other than me just as I was having sex with people other than he. I never asked questions about his personal life but accepted early on that he would be a very fulfilling sexual partner without capacity for anything beyond a casual friendship. My new thinking would likely have no effect on our behaviors.

In November, I had more work in New York and planned another overnight at the same hotel. I hoped for a repeat performance of our shower duo or something new. I was disappointed when David was unable to accept that opportunity.

We continued to email and I learned that David got the position in Rochester. It was unclear if he would move there permanently. He was so attached to New York City for all that was important to him, perhaps including a partner. We stayed in touch but never saw each other again after that very hot night in the hotel. Great memories of our sexual escapades and the remarkable joy that he brought to my body hold cherished positions in my mind.