Red Streaked Moon
By
Billy Cunningham
First Contact
She was my last great love and it was a surprise for a new woman to appear in my mid 60’s. I wasn’t seeking anyone specifically but a physical relationship with a female was ever on my agenda. Love only came to me when I wasn’t looking. I had, in fact, had a conversation with my adult son a few months prior about the unfortunate mathematical odds of finding a woman who would be interested in partnering with an openly bisexual man. I even considered the idea of seeking someone in Europe where a woman might be more open about sex. In truth, I was preparing myself to be single for the remainder of my life. I’d been married for 31 years and was divorced in my early 50’s when my sexuality changed from straight to bisexual. Moon didn’t remind me of my wife other than that I could understand how men would easily fall for such an especially attractive woman. Many men fell in love with my wife before and during our marriage. I was certain that many men fell head over heels for Moon, and so did I.
One day, as I browsed the Craigslist personals, I noticed a posting by a woman in her early 40’s who was looking for two well hung men to have a threesome. I enjoyed browsing Craigslist in the days when people could post very entertaining offers. Sometimes I read the messages just to see what people were up to and sometimes I was hunting for physical entertainment with a man, a woman, or both. Moon’s posting put my brain into gear thinking about what options I could propose to this woman of multiple needs. I considered two bisexual male friends who were each packing seven inches with some thickness, similar to me. Since both of them were in their mid 50’s, I could use their ages to respond and not mention my mid 60’s age. Both of them had good massage skills as did I and a free massage was always a good enticement to bring a woman to my table. A free four hands massage would be irresistible to an adventurous woman.
I sent a reply the same day of the posting and received a positive response that evening. I had included pictures of me but didn’t want to send my friends’ pictures without their permission. I knew that both of them would be interested in a threesome, but I didn’t want to get them excited about the possibility until I had gotten a reply. In the posting, the woman had declared herself to be a small BBW and very open sexually. She hadn’t provided information about her marital status and I didn’t feel the need to ask. She was quite interested in the possibility of four masculine hands attending to her physical needs and her level of interest increased when she learned that all of us had professional massage skills. My hands would also provide warm Reiki healing energy when I touched her.
Since her schedule was complicated, she offered to meet just with me at a local bar and we could see how to proceed from there. I was never one to spend much time in a bar, but I knew that there were two nice places on the bay just down the street from my house. We made a plan for a Thursday evening at 8 PM. She had face pictures of me and she declared that there were three red streaks in her long black hair which would make her readily identifiable. I was intrigued by this information and sensed an increase in my libido. I also had a sense from her that if she found me sane and entertaining, she might come back to my house for a massage.
I made sure that the house was ready and that the massage table and oils were in place trying to create a positive environment. I wouldn’t make assumptions, but I would be prepared for the outcome that I envisioned and wanted. I would have to be in the moment with her at the bar and determine what could happen.
Fifteen minutes before our appointed time, I walked down the street to the place I had suggested and waited outside to see what cars arrived in the parking lot. Since it was after the Summer season, the bar/restaurant was not that busy and parking spots were available. I observed couples arriving for late dinners or a night cap. Just a few minutes past the appointed time I saw a silver SUV arrive with a single woman. As she exited her vehicle, I saw the overhead lights shine on the red streaks in her black hair and knew that my date had arrived. She was an Asian woman who was thicker than most Asian females I had met, but I wouldn’t have described her as a BBW. She had the standard Asian female height of 5’3”. She wore tight black pants and a loose fitting, light colored blouse which was a good choice for the cool September night. She provided a warm smile of recognition when she determined that I was there waiting for her. The bright red lipstick well complimented the red in her hair. She had a lighter complexion than many Asians and there was a roundness to her cheeks that was attractive to me. It made me wonder if she had a similar round quality when viewed from behind.
She held out her small fleshy hand in greeting and said, “Hi. You must be Billy. I’m Moon.” She was aptly named for her face had a luminescence that was cool but friendly. Her open smile led me to broadly smile in return. “I’m so pleased to meet you,” I responded with an increase in my happiness level. There were many delightful qualities about her beyond the physical attraction that I was already feeling. She had her long hair worn up in a complicated fashion that exposed her neck. I knew that Japanese women understood the nape of the neck as an attraction to Japanese men but she was not from that heritage. “Shall we go inside for a drink?” I invited her simply. “Yes, let’s do that,” she responded in taking the first step along the path to the massage table.
Outside it was dark but the bar area was brightly lit and only half occupied so it was easy for us to locate two neighboring seats that were separate from others. I wanted us to have an open discussion without either of us worrying about being overheard. The late 20’s female bartender who was wearing a tight black vest and a crisp white blouse, came to us right away and placed two drink coasters in front of us. “Here for dinner or just drinks?” she offered while suggesting a larger bill that would include food. The undone buttons at the top of her blouse accentuated her healthy bust. “Drinks are good,” I declared to the bartender and “What would you like?” I directed to Moon. My date requested a dirty martini which surprised me and I wondered if she were having a more serious drink to work up her courage for a massage. “A black Russian for me.” As the bartender turned, I couldn’t help but notice that she had a perfectly formed ass in her tight black pants. She was dressed for good tips from men and I was likely to provide one.
The bartender went into motion and provided our drinks with a pleasant smile. I offered a credit card in payment and she returned, “Should I keep a tab open for you?” I readily affirmed suggesting to my date that I was not in a hurry and time would tell what would come to be. I would do everything I could to make our meeting comfortable and relaxed.
While the drinks were being made, I had turned to Moon saying, “Thank you for being brave and meeting me.” “You wrote like a sane man and I’m always curious to see if someone is who they declare themselves to be,” she replied in a very direct manner while looking at my face to note my reaction. “I’m who I think I am, but you’ll have to determine if I’m who you’d like me to be,” I rejoined with my Irish smile.
She responded grinning at my turn of phrase accepting that she was the one in control of the evening. I sensed that she was comfortable with being in a controlling position, but there was also an element of wanting to be guided or at least charmed. When we were ready for our first taste of the drinks, I said, “Here’s to meeting a lovely woman.” She didn’t blush but replied, “And to meeting a charming gentleman.” The compliments were very gender driven but that was how it was in an early meeting where one didn’t know much about the other.
Moon decided to take the dominant position as if she were interviewing me for employment. “What kind of work do you do?” I explained that I had been in the corporate IT world in New York City but I had left that for a kinder gentler life at the ocean doing massage. “And how did you learn massage?” I had spent time in Thailand and Cambodia and learned massage techniques there but studied Reiki in the US. The Reiki study added more substance to my understanding about the energy within people. I learned how to use my hands to inform me about what was happening inside someone else. I could only truly know someone when I touched them. Perhaps because we were in a public setting or she was just getting to know me, she didn’t ask the next obvious question, “Do you massage women and men?” I was relieved that that question hadn’t come so soon in our meeting because I was finding her very attractive and wanted her to choose my house as the next destination.
I asked Moon if she had had Reiki before and she responded that it was new to her. She had looked it up on the Internet after I mentioned it in my emails, but she hadn’t had any personal experience. I explained that it was a transfer of healing energy not from me but through me, and that it could enable healing physically, emotionally or spiritually. Any combination of those was also possible. I further explained that I had studied the Chinese energy meridians used in acupuncture and appreciated their sense of how the human body processed energy. I then took the opportunity of Asian culture conversation to declare, “I’m unable to determine your Asian heritage.” She laughed and replied, “I’m a mix and that’s what makes me less easy to determine, even for Asians!” This was a kind response and she continued, “My mother was Thai but my father was Southern Chinese.” In Northern Thailand it was a very common mix and I asked if she came from that area. She complimented me on my accurate guess saying, “Ah, you know more than most. I’m from Chiang Rai.”
Neither of us had been drinking much of our beverages, but seemed to be more focused on each other. “And what work do you do?” I turned the inquiry to her. “I used to have a tea shop and imported tea from Northern Thailand. All of it was specialty tea and it gave me a good excuse to return to Thailand regularly to meet with my family.” “If you don’t mind telling me, how did you come to be in the United States?” With a heavy sigh, exhaling some unfortunate energy, she replied, “Yes. You’ve asked a good question but one that has many parts to its answer and I’d rather wait until I know you better.” I received this answer in a positive manner because it suggested that she might want to know me better. I was as hopeful as a dog.
“I can understand that. What more would you like to know about me?” I bravely offered. “How did you come to be divorced?” she placed gently on the table as she took a healthy sip from her martini to give me time to compose my response. “Ah, that’s also a complicated answer, but I’m willing to be open about it since it was a long time ago.” I hoped that I wasn’t exhibiting any of the pain from that challenging time.
I had been married for 31 years and that most of that time it was a very happy and successful marriage. I wasn’t completely truthful with Moon when I suggested that after the children were grown and off to college, we had discovered that our shared work was no longer enough to keep us together. In addition, my work was in New York City and hers was in Western Massachusetts. We were living close to her work and I was the one with the lengthy commute which I had done for nine years. Since she seemed to accept that much of an answer, I didn’t elaborate further about the problems that resulted in the end of my long marriage. Moon may have sensed that I had reached my own personal limit with a new person and didn’t push further.
I didn’t ask a question about her marital status, but she offered, “I’m in the process of a very long divorce that might become longer than the marriage.” “How can that be?” I questioned sympathetically. “Having children complicated our lives and he chose to be married to his business rather than me.” “Did he have his own business?” “We both had businesses but his made a lot more money and supported a very comfortable lifestyle. In the end, I closed my tea shop to be able to spend time with the children. It was then that I discovered they were more important to me than he and his money were.” “That must’ve been a difficult realization,” I empathized.
“He didn’t want a divorce and fought with good lawyers and the reputation of his family. I fought for what was right for our children. And so, many years later, and lots of money spent, we’re still in court without a final agreement.” “I’m so sorry,” I sympathized while reaching for her hand to console her and offer my supportive warm touch. She didn’t remove her hand but allowed me to feel her current state. “Your hand does get warm,” she replied with surprise. “How does that work?” she comfortably changed the subject. “I don’t really know and find it amazing myself. Would you like to feel how it works in a full session?” I bravely put forth.
She didn’t remove her right hand but placed her left on top of mine saying, “You might be ahead of me in your thinking, but let’s continue with a less emotional topic.” “OK,” I returned without a sense of rejection. “What was it like having your tea shop?” Her face lit up and her hands left mine as she expressed, “I loved having people come to enjoy what pleased me so much. I made pastries to go with the tea and many people found peace, solace, happiness, or contentment in that simple experience of sharing. I hated giving it up but didn’t know what else to do to save my family and keep us all together.” And there we were back at the dreaded divorce topic, so I asked, “What kind of pastries did you make?” “I made muffins and cookies, but scones were what people seemed to really enjoy,” she happily returned to the tea shop topic. “Everything was all natural and made from scratch.”
“I was a pastry chef in New York City for more than ten years,” I kept us in the food conversation. “Really?” she responded with genuine inquiry. “Where did you work?” I explained that I had been at the 21 Club but most of my time was at the Silver Palate. “The one with the cookbooks?” she queried with open eyes and interest. “Yes, some of my recipes are in those books, but you won’t find my name,” I returned with only a small amount of resentment remaining from my experience thirty years before. “There’re some good recipes in those books, but I must confess I never looked at the ones for pastry,” she said a bit sheepishly. I laughed openly, appreciating her honesty. “Well, perhaps, we shall have to have a bakeoff with our scones one day.” She genuinely smiled and placed her hand in front of her face the way that Asian women do so readily. I found that action so in contrast with the woman who wanted to be with two well endowed men. Some cultural traits weren’t removed easily.
“I have a great kitchen in my house and you probably do too. It has 18 feet of Corian countertop and high end appliances that go well with the hardwood cherry cabinets,” I bragged. “Are you wanting me to see your kitchen?” she joked tantalizingly. I didn’t answer her question but said, “It’s why I bought the house and it brings me happiness.” “Is it just the kitchen that you want me to visit?” she played gamely. “I’d hope you’d be at ease in all parts of my house.” As she took a sip from her martini, I enticed, “I have lots of Asian art in my house since I spent time in Japan and Thailand as well as Cambodia.”
“What did you think of Thailand?” she played along. “I loved the Thai people who were so open and generous. Even people who weren’t wealthy offered to share what they had and smiled openly to foreigners.” “Yes, we’re the land of smiles, but there’s much that can be hidden in a smile, as you might know,” she rejoined. “It was the first time that I was in a Buddhist country and the absence of Christianity was remarkable to me, since I grew up filled with the dogma of Christians. It helped me see the world through another’s eyes.”
“I can see some of the Buddha in you and when you touched my hand there was a spiritual feel to that touch. Perhaps that gives me confidence to come with you,” Moon suggested. “I assure you only good things happen in my house. There’s Reiki energy that fills the massage room and I know you’ll sense that when you’re there,” I encouraged her. “Then it’s decided,” she offered bravely. “My house is only up the street and we could walk but it’d be better to move your car closer to the house.” “OK, let’s do it,” she stated with determination and a resolute posture.
I paid the bill for the unfinished drinks and we got into her car like friends more than newcomers. I guided her to my house where she was able to park on the street in front of the cedar frame elevated home that had been flooded by hurricane Sandy some years before. She appreciated the warm woody quality of the exterior with the red door and maroon foundation. After climbing the flight of stairs to the living space, I opened the door so that she could see the open space where the kitchen was the largest room. As she entered, Moon commented on the Franklin pot belly stove that was in the living room against a brick wall. I had left on some lights so that the warmth of the space would be very welcoming for whoever walked in my door. Moon smiled and exhaled any of her remaining reluctance about coming to a strange man’s house alone.
We hadn’t really touched other than our hands at the bar and I chose to keep some physical distance in my house until she was ready to commit to being on the massage table. One step at a time seemed to be comfortable for both of us. I didn’t give her the tour of other parts of the first floor but she could see the dining room opposite the kitchen where there was a large wooden dining table. “I made that table from an old piece of wood that a friend gave me when I changed this space to a dining room after the flood.” “Really,” she replied while rubbing her hand on the finely textured thick piece of walnut. “It was the top to a life jacket bin on one of the Liberty ships from the 1930’s. You can see the holes for connections and the beveled edge. It’s a beautiful piece of wood and it’s very heavy.” “Everything in your house speaks of warmth and security. I feel as though I’m missing both of those things,” she confessed. “Those are parts of me that I can provide,” I replied while continuing to keep my distance. I was surprised by her suddenness when she said, “Fuck it. Let’s do the massage. I want to be brave.”
“Come upstairs then, where the massage table’s ready for you,” I encouraged softly while pointing the way to the stairs. I sensed her girding herself to take the next step that would lead to yet another unknown more private place. She had arrived at a comfort zone but had generated some new reluctance. “I’ll go ahead and get the lights and music ready.” I began the ascent to the massage room and the contiguous bedroom. I hoped that my confidence in her choice would help her continue on the path that she had chosen back at the bar. I heard her soft steps following me up the carpeted stairs. We had both left our shoes at the door when we entered Asian style. I couldn’t sense her level of submission, but I felt her conscious choice making. She seemed ready for what lay ahead.
The massage room had one wall painted a deep red which gave an unexpected depth to the room. The wall was graced by a rubbing from an ancient Cambodian temple showing an apsara dancing lightly on one foot. There was a sensuality to the attractive female dancer. A thick smooth rich gold frame highlighted the contrast between the wall and the rubbing. The rest of the walls were a plain white, but the lighting came from a 12 inch glass sphere that was in shades of orange and brown, warming the room with its 15 watts of gentle light. I lit a small honorific candle in front of a Japanese Buddha image. As I put on the Asian massage music, I reminded Moon that the massage was done best with the recipient naked. “You should take off as much as you’re comfortable with,” I directed as I left the room for her to get ready.
“I’m ready,” she alerted me a few minutes later. I entered the massage room to find Moon face down on the massage table as I had indicated and the only remaining piece of clothing was her black panties that had small red bows on the sides. I was happy to see that she had gone that far; I hadn’t expected her to get fully naked. She had loosened her long dark hair and I adjusted it to drape over her head so that it wouldn’t be in the way of my hands. There was a lustrous softness that my hands enjoyed in touching her hair. “Your primary task is breathing and I’ll take care of the rest,” I commented as I placed my oiled hands on the small of her back. All of Moon’s body was as pale as her face and suggested that she took care about the amount of time in the sun, as most Thai women did.
She didn’t have any tattoos which were a common decoration for people who came from Thailand. I didn’t think that there was anything meaningful in that, but the absence of ink was a distinguishing feature about her personality. Her skin was smooth and pleasant to touch. There was a female fatty layer that covered any muscles that she had. I enjoyed Moon’s femininity but sensed that there was a deep inner strength of character more than body. She was not evenly proportioned, but had a wider ass which suggested good child bearing hips. Perhaps that was why she thought of herself as a BBW. Perhaps she just compared herself to other Thai women who were generally small hipped. I hadn’t learned how many children she had, but since she had used the term “children,” there were at least two.
I felt Moon’s body relax as my hands gently adjusted her energy and de-ionized the tense muscles. When I reached Moon’s hips, I gently adjusted the panties so that my hands could stay connected with her flesh and not the fabric. There was a large tension built up in that area and I spent considerable time there in a therapeutic way, but she may have also felt it as sexual since she verbally hummed interest when my hands were firmly in place. Moon had petite feet which were soft on the soles as well as the tops. I found them very appealing and spent extra time there removing tensions through the exit points of her toes. I wanted to rub her soft feet on my face, but refrained.
When I asked Moon to turn over, she commented, “Your hands feel so warm and good.” “Thank you,” I replied as I enjoyed seeing her naked breasts which were wonderfully round with erect dark nipples indicating her pleasure level. I hoped that I would get to taste them. I adjusted her hair again so that it wouldn’t be in the way during the second part of the massage. My hands took joy in touching her lustrous hair but I didn’t linger there even though I wanted to.
I placed my hands flat against her stomach to connect with her chi and to remind her body that all of this experience would be benign and pleasant. I confidently moved the energy from her center chakra to her heart by sliding my hand up her naked torso to her left breast. This was not a sexual touch but I sensed that she appreciated my confidence in how I touched her body. I performed the same process on Moon’s right side before I moved to standing above her head. I reached my long arms the length of her torso and brought the energy full circle by coming up the dorsal sides to her shoulders. I stretched Moon’s neck and loosened the tightness from those small vital muscles. I used Reiki to remove tensions from her brain and to open her consciousness to a broader universe. I didn’t take off her panties or place either of my hands underneath to make a sexual contact, but I did massage her inner thighs very sensually so that the energy moved to her sexual area and developed a tension that may not have been there before.
At the end of the massage, I softly said to her, “There’s a lot more that my hands can do, if you’re willing to take off your lovely panties.” She understood and didn’t hesitate to remove those panties herself resulting in a fully naked beautiful woman on my massage table. She had smoothly shaved her pubic area and I was properly aroused. I thought about removing the shorts that I was wearing but decided to let her make that decision. I returned to the top of the table and stretched my long arms to her thighs and multiple times stroked them along the inner thighs and up over her breasts to the shoulders and sinuous neck. I heard her breathing increasing and I moved my hands closer to the apex of the thighs gently passing over her labia only lingering slightly.
I moved to the side of the table and gently pressed my right hand flat over Moon’s smooth vulva while my left hand began to gently twist her already hardened nipples. She slightly arched her back in response and inhaled a large breath before pushing it back out of her lovely body. I lowered myself to softly place my lips on her right nipple and sweetly kissed it before moving to a sucking motion that caused Moon to pull my head into her breast for more sustenance. This was both maternal and sexual and I felt my member growing in my shorts in response. My right hand slipped further down between Moon’s legs and felt the moisture building on her labia making it easy to separate them with my long middle finger.
Moon spread her legs open wider and encouraged that middle finger to find her already swollen opening. She pushed against my finger wanting to feel my flesh inside her. She was even more sexual than I had anticipated. I was happy to gently slide inside her very wet opening that immediately closed down hard to enjoy the stimulation of those inner nerve endings. I reached up inside her and pressed against her pubic bone while she bore her hips deep into the table in response. Her breathing was now moving into a panting phase and I sensed that she would orgasm if I continued to massage that space inside her. “Ooooh,” she exclaimed suddenly as her pussy muscles tightened fully into orgasmic mode against my solid middle finger. Moon’s face clenched as tight as her pussy and allowing me to see how she might look when angry.
As she relaxed from the orgasm, I slowly pulled my finger back allowing trailing sensations. I quickly slid in two fingers providing a thicker experience for the nerve endings around the opening of her pussy. Moon didn’t remain relaxed but reached for the bulge in my shorts, suggesting that she wanted something even thicker than two of my fingers. I gently slid my fingers in and out of her body while she turned on her side to face the hard cock that was protruding from my loins. Moon roughly pulled down my shorts exposing the firm shaft and her eyes glistened with delight and desire. She pulled my body closer so that her red lips could reach the head of my dick. I moved closer to slide more of my member into her warm oral space. She widened her mouth to take me in and she sucked hard on my firm shaft back and forth creating a great stimulation. I slipped my left hand under her hair to support her neck and pulled her closer into me. I loved the feel of Moon’s long hair which increased my state of arousal.
“I want you inside me,” she expressed openly with big shining eyes looking into my face. I could hardly refuse such a direct request which was what was in my mind as well. I reached for a condom and slipped it on before I adjusted Moon onto her back with her body turned to the short side of the table. I elevated the smooth legs onto my shoulders which conveniently positioned my hard cock right up against her very wet pussy. I saw Moon’s wetness and knew that she was ready, but I slid my dick against the outer opening a number of times to stimulate those nerve endings before I popped in just the head. She reached for my hips to pull me closer into her and the rest of my cock slid inside in one quick thrust. I was highly stimulated by the inner warmth of Moon’s sexy body.
She gasped from the fullness that occupied her and smiled with satisfaction at the choice that she had made to come to my table. “Yes, take me. I want you to fuck me hard,” she directed. I was eager to slide my cock in and out of this sexy woman who wanted me to do just that. I began rhythmic thrusts that took my dick almost all the way out before pushing hard against the far recesses of her pussy. She moved her hands to her nipples and twisted them tightly to match the intensity of my thrusting member. I held Moon’s smooth legs firmly against my broad chest to keep our bodies in place on the table. More than once she had to clutch the table as she orgasmed fully while clasping my cock deeper inside her. It aroused me to see Moon so sexually engaged with me and I had to hold back my own orgasm. A thought began to grow in my brain and I knew that soon I would have to speak what was taking place inside my mind. I persisted in thrusting while she gave herself to me on the table, but the idea wouldn’t subside.
“Come to my bed,” I said softly as I leaned forward and kissed her red lips while my hard cock was still filling her orgasmic pussy. It was not often that I invited a woman or a man from the massage room to my bedroom. It was one of the ways that I divided my massage life from my personal sexual life. Only when I sensed that there was a relationship option, did I say those inviting words. She was unaware of the depth of meaning, but I felt Moon hesitate, sensing that this was taking another step into something that she had intended as only casual sex. In the same way I saw her make a decision at the bar, she once again chose to go bravely forward without a full sense of what was in store.
“I’ll come to your bed, if you’ll keep fucking me,” she laughed to make the moment lighter and relieve some of the emotions that were building. I pushed my cock forcefully, fully into her body and said, “I’ll fuck you as long as I am able.” We both laughed at the sexual acceptance of some limitations and I kissed Moon gently between her breasts as I slid my cock out of the warmth I had been enjoying. I pulled her up into a sitting position and said, “You might feel a little light headed from the Reiki so sit for a minute before moving. She did have some lightness and exhaled completely before standing.
I placed both of my warm hands on Moon’s attractive waist and guided her to the bedroom where I turned on a small light with low wattage and frosted glass. I pulled back the bedding and exposed the dark manly sheets. I maneuvered her into a doggy position and placed my cock properly against Moon’s wet pussy ready for her to push back against me so that my hard member could fill her once again. She gasped from the fullness and said, “I’d already forgotten how thick you are and how good that feels.” Moon’s encouragement led me to make forceful thrusts into her body while slapping the round ass cheeks that I had been wanting to see in just this position. “Rub your clit while I fuck you,” I directed her now that we had switched who was in control.
I felt her hand slip under her torso to reach that highly excitable spot. As Moon rubbed herself, I felt the pussy muscles tighten their grip around my hard shaft. I didn’t think that I would be able to hold out much longer in this sexual state of rapture. I told Moon so and she said, “Yes, cum in me. I want to feel you lose control.” I needed no more direction and my thrusts increased in intensity while my slaps on her ass became harder and the head of my cock became more swollen in response. I imagined that her eyes grew wider too, but I couldn’t see them so it was just a sense I had. My neighbor’s house was only eight feet away from the window next to the bed, but I didn’t care about them as I shouted my orgasm to the heavens and it bounced against the white ceiling to reverberate against our naked bodies. I thought that Moon orgasmed from the thickening of my cock, but I was in no state to be certain. My sweaty body collapsed on top and Moon let her knees release so that she was flat on the bed with her head pressed into a soft pillow, while my hard cock continued to fill her with the warmth of my sperm. We both needed to adjust our breathing but I took the opportunity of position to move her sexy hair from her right ear so that I could nibble gently on her earlobe. “That was amazing,” I declared when my breathing allowed. “I loved feeling you cum inside me. It was so hot.”
That was as much as either of us could handle for language skills given that the experience was so purely physical. I sensed emotional undertones which were so difficult to determine at that moment of orgasmic connection. I pushed aside any of those considerations and chose instead to place my lips softly at the nape of her neck and kiss her multiple times suggesting an intimacy beyond orgasm. “Your body feels so comforting on top of me, protecting me, nurturing me. Thank you,” she spoke softly into the pillow. As I felt my shaft soften and recede from Moon’s warm inner sanctum, I pulled her with me into a spooning position on our left sides. My flaccid condom filled cock remained against Moon’s plump ass and my right arm reached around and held her right breast. She hummed an acceptance of this new positioning of our bodies as she arched herself fully into the warmth of my naked flesh.
I had totally lost track of time and felt as though I were on Moon time. I had removed all clocks from the bedroom when I left the corporate world, declaring, “There were NO timed events in my bedroom.” I slept when I was tired and awakened when my body was rested. Even now I didn’t care what time it was and exhaled any consideration of time into Moon’s dark hair which was of much more interest.
People in this entwined state of post coital bliss often drift off to sleep, spooning their way to a dreamland, but neither of us took that path. We had arrived at a place beyond joyful sex where our comingled naked bodies found satisfaction in each other, but we had come to a junction of choice. Physically we fit together well, but were we to mask the feelings that had been engendered, or discover what was deeper in each other? I was older and chose the path of inquiry heedless of the dangers that might be ahead. I wanted to know more about this attractive and sexy woman.
“I’m aroused by your beauty, but I’m also attracted to your intelligence. Tell me more about yourself.” Moon didn’t adjust physically, but I sensed her feeling her way as to how to respond. “You’re kind and correct that I’m working on something. I’m in my last year of becoming an RN.” “Wow, that’s amazing work.” I declared with admiration. “I need to have a way to support myself after the divorce is complete and I feel honored by the patients who allow me to tend to them.” “That’s such a remarkable attitude. I confess I wouldn’t have the personality to take on the patient’s issues the way that you sound.” “It’s humbling work and it gives me great satisfaction.”
There was a silent pause before she spoke again. “I felt you holding back when talking to me about your divorce. Now that we’re naked in your bed, will you tell me what you didn’t back at the bar?” she boldly queried. I had to take a deep inhale and exhale to release the tension that her question had produced in me. I wanted to be honest with her upfront and open the door to my current sexual life. “You’re correct. There was more to tell. Now I’m ready to be more open with you. My sexuality changed in my 40’s after 20 years of monogamous marriage. I discovered over a few years of experimenting that I was bisexual. My wife couldn’t handle that challenge and was hurt by my lack of opening to her earlier. I determined it was more honest for us to separate.”
Moon turned to face me and replied with bright eyes and a smile, “It’s awesome that you’re bisexual! I thought maybe you were. It’s so hot to watch men be sexual with each other. The energy seems so primal.” “Wow, I never heard a woman say anything like that. You’re remarkable. Unbelievable!” I lowered my face to hers and our moist lips touched gently. My emotional connection was being nurtured but I also felt my arousal return more quickly than usual. My kiss developed into more passion and my right hand reached for Moon’s left breast. I felt her firm nipple and lowered my head to kiss her soft breast. She pulled my head into her chest and rubbed her breasts playfully into my face.
I sensually lowered myself further to kiss her inner thighs before pressing my lips firmly against her labia. I vibrated my lips and she arched her back in response to the stimulation. I used my tongue to separate Moon’s labia and licked her vaginal opening. “Oh yes,” she breathed out as her hands clasped my head firmly to her body. My thick tongue pushed in and out of Moon’s pussy as she rocked her naked body back and forth sideways. I felt her orgasm coming to the surface and pushed my tongue inside as deep as I could. Moon clutched the sheets as her body convulsed on my face. I didn’t retreat, but slid my tongue up higher to locate her clit. I sucked gently on the protruding knob as her body responded to a new stimulation. I sucked harder and pressed my face into Moon’s pubic bone while my lips hummed deeply to arouse her to another height. She reached her hands around the back of my head and pulled me hard against her body as she loudly exhaled the largest orgasm yet. I thought about the nearby neighbors hearing but didn’t really care.
During this time my cock was firming up and I removed the first condom which was quickly replaced by another from the side table. I wanted to penetrate Moon and feel the heat from her orgasms. I lifted her legs up against my body before I pushed in firmly and found the deep recesses of her sweet pussy. Moon’s eyes widened from the fullness and her lips beckoned me to put my pussy flavored lips against hers. I bent forward for our lips to meet blissfully while my hard shaft remained deep inside her. The kiss became more passionate as she wrapped her arms around my body and lifted her legs further back over her head. I slowly slid my cock back and forth while keeping our lips and naked bodies pressed together.
She managed to push me over so that her body could be on top. Moon’s hands clutched my chest tightly as she rode my cock up and down. “Play with your clit while I’m inside,” I directed and she readily complied. While one hand rubbed the space between her legs, the other twisted her left nipple firmly. I felt Moon’s body tighten with excitement and knew that she would grasp my dick firmly while she orgasmed. Her breathing quickened and she exhaled a huge tension as she came down from that satisfying release. The quick movement caused my softened cock to slip from the happy place inside Moon. She allowed her body and long hair to sink down onto my happy body. “Did I make you cum?” she inquired softly. “I don’t think I have another one in me, but it was great to be inside you again while you pleasured yourself.” “You feel so good and your mouth was amazing. I love the way you fill me with your cock.” When Moon’s breathing settled, I massaged her naked back with my warm Reiki hands and she relaxed fully against me.
I knew that my emotional connection was deepening and didn’t try to limit any of my feelings. It was possible that I was already falling in love with this remarkable woman who wanted to be with a bisexual man. I hadn’t thought that that was possible. I pushed those thoughts of the future out of my head and kept my focus on being in the moment with Moon. “I’ll have to go soon, but I don’t want to,” she spoke softly into my chest while her hair cascaded sensually against my flesh. “I don’t want you to go.” “I want to be only honest with you,” she declared. “And I want to be truthful with you about everything,” I responded.
Moon lifted her head to look me directly in the face as she said, “My real name isn’t Moon. I use that name when I am meeting someone from the Internet. I do that to protect my children more than me. My real name is Luna.” “I understand completely and appreciate your honesty. Let’s promise going forward that we will always be open and honest.” “You’re a special man and I promise to be truthful with you,” she declared. “I’m amazed by you and promise to be open and truthful with you,” I returned. We pressed our lips together to finalize the deal and we looked at each other with a new candor and understanding. Together we’d taken an important step during our first time in bed together. Our relationship was developing quickly but neither of us seemed reluctant to go where we were headed.
“I must tell you then that I’m 65,” I declared reaffirming our new pact of honesty. Luna laughed openly and replied. “We’re even on that score. I’m 51, not 42.” Entertainingly, we had each used the same nine years variance in age to identify ourselves.
“Now I really have to go. Let me check the time.” She headed to the massage room get her watch. “Oh my god. It’s five o’clock! I’ve got school today and have to get home to clean up and change.” I heard her putting on some clothes and I slowly roused my tired body from the bed slipping on shorts and a shirt to escort her to the front door. Luna rapidly located all of her items and put her long hair back onto the top of her head magically. She didn’t look disheveled but she did have a sexual glow that spoke of our time together. “This was an amazing night and I’m glad that I stayed as long as I did.” We returned to the main floor of the house where she slipped her shoes onto her tiny feet. Luna lifted her lips up to mine saying softly, “Thank you.” She was already on to the other part of her life and had to meet those needs. “Thank you! Let me know when you can come back,” I replied with hope. “I will later.” Luna hurriedly headed back to the car before the dawning light could reach her.
Meeting Again
After Luna departed, I returned to my well used bed and tried drifting off to the sleep that neither of us had allowed. I smelled her on the pillows and thought about her wonderful hair that I had enjoyed so much. I liked calling her Moon, but my mind would have to shift to Luna now that I knew her real name. I understood why she’d made that modification and wondered if she used Moon for other situations. I hoped that I would be able to see her again soon; I wanted to spend more time with her.
I had a difficult time accepting her remarkable comment about my bisexuality. I’d never met a woman so open before. Most of my female sexual partners eventually got used to the idea of my bisexuality and some were accepting very early, but none had been seeking a bisexual man. While women found me attractive, this part of me was an unwanted surprise. Luna’s attitude was a difficult concept for my brain to take in. I chose to let sleep takeover.
I awoke rested and smiling, taking in the satisfaction of the night’s activities and still feeling Moon in my bed. Eventually, I left the bedroom and enjoyed some coffee to start my day at noon. While enjoying my wakeup brew with thoughts of the night before, I used my laptop to send a missive to Luna. We hadn’t exchanged phone numbers yet, so email was the only way to reach her. I told her how much I had valued our time together and hoped for more. I also thanked her for staying so late and worried that she’d be tired during her school time. I ended the note, “Thinking of you…” But then I decided to include my phone number at the end. She could decide what she wanted to do with that information. I wanted to keep us moving forward.
It was not until dinner time that I received a response from Luna. There was a text which said, “Hi. Thinking of you too…” I wondered where she was and I immediately responded asking how she was. “Tired but good,” was the quick reply. “Are you home now?” I queried and she replied, “I’m in my bed and likely to fall asleep.” “Wish that I were in your bed with you,” I entered with full honesty. “My children are in their rooms on this floor, so that can’t happen.” Now I understood the full protective nature of this woman for her children. She might have given me a phone call, but her voice might be overheard. She would keep me at arm’s length about anything to do with her children. They wouldn’t know of me until some future time. I began to feel that this was like being with a married woman, which technically she was. “I’ll text you more later.” I sensed that she was already drifting off to her much needed sleep. “Pleasant dreams,” I replied while envisioning her snuggled alone into her feminine bed.
What was her room like? Was her bed soft with lots of pillows like many women? Would I get an opportunity to be in her bed naked with her? I would have to be patient and allow this new attraction to unfold in its own time. I hadn’t texted much before but I could foresee a lot more texting in my near future. The positive energy was filling my mind and my house.
On Saturday morning my phone announced a new text, “My ex has the kids and I can visit, if u r free.” It was music to my ears. I hadn’t anticipated a return so soon and that suggested that she had truly enjoyed our time too. I responded that I didn’t have plans and would be more than happy to see her again. “Great!” “Come for dinner and more…” I suggested. “Does that mean I can get more massage?” she entertainingly queried. “I’d love to have you on my table again.” I was enjoying this texting and the speed of communication. I knew I would enjoy her naked body even more and it seemed as though that was imminent. Luna accepted my dinner invitation and I was fortunate that she didn’t have any food issues, so I could plan what to provide.
“Are you feeling rested?” I texted and she declared that her body was ready for more time with my hands and more. I was cheered to receive these words and expressed my own readiness to have more body time with her. Luna cautioned that she needed to complete her study work in order to be free for the evening. I ceded any remaining time and suggested that she text me when she was on the way.
I decided that I had everything in the house for a simple Italian pasta and salad. I always had bottles of red wine in the wine rack and I checked to make sure that I had the makings for a martini if she wanted to have one. I chose to keep myself busy with cleaning and putting fresh sheets on the bed. The current sheets were from Thursday night’s excitement and truly needed to be replaced. I had indulged myself with a second night of sleeping with the scent of Moon still lingering in my bed. I wondered if that nurtured my feeling that I was falling in love or was it just another clue that I was already in that state and seeking affirmation.
For me, being in love meant just wanting to spend time with that person. It didn’t matter what was happening. Non-sexual time was just as happy as sexual time. Touching her or looking at her were equally stimulating. My mind and my heart were melding together to convince me that I had discovered rich paydirt for my deep longings. I had to be careful not to push too far ahead. I wouldn’t be untruthful, but I needed to avoid scaring her away. I couldn’t be overwhelming, but I didn’t want to be unreal, avoiding what might be obvious to her. I was the one struggling with being in love. There, I’d said it, I was in love!
Did I feel differently after that realization? Of course, I did. I’m sure that my smile broadened and my body might have weighed ten pounds lighter. The sounds of the birds outside my window were more melodic and the light coming through my tree was more dazzling. Were the smaller life forms also aware of my change of state in less than 48 hours? Would I relate to all energies differently now? I hadn’t fallen in love in almost a decade and maybe longer. Apparently, I wasn’t too old to discover that remarkable state of being in love.
The future that I had to think about was only the immediate. I wouldn’t envision how she might respond if I told her. I wouldn’t consider the pain if she changed her mind or rejected me. I would just enjoy the lightness of my current state and nurture my inner happiness, hoping that it would be infectious. I had had others fall in love with me when I wasn’t in that same state, so I could understand how it might be for her. I’d always spoken truthfully but with tenderness to those who were more enamored of me than I was of them. I couldn’t make her love me. It would happen or not and that was one of the great mysteries of the universe.
But what if she were falling in love with me too? That was too large of a question for me to take on. Now I was truly jumping the gun and not thinking prudently. I was only in control of myself and wouldn’t complicate the situation with more “what ifs?” I wouldn’t preplan other than the cooking of dinner. I would do my best to be in the moment and avoid any anticipatory thoughts. I would listen when she spoke and not take too much meaning in her choice of words. Just enjoy being with her. Isn’t that how you know you are in love?
I would avoid worrying about my relationship failures of the past. I would speak more about the present. Her request for massage suggested that she wanted more sexual time and I was likely to at least have that and that would be wonderful in and of itself. My feelings were so much more than physical. It had been so long ago the last time I was sure I was in love. I was a different man now and would need to take a new path. Perhaps that was the lesson that she was bringing to me. Just love and let happen what will happen. Oh God…
I was so elated when her text came that she was on the way which meant only a little more than 30 minutes existed before she would arrive at my house. All of dinner, the massage room, the bed and I were waiting for her. I opened the wine and had some to calm myself. I did my best not to envision her arrival and my response. I wanted all of me to be genuine and unplanned.
The 30 minutes didn’t pass quickly and I double checked everything in the kitchen and the lighting in the house to be just as inviting as they could be. I was fortunate that my house had dimmers on many of the lights and I could add warmth to the cherry cabinets and art work which bounced the light around the room and onto me. She must have found me appealing and attractive or she wouldn’t have stayed until 5 AM. She must be seeking more with me or she wouldn’t be returning so soon. These thoughts bolstered my faith in what was soon to be. I sat and did some Reiki in the living room to center myself and bring my thoughts into the present so that I would be in that state when Luna arrived.
I watched through the glass in the front door so that I could be alerted as she found a parking spot in my neighborhood. I knew what her car looked like and observed her able to find a spot across the street from my house. It was a moment before she exited the vehicle and I wondered if she needed to center herself as well before taking the next step forward in what neither of us knew would unfold.
When I saw her car door open, I came out onto the elevated balcony to welcome her with my smile and open arms. “How great to see you again,” I declared to Luna and my nearby neighbors. The same neighbors who had seen many men climb those stairs were now able to witness a sexy, beautiful Asian woman happy to come to me. Luna smiled brightly as she crossed the street and climbed the cedar stairs to where I was ready to greet her on this September evening.
Luna carried a small bouquet of flowers as her offering and I was cheered by her sense of equality and manners. My smile must have easily given away my happiness level that would have removed any reticence on her part if there were any. I didn’t need to make a public display of physicality and I well understood the Asian sense of what took place in public and what could take place with a door closed. Perhaps Luna was grateful for my sensitivity on this issue as I ushered her inside and closed the door before thinking about a welcoming kiss.
She immediately slipped off her loose shoes as she entered my living room and turned as I closed the door. Luna quickly connected her body to mine while she still had the bouquet in her right hand. Her red lips opened to meet mine and my hands clasped her thick waist while the electrons flowed in both directions between our moist lips. She stretched out her right arm to discard the flowers on a nearby table so that both of her hands could clasp behind my neck while she arched her back to curve her body sensually into mine.
She had chosen tight black pants and a blood red satin blouse to match the reds that were on the walls in my house and in her hair. Was she showing me that she noticed my desirable colors? Did we find the same colors attractive? Was she wanting to increase my level of passion? Time would tell more. For the moment I would just enjoy the immediate blending of our lips and the feminine smells that she brought into my masculine environment.
I had chosen to be understated with blue jeans and a dark green light wool sweater. Clothes that could be easily removed and didn’t’ reveal any of the inner challenges that I was feeling. My jeans bulged almost immediately and Luna smiled, “Well, aren’t you a welcoming man!” “I’m really happy to have you in my arms again so soon,” I replied while looking directly into her shining dark eyes. She dropped her eyelids and I couldn’t help but say, “You’re as attractive as the last time I saw you.” Luna laughed with ease, “I was so happy you were free tonight. My ex has the children until tomorrow afternoon.”
It was so strange to me that we needed to structure our time around the rules of her relationship with her husband. I didn’t feel any jealousy, but this was new territory for me. I had been with married women before, but hadn’t been in love with any of them. Now that I was in love with this woman, I understood that I would have more complicated and complex feelings. I endeavored to keep all of my feelings positively directed toward Luna and see where we went.
“You’re always welcome in this house. I want you to be comfortable here.” I directed her to the dining table with one arm and picked up her flowers with the other. “It was so sweet of you to bring some flowers.” “Those are from my yard.” Was she sharing more about the space where I wanted time with her? “Your house is so warm and welcoming and seems to express you.” “There isn’t much about me that’s hidden anymore.”
I looked for a glass vase for the flowers. After arranging the stems, I placed them on an end of the table where they would grace the dinner settings, but not be in the way of us seeing each other. “It smells great in here,” she complimented as she approached the pots on the stainless steel stove. “I just cooked simply tonight.” Luna tasted the pasta sauce with her pinky finger that she slipped into her red ringed mouth to savor. “Yum,” she said as she brought her sexy body into contact with mine, offering to share her saucy red lips. I didn’t hesitate, but matched our lips together next to the cooking and knowing that I would enjoy her more than the meal. I hoped that she might feel the same.
Luna reached down and undid the zipper on my jeans. She dropped into a squatting position in front of me and next to the stove. She reached into my pants and withdrew my bulging member and pulled it towards her. Her red lips opened wide to accept the flesh that I was presenting eagerly. She sucked on just the head for a minute before grabbing my clothed ass pulling me into her so that she could take in most of my hard shaft. My mind thought about bending her over the table but I held back.
“Do you have a condom nearby?” Luna asked while sensually taking my cock into her warm, wet mouth. She didn’t wait for an answer but turned around and dropped her black pants to her ankles before bending over the dining table just as I had envisioned. Her smooth ass was without panties already. I was incredulous that we were having the same visions of merging our well fitting bodies. I pulled a condom from a nearby desk drawer and covered my ever ready dick. Luna had every confidence in her sexual attractiveness and in my practical nature.
I approached her naked butt with my covered shaft and used my middle finger to discover that she was already wet and ready for penetration. Luna was a sexual woman who knew what she liked and what she wanted. I appreciated her self awareness and understanding of the man who was with her. I didn’t care that this suggested a ton of experience on her part. I was likely in her same category.
Luna clasped either side of the wooden table as she arched her back ready for me to fill her with my manhood. I spread her ass cheeks apart with my warm hands and slid my cock up and down her crack to ready her for what was destined to come inside. She reached underneath her pubic bone and spread her labia wide apart to expose the opening that was eagerly welcoming me inside.
I didn’t hesitate, but pushed forward and felt her strong pussy muscles grasp my shaft as I slowly entered. I couldn’t believe how warm she was and my hands were enjoying her strong hips that could support her while I thrust back and forth inside. The same hand that had spread her labia was now rubbing her clit and I felt Luna’s inner muscles tighten against me. I was extremely excited by this sexy woman and well understood that we had a whole night ahead of us. I avoided orgasm which could have easily taken place in the first few minutes of passion at the dining table. More than once Luna brought herself to powerful orgasms as her body shook free any inhibitions she might have had. No tensions from home or school remained as she collapsed onto the table while my hard cock still filled her hot body.
“I had told myself to be in the moment and not plan anything,” I breathed onto her neck while bending over her back. “I think this qualifies!” Luna laughed openly which caused my cock to get pushed outside of her. “Now I’m hungry,” she declared as she slid her pants back onto her smooth body. I pressed my clothed body against hers and pressed our lips together in a tight embrace. “You’re amazing!” I announced with the afterglow of intimacy.
Our shining eyes met and I knew that I would have to tell her about my feelings, but I needed to find the right moment. Now was not the time. Luna poured wine into both of our glasses from the open bottle that I had placed on the table. She offered one glass to me and said, “To more happiness!” As we clinked our glasses, I replied, “To more…”
We took seats on opposite sides of the table but we were still only a few feet apart and the positions allowed for direct eye contact which both of us were needing as we were discovering each other. We talked about her school and how busy she was but stayed away from family issues until I asked about her limited free time. Luna spent her daytimes in school while her children were in their schools. Afternoons were homework for everyone and evenings allowed for family time. Every other weekend the kids spent with their father and that was when she had her personal time. Some Thursday nights the children would also be with their father or his parents and that was how she came to have time to meet me at the bar. I was fortunate to have the free weekend right away.
When I told Luna that I hadn’t made any dessert, she said, “Another glass of wine is all the dessert that I need.” I filled her glass and watched with shining eyes as I saw her slip her pants off again. She rested her bare ass on the edge of the table where we had just eaten, exposing her private parts for our pleasure. I dropped to my knees and slid my head between her smooth legs. She reached them around my body and pulled me fully into her pussy which was still wet from our earlier activity. She knew how to make a great dessert!
I plunged my face into her pussy with gusto as if I hadn’t eaten in a year. She tousled my hair but kept hers nicely quaffed. I licked and sucked her clit and thrust my tongue into her body where I had plunged my hard cock earlier. As Luna orgasmed, she squeezed my head on both sides with her strong legs. She had a remarkable libido and I was a fortunate man to enjoy her sensuality.
After she orgasmed twice, Luna suggested that she could now be on my massage table without thinking only about sex. She confessed that the first time she was on my table, she had hoped I would satisfy her sexually. “And my hopes as well as my pussy were well taken care of. And now I’m here for more.” “I’m so happy to have a whole night with you again at my house. You’re so sexy and make me very aroused.” “Maybe you should be naked for the massage too,” she said with an alluring smile. I was tempted to tell her then that I loved her, but I restrained myself and brought my lips up to meet her red lips in a passionate kiss that shared the taste of her pussy between us.
We left her pants on the floor and I firmly placed my hands on her wide hips as we climbed the stairs to the massage room. When we reached the top landing, she bent over and fully exposed herself to my delighted eyes. “You’d better get on the table, or you won’t be having any massage,” I warned. She sprightly moved into the massage room and quickly removed her remaining clothing while also letting down her beautiful hair. I set the lighting and the music before removing all of my clothes. I lit a candle in front of the Buddha offering gratitude.
This would be a more sensual massage than usual and I was eager to be fully naked with this amazing woman who was holding my heart, even if she didn’t know it. I oiled up my hands and made my center connection with her chi. The Reiki flowed quickly and strongly from my naked body to hers through the medium of my hands. Luna hummed with satisfaction as she took in the heat that soothed her body just as the orgasms had done.
When I was standing at the top of the table my erect cock slid easily along the smooth contours of her black hair with the red streaks. There was something very satisfying and stimulating about that image and sensation. Luna must have sensed my arousal as she reached underneath to massage my firm balls increasing my breathing. When I massaged her legs, she spread them wider than the first massage and arched her back to fully expose her pussy. I slipped in a finger and massaged her G spot until she closed tightly on my finger as her whole body shuddered in response. While I was massaging her small feet, I kissed her toes with affection, longing to do the same to her nipples.
I asked Luna to turn over sooner than usual and she readily did so while spreading her legs wide just as she had done on the other side. I wanted to rush to her breasts but I restrained myself and connected with her chi in the middle of her abdomen first. After I sensually massaged Luna’s torso, I could hold back no further and softly pressed my face between her wonderful orbs while placing my right hand flat against her very wet pussy. She pushed against my hand and pulled my face tightly against her body. Luna’s smell filled my head and my loins with desire. I tucked my middle finger inside her and quickly found her G spot. I rubbed hard and roughly against that spot as her body writhed on the table with my head still firmly planted between her breasts. She let go of my head to clutch onto the sides of the table as another thunderous orgasm filled the room.
I wanted to be inside her and merge our bodies in passionate embrace. While she was recovering, I slipped on a condom and pulled her to the side of the table while lifting her legs up onto my shoulders. She easily positioned her pussy so that my cock was directly in line. I kept my hands on her legs and let her take control of my entry into her hot body. She pulled against my body slowly savoring the pleasures as her pussy was filled. When I was half way in she tightened her pussy’s grip on my shaft. “Now push fast,” she directed and I thrust firmly past her hard grip until my balls were smacked up tightly against her ass. “Ahh, yes…that’s…” she trailed off as her body shook with another orgasm that prevented her from any verbal expression. She was so satisfying to be with. How could I not be in love with her?
While Luna was still in orgasmic mode, I began a series of long slow full thrusts and even pulled my cock all the way out a few times so that she could feel me enter her repeatedly. I had to restrain myself from orgasm and leaned in to kiss her while my cock remained deep inside. I kissed her breasts and nibbled on her nipples. “We need to go to the bed,” I said with my need in mind. She readily complied and pulled me by the hand to the bedroom. She lay face down with her head between two pillows while I straddled her prone body.
My hard shaft rubbed between Luna’s ass cheeks and she reached around to spread them apart so that my cock could tease her darker hole. I pushed my cock down further and found my way into her eager pussy. Once I was firmly inside, I moved into a plank position and began serious downward thrusts of my hard dick with my torso smacking against her buttocks. She squeezed tightly while I plunged in and out and I knew that I was close. She now knew my signs as well and said, “Cum in me. Fill me. Fuck me.” Those words took me over the top and I released all that I had to give. My whole body shook in bliss and fulfillment as our naked bodies completed nature’s act.
I was emptied and my body had lost its strength. I slowly collapsed onto Luna and then pulled her onto her side while my cock was able to remain inside. She snuggled her body up against mine while she rubbed her clit to a final orgasm which was magnified by my firm shaft still filling her wet pussy. Now both of us relaxed into the bed and allowed our breathing to slow. My face was enjoying the smell and feel of her hair and before I knew it the words released from my lips. “I love you.”
I felt Luna’s body tighten and her breathing pause as those words struck her flesh and soul. The air in the room hung in a paused state. I sensed that she heard those words as an onus, a burden to honor and somehow repay. I didn’t want her to feel challenged by my words of love. I kept Luna firmly against my body, even as my cock slipped from her warmest place. “You may well think it’s too soon for me to know I feel something so deep, but it’s how love works for me. I haven’t fallen in love often, but when I have, it was always immediate for me. I know myself only too well at this point in life. I said those words to be honest with you. We agreed to always be honest and it wouldn’t be honest for me to be in love and not tell you.” Luna remained still and quiet while I explained my feelings.
“You’re so sweet. I enjoy my time with you.” “Don’t say anything you don’t mean. I don’t need you to be in love with me for me to enjoy being in love with you. I’m happy just to have you here and to enjoy you as you are.” With these words of clarity and finality she relaxed back into me released from the burden that she thought she might have to carry. I would accept her as she was and not try to mold her as her husband might have done. I sensed that some parallels from earlier parts of Luna’s life were drifting into her head and she worked to keep them at bay. She too would enjoy the immediacy of the moment and not consider the future. We both drifted off to sleep with our minds, bodies and spirits connected. We were one for now and that was all that mattered to both of us.
We must have exhausted each other because we slept closely together until the morning light came drifting through the windows to alert us that Sunday had arrived. Neither of us noted any of the sleeping sounds of the other. For while we had spent the night together before this was our first sleeping with each other. I knew that my hair always looked funny after sleeping but I was happy to see that Luna’s hair was just as I had last seen it after whispering words of love to her. I hoped that my words from last night had settled the matter that we would just nurture our enjoyment of time together. That was all that we could manage.
I was a late sleeper, but I awakened before Luna and took the time to further my happiness by watching her sleeping in my bed. She was lovely and I was delightedly attracted to her. It was no longer a surprise for me that I had fallen in love with her. My smiling face greeted the first opening of Luna’s eyes as she turned to see me looking at her. “Have I been sleeping a long time?” “Apparently, you were sleeping as much time as you needed.” She laughed at my Buddhist way of speaking as she pulled me onto her and kissed my lips sweetly. I loved the way her body felt next to me. I could have stayed that way for a long time just charging up my senses with who she was.
“I have an important test tomorrow and can only stay until noon today. You would make it difficult to study.” “Yes, but you might be smiling more! I understand and won’t restrain you beyond the stroke of 12. Do you drink coffee or tea?” “Of course, I drink tea. Do you have herbal teas?” “Yes, but I’m sure they pale in comparison to what you had in your shop.” “Not to worry; I will bring some next time.” There she was again speaking of another time. I hadn’t scared her too much with my talk of love. I smiled and pressed my lips softly against hers while my hand caressed her lustrous hair.
It was necessary for both of us to clean before wandering downstairs. Luna asked me to bring her bag from downstairs that had her toiletries. We showered together and made thick lathers of soap on each other’s bodies. Both of us looked entertainingly attractive with our soapy layers. Our hands were playful and touched sensitive parts with joy and familiarity that was the birthing of a new relationship. We were both still fulfilled from our night and didn’t need to have another passionate session. We would have more than just sex and not worry about what we called it. We would just enjoy one another; any kind of play nurtured our happiness.
When we got downstairs, we laughed at the mess we had left on the table from our dinner. Neither of us would have done that on our own, but we had had more pressing issues than clearing the table. Before I did that, I found my tin of various teas and placed it on the table for Luna to make a selection. She cleared the plates and flatware while I dealt with the food items. In no time the room was ready for another meal. Luna didn’t laugh when she saw my commercial herbal teas but chose a nice Celestial Seasonings product. I made coffee and boiled some water before I moved on to biscuits and scrambled eggs. Luna commented that she was happy to get something baked fresh which she hadn’t made herself.
It was still warm enough at the end of September to have our breakfast on the back deck where the 100 year old beech tree dominated the space. Luna commented on the tree and I informed her that it was older than all of the houses in the neighborhood. There were lichens and moss growing on the trunk which gave a sign that the air quality was exceptionally good. I thought of her as the grand old lady of my neighborhood. She lent grace and longevity just by being. We ate heartily and talked openly with both of us sharing smiles and happy bodies. “I like coming to your Reiki tree house,” Luna declared at the conclusion of our meal while we were still enjoying our beverages, relaxing in the dappled sunlight. “You’re welcome to be here whenever you’re able. We’re in such different places in our lives. You’re still so busy raising children and I’m semi-retired. I have lots of free time and you have so little.”
“I might not be able to be here again until next Thursday and I won’t know for sure until the day before. My ex makes things so difficult and unpredictable.” “How did you meet him?” Luna explained that she had been a worker in her parent’s restaurant in Chiang Rai and Steven had come there for meals since he lived nearby while he was doing some work for the city. Eventually, Steven explained that he kept coming there because he wanted to spend time with Luna more than he wanted her mother’s cooking. In those days, it was common for Thai women to get married off to Caucasian men so that they could have a better life financially. Thai parents endured the loss of their children knowing that they could acquire grandchildren who would have it much easier.
After Luna had born three children, Steven found a new female interest and was even bold enough to find his mistress living quarters only a few blocks away from Luna and Steven’s house. When Steven went out running, he would return sweaty and need to take a shower which covered the smells of the other woman. Eventually, Luna learned of this arrangement which was a breaking point in their marriage.
I was amazed at the boldness of this man, but Luna went on to explain that his family was one of the early founding families of the United States and all of them had a sense of entitlement. She was just an immigrant without any finances of her own. How could she challenge this man?
It had been during one of Luna’s trips to Thailand when her mother noted the change in her daughter which prompted a telling of this situation. Luna’s mother knew that the children were what was important and Luna would have to return to the US where she had to insist on a divorce and custody of the children. Luna’s confidence was renewed and she found an attorney who set the proceedings in motion.
Five years later, the only thing that was settled was that Steven, who was no longer living at home, was responsible for all finances for the home where Luna lived with the three children. Multiple trips to court were required to force him to make payments that were already scheduled. Even after losing in court and paying for both attorney’s costs, Steven would delay payments. Of course, I only learned one side of the story, but I didn’t hear anything that was inconsistent with cases I had read while studying law.
During Luna’s telling of this difficult tale, I stood up behind her and rubbed her shoulders and neck reducing the tensions that she was building in reliving those challenging times. At the end of the story, she placed her right hand on top of mine and leaned her head and long hair onto those layered hands. There was a new sense that life could be less hard and more empathetic than what she had endured with her husband. She exhaled long and deeply, releasing some of those pent up negative emotions that Steven had generated multiple times. She kissed my hand and said, “Can we go for a walk?”
There was a part of her that needed nurturing more than sex. She was confident in her ability to arouse a man and to enjoy multiple orgasms. She seemed so burdened by her financial situation and the lack of control over how her husband treated their children. I couldn’t fix any of that or even influence it in the least way, but I could help Luna let go of anger, frustration and worry. Those emotions wouldn’t help her in the fight with Steven.
In my own mind I had to refer to him as the husband while Luna chose to call him her ex, even though that was not official until the court declared it so. As long as he was officially the husband, I was officially an affair and I better understood why she might need to keep me hidden. I could end up in court to demonstrate that she was an unfaithful wife. What a mess!
We chose to take the pleasant walk along the bay shore which provided a clear view of sailboats on the water with the New York City skyline in the far distance. There was good energy to be found along this path with other walkers and runners always offering smiles and morning greetings. It was a good way to start the day and take on positive energy. Luna would need that recharge on many occasions during our time together.
By the time we returned to the house, Luna had to be on her way home. After she had put all of her things together, we enjoyed long sensual kisses in the living room. “I’ll let you know when I can about my next visit.” “I know you have so many pressures. I don’t want to be another one added to your complicated life.” She looked in my eyes and declared, “You’re so sweet and good to me. Thank you.” I pulled Luna into me and gave one last supportive hug before letting her go. “I love you,” slipped so easily from my lips and Luna snuggled deeper into my chest, accepting my love.
No more words were said and I escorted Luna to her soccer mom vehicle while neighbors watched behind window curtains. I wasn’t sad seeing her go, but nurtured all of the good feelings that she had elicited during our overnight. I was blessed having her burst open my life. I was confident that more blessings would be coming from this remarkable woman.
At the Diner
Luna and I returned to our nightly texting which kept us connected while a week went by. We were like crazed teenagers sending hundreds of texts. At one point when she was challenging my status as bisexual, I chose to take a photo of my dildo collection and send it to her. She responded by sending a photo of her collection. There were a couple of her items that I had to ask about. I informed Luna that my collection had gotten large because an earlier girlfriend was very much into toys and I was not intimidated by them. I also used them on myself.
Luna told me about a male sub she had had for a year. She used many of the toys on him and paddled him to a red ass when he didn’t eat her properly. I was surprised to learn about providing pain since I hadn’t sensed any of that energy in her. She wasn’t seeing the sub for sex anymore but they would have dinners together as friends.
We talked about the different types of sex parties we had been to and discovered a fair amount of similarity in our experiences. I had to laugh when it became clear that both of us liked black men with big dicks. We would have to see if we could share one.
A few days later I received a morning text suggesting that we meet at a local diner for lunch. Luna went there as a regular since it was between school and home. I readily accepted her suggestion and made sure that I was there at the appointed time. Nonetheless, I saw Luna already in a booth and joined her sitting on the opposite side. I knew that she wouldn’t want a kiss in public, so I just rubbed her shoulder. Too bad that her hair was piled on top or I would have run my hand through it.
We were both happy to have this lunch since it had been almost ten days since our last physical contact. Luna already had a cup of tea and when the waitress came by, I ordered a coffee. Luna had ordered the soup of the day and a Greek salad. These were surprising items for an Asian woman. I learned that it was the feta cheese that appealed to her. I hadn’t eaten yet, so breakfast was in order, eggs over easy with rye toast. I forgot to tell the waitress not to butter the toast but I was too late and the food arrived with large amounts of butter on the rye toast.
I was so happy to see Luna, even though we wouldn’t have any physical contact. Having the visual stimulation and sensing her energy was enough for me. The texting was a poor medium for connection and I would have much preferred phone calls, but I understood her situation. I had some background frustration about the limits of our communication but I pushed it to the rear of my feelings. I would just enjoy what was available to me. My happiness was being nurtured by being within her aura.
I asked about Luna’s nursing and she spoke about some of the other students in her cohort. They developed close connections and cheered each other on during testing periods. They also came to know each other’s personal lives. One close friend had asked Luna what had changed in her life. The friend had noted a bigger smile and less tension than usual. Luna informed her that she had a new boyfriend who was a massage therapist. The friend was envious about the free massages because all of the nursing students carried extra tension.
I was happy to hear this story because it suggested that things were changing inside Luna. Things that I couldn’t recognize since I had only been with her a few times. Her longer term friend was better able to note changes. I also felt good that Luna had this group of students with whom she could confide and gain help. Being a single mother of three teenage children was not an easy life. In talking about the other students, Luna helped me get a better sense of the personalities of people who chose to go into nursing. I’d always had great respect for that profession since my mother had been an RN.
We stayed talking at the booth long after we were done eating, but when it came time for the children to be heading for home, Luna had to leave. I paid the bill and escorted her to the silver SUV. Once she was seated in the driver’s seat, I kept the door open and leaned in for a kiss. I couldn’t let her leave without obtaining a small taste of what I really wanted. She was not uncomfortable with my public kiss since she was in the vehicle and not very visible. Luna kissed me back with equal passion but I knew our time was done. I pulled back and smiled broadly as I closed the door. I watched as she pulled away and felt the sense of departure of a loved one. I sighed deeply and returned to my own car. I savored her taste on my lips and knew that my dream state that night would be filled by Luna.
A Week Later
Luna and I kept our evening texting going for another week when I was surprised to learn that she could return for a Thursday night sleepover. I offered dinner and some time on the massage table and Luna declared that the table was going to be necessary. There was a test coming soon which would be a pass/fail exam where failure meant being dropped from the program. That was a lot of pressure and she needed to be relaxed for that test which would be on the following Monday. The weekend would be spent studying like crazy. Our texting time would be limited.
I chose to make comfort food of meatloaf and mashed potatoes with a fresh salad. Dinner would be the least important part of our time together, but we both needed sustenance. I worried much less about Luna’s arrival and being ready for her, but I still got everything in order just the way that I wanted it to be. It was cool enough weather now for me to set a fire in the Franklin potbelly in the living room. That would be for after dinner.
I still felt compelled to look out the glass of the front door to observe her arrival which was prompt. As she reached the bottom steps, I came out onto the landing to greet her and usher her into my warmer house. Luna smiled at seeing my bare feet on the cold landing and hurried herself indoors. Her shoes came off and she turned to accept my warming bear hug at the door. Her feet came off the ground and I swung her around with happiness in my heart. She smiled at the playful beginning of our evening. As I returned her to the floor, she heaved a heavy sigh, trying to leave at the door all that she carried with her. Both of us would do our best to be in the moment and enjoy our precious time together.
She lifted her lips to mine and our friendly kiss became passionate quickly as both of our bodies recalled the joys of our previous comingling. My pants bulged and I was certain that her pussy juices were flowing freely. I reached down and placed my hands firmly on Luna’s butt cheeks and pulled her body tightly to mine. She lowered one hand and undid my belt and the zipper on my pants. I was glad that she wanted an appetizer before dinner. She sprung my shaft into the open air and bent over to kiss the tip with her red lips. I held her head and felt the softness of her sexy hair. Those red streaks would always offer a special attraction.
Her warm mouth opened wide and she engulfed half of my cock before pressing down and sucking hard. I gasped with pleasure and pushed back into her mouth as far as I knew she could take without gagging. Luna held onto my firm legs for support and bobbed her head up and down a couple of minutes while she was undoing her pants.
She stood up and turned around while I placed a condom securely on my dick. Luna held onto the side of the sofa for support so that she could push back onto my cock. I positioned myself behind her and pushed into her hot pussy with ease. Both of us expressed exhalations of gratitude for this moment which had been delayed far too long for both of us. “Fuck me slowly. I want to feel all of you going in and out of me.” I had waited weeks for those words and took joy in hearing them spoken in such a sexy tone.
I honored Luna’s request and pushed very slowly into her body until my balls were pressing snuggly against her smooth ass. I pulled back with the same measured speed and allowed my cock to withdraw completely before I pressed the head of my dick back to her pussy’s opening. I stayed there tantalizingly until I very slowly pushed back into her warm dark space that held me so firmly as I glided with ease to her far reaches. We were both very stimulated and our breathing came in gasps of pleasure.
Luna reached under and pressed her hand against her clit, rubbing in rhythm with the slow sliding of my hard shaft in and out of her sexy body. Twice her body shuddered in ecstasy and clamped down firmly on my cock. I continued with my slow gliding in and out through her orgasms giving her no respite. I reached under her lavender sweater and cupped her breasts while my dick was at its deepest. I stayed in that position and roughly twisted her hard nipples connecting the energy from those locations to where my cock head was pressing inside her. Luna arched her back and pushed down even harder onto my shaft to feel all of the fullness that she craved. We both exhaled deeply as I withdrew. Luna turned and kissed me sweetly giving my lips what they had craved. Our bodies so enjoyed each other.
“I’m so hungry. I haven’t had time to eat much today,” I heard Luna say while sounds from her stomach gave truth to her words. Dinner was ready and I invited her to the table where hot food was placed quickly. I smiled watching her devour the comfort food that I had made with her in mind. I was hungrier for the pleasure of her company than the meatloaf. I ate small amounts to meet my body’s needs, but my heart was nurtured by the realization of how much I loved this woman.
After dinner I lit the fire and laid a soft blanket on the carpeted floor in front of the potbelly stove. Soon the room was warm and glowing from the sprightly fire. We kissed sweetly and then passionately while the dancing flames increased the desires of our flesh. Luna took off her sweater and undid her hair, before she snuggled into my crotch to have dessert for both of us. I had learned to anticipate a sexual dessert which was so satisfying. She sucked me sensually and I was very aroused by the feeling of her soft hair gracing my inner thighs and testicles.
I turned Luna over and pulled her pants all the way off before snuggling myself between her smooth inner legs. I licked her labia and nibbled on her clit before I slipped in a middle finger to toy with her G spot. Her juices were flowing rapidly and the wetness covered my whole face. She pulled me in tightly as her body quivered, building to a loud orgasm. I pulled my finger out and replaced it with my tongue thrusting in and out of her body. It was easy to slip in two thick fingers at this point and fully massage the backside of her pubic bone. She clamped down firmly on my fingers and squeezed her bare legs against my body while her orgasm gushed onto my face.
When she relaxed, I moved up to kiss Luna softly and pull her whole body on top of me keeping her close. She felt my hard cock pressing against her smooth flesh. Luna pulled herself back into a straddling position with my cock head pressing against her clit. She used my hard shaft to stimulate her clit and my cock at the same time. I hoped I wouldn’t orgasm too soon and she sensed my concern laying back on top of me.
We spooned and relaxed by the fire until the embers were burnt low. I massaged Luna’s back, neck and ass in that position. Her body relaxed into mine as she released more tensions from her world. In my house she could find comfort and love. What a fortunate discovery for both of us.
I suggested that we move to the bed and Luna agreed that the warmth of bed covers would be good for us both. We climbed the steps and snuggled into the large bed clinging to each other’s naked body. Soon hands were reaching for sexual parts and the body heat was increasing. I slipped on a condom and spooned up behind her. She guided my hard cock inside her waiting pussy and I began thrusting with vigor. Luna squeezed her nipples and arched her back to open her body more fully to my inserted shaft. When she squeezed my cock while orgasming, I couldn’t hold back any more, letting loose my own thunderous quaking. Our breaths came in gulps as our bodies fought hard for the oxygen in the room.
I held Luna close to me as our breathing normalized. In one of those soft breaths came the words, “I love you.” “I love you too,” came the soft unexpected reply along with a small giggle of release. Luna turned to face me and repeated more boldly, “I love you too!” My smile must have broadened to the far reaches of the room. I kissed Luna with unbelievable joy hearing her words of truth. “I realized when we were having dinner and you thought I wasn’t noticing how you looked at me. I thought, ‘I love this man.’ And I knew that it was true.” Our lips came together in happiness as our naked bodies clung to each other. The room gained a new level of warmth and joy.
We clung to each other with new appreciation of the gift we had been given. Neither of us had anticipated such a level of emotional attachment. We were both adults discovering our unexpected but welcomed love. I worked hard not to envision a distant future, but to keep focused on the day we had been given. I sensed Luna having that same internal struggle to remain in the present and just treasure our new gift.
Luna returned to her spooning position for the purpose of sleep which both of us needed. My love was nurtured by her words and I felt a deeper satisfaction than I had earlier that day. We were venturing on a new path each time we came together. My senses were filled with the touch of her body and the smells from her hair. I pushed aside the worries of the future and took in the joys of today as my body slid into a deep sleep.
I awoke to find Luna turned to me with her eyes open. “Good morning,” came the words from her smiling lips. “You know you smile when you’re sleeping?” I laughed lightly at this comment which I could only have received from a bed partner. “It’s because you’re in my bed.” She kissed me softly on the lips replying, “I love you.” Our naked bodies came together in joyous stimulation as our kissing became more passionate.
“I have to get to class today, but you, lucky bastard, can stay in bed.” I watched Luna’s feminine flesh leave the warmth of my bed as she departed for her toilette. She closed the door softly identifying that we hadn’t arrived yet in our relationship at open door bathroom activity. I savored her smell on the pillow and moved my body to where she had slept the night. I enjoyed everything about this woman except the limited amount of time she had for me.
When Luna returned from the bathroom activity she was freshly showered and wearing her nursing scrubs since today’s class was in the hospital. I so respected the work that she was doing and her attitude of service. It was at these times that I sensed the dichotomy of the Moon and Luna personalities. None of Moon’s adventurous sexuality was present when the scrubs were on. She came and kissed me like a wife going off to work that I could envision in a distant unknowable future. I wanted to pull Moon back into bed with me, but I knew that wouldn’t be appreciated. Moon might also want to return to the bed, but Luna was in duty mode now and I had to respect her choices. We looked into each other’s eyes wordlessly, sharing our new found love, and then she was out the door. It might be days before I would hear from her again.
After telling Luna that I was in love and hearing her declaration, I made a choice to reduce my sexual time with men. Luna hadn’t asked me to make any changes and I didn’t inform her that I was making this choice. She wouldn’t have wanted to take on any more responsibilities. I wanted to get a sense of what it might be like to be dedicated to one individual. I even thought about getting a tattoo in honor of my feelings. It wouldn’t be a tattoo that included her name, but a nice moon tattoo would be meaningful to me and only those who knew us might understand its importance. I explored the option of a tattoo but never took the action to obtain one.
The Sex Party
The first text didn’t arrive until Monday evening when Luna happily informed me that she had gotten a passing grade on her exam and she would be able to continue the nursing program. I was happy for both of us. I had mostly kept my worries at bay since there was no benefit in taking on anxieties that weren’t mine. I did send encouraging texts on Monday morning, offering my support.
Luna thought that we might be able to have a Saturday night on the coming weekend. As usual, she wouldn’t know for sure about counting on her ex. I kept that weekend without plans so that I’d be available for whatever time she could offer. The days without texts had left me feeling disconnected but I understood her priorities. I longed to hold her in my arms and enjoy the pleasures of her company. My sexual needs and my emotional needs were equal.
By Thursday, Luna was confident that she would be able to spend Saturday night with me. She sent a text wondering if I would be open to going to a sex party with her. I had to think about my feelings on this issue before I could reply. I’d been to sex parties on my own and with an earlier girlfriend. I had taken great pleasure in watching her engaged in sexual activity with other men. I found it particularly stimulating when she was being filled by a black man with a large appendage. She had long blond hair and a wide ass which many black men found attractive.
I hadn’t been in love with that girlfriend and I wasn’t possessive in the least. I didn’t know if being in love with Luna would make it more difficult to observe her being taken by other men. I sensed that my love for her would lead me to offer support in what she desired, but I would only know for sure by being willing to go forward.
I related my history and thoughts in several texts to Luna who understood and appreciated my situation. She had been reluctant to take this step but with the holidays not far away anymore she knew that her opportunity to attend a party would be limited after this one. She thanked me for being open with my thoughts and emotions. It felt so strange to be having this intimate conversation through texting where I couldn’t hear the emotions in her voice. All I had were the words appearing on the screen.
When Saturday arrived, we were in agreement that we would arrive at the party an hour after it started and we would use separate vehicles. That would give us flexibility in case I was having any difficulty with the visuals. I was certain that the idea of her having sex with other men was fine, but I wasn’t sure about actually watching. We agreed to enter the party together so that we were seen as a couple and I would only have to pay the couple’s price which was half of what single men paid.
Luna had also directed me to refer to her as Moon at the party. While the divorce was pending, she had come to many of these parties for her sexual exploration and enjoyment. She had used that name from the beginning to provide a buffer to her everyday life. I had no problem calling Luna by the name that she had given me first, but I suspected that it would lead to me calling her Moon sometimes when she was in bed with me. I had to envision myself separating her lives just as she did.
Moon was bubbly and excited when I met her in the hotel lobby. I was still a little apprehensive, but I was determined to have as much enjoyment as possible. I suspected that Moon would be the most attractive woman at the party and I was not incorrect. A few other women were there but I didn’t have any interest in them. For me, when I was in love, I didn’t really have any interest in sex with another woman. I still had desires for sex with men, but the hetero part of my libido stayed focused on the woman I was with.
I suspected that the party was a way for Moon to properly corroborate my sexual interest in men. She and I stayed near each other to observe other’s behaviors. This hotel party was being held in a large suite that didn’t have any separate bedrooms. There was one king sized bed for activity and some sofas for mingling and perhaps some oral. There was one mature heavyset woman who was naked on the bed with two older men. The men were average in endowment and none of them were attractive to me or Moon, but it was entertaining to watch the threesome engage in heavy petting and oral. The woman eventually stroked off both of the men making them orgasm on her large floppy breasts while they played with her clit and wet pussy.
As was typical of these parties, there were way more men than women. Some of the men paired off with each other and expressed interest through initial eye contact followed by the groping of dicks or ass. Once that happened clothes came off pretty quickly. Moon took more interest in two males who were playing than she had with the threesome on the bed. I sensed that she was eager to have some cock to play with.
I decided to drop my pants and underwear fully exposing my shaft which was partially engorged. Moon’s soft small hands fondled me to my full size before she dropped to her knees to take me into her red lipped mouth. My anxieties dropped off with the aid of her stimulation. It wasn’t long before an attractive middle 50’s man came next to me and dropped his pants as well. He had an athletic body with short dark hair. Now my woman had two dicks to play with and she alternated from one to the other. The other man reached around my bare ass and squeezed the right butt cheek while Moon had my cock in her mouth. That pushed me deeper into her mouth and caused her to gag slightly. I looked down to see that he was sporting a thick seven inch cock that was fully trimmed. I was eager to taste him.
I unbuttoned the man’s shirt exposing his salt and pepper chest hair. When I played with both of his nipples, he arched his back causing his dick to go deeper inside Moon. I wasn’t sure how much she could see from her position but I think that as she shifted from one cock to the other, she looked up to note what we men were doing to each other. She arose from her kneeling position and planted a warm kiss directly on my lips. The other man dropped to his knees and took my cock into his mouth eagerly sliding all of me deep down his throat. He had really great oral skills and I knew that he had the ability to make me orgasm which was way too early in the evening.
I encouraged him to stand and Moon lifted herself on her toes to reach the cock flavored lips of the other man. They made an attractive pair and I didn’t feel any concerns in watching them. It was the visual of the woman that I loved kissing another man that had given me the most anxiety about how I would feel. I was glad that we had gotten over that hurdle early in the evening, so that I could relax and enjoy the heavy atmosphere of sexuality in the room. In other circumstances, I might have kissed the handsome man too, but I wasn’t brave enough to go there in front of Moon.
Instead, I bent down and took his cock into my mouth while he was kissing my woman. His thick shaft was as delicious as it had appeared and the salty precum was a good appetizer. I felt Moon’s hand push my head forward to fill my mouth with more of the man’s cock. Her encouragement helped me relax and reduced my concerns about being bisexual in front of her.
The three of us moved to the bed where all of the men’s clothes came off quickly. Moon retained her sexy black and red bustier which pushed her breasts up and exposed her tasty nipples. She kept her hair arranged on top of her head so that it wouldn’t get tangled during play. I chose to kiss her while the other man plunged his face between her legs to get her pussy ready for what he had in mind. Moon and I both held his head in place while he licked her clit and lapped up her pussy juices. He was an eager beaver and was happy to have his head pulled into the place he desired.
It wasn’t long before he was ready to fuck. He put on a condom and lifted her legs onto his shoulders, stretching open the space between her legs. He was gentle in entering Moon and made sure that she was comfortable before he slid his hard shaft the full length so that his balls were smacked up against her smooth ass cheeks. Once he was firmly inside, he held onto Moon’s ankles to keep her legs spread in a V shape. He used long slow thrusts making certain that he pressed up against her clit when he was deep inside. I used my right hand to fully arouse Moon’s clit which led to more than one significant orgasm. He was almost pushed out by the surprise and strength of her first orgasm, but he held his ground and managed to keep his dick inside of her. During the second orgasm she lifted her head to press her lips hard against mine before she exhaled what her body needed to get rid of. This night of sex would be as much about releasing her school and family life as it was about having a sexual exploration.
The other man had some decent endurance, but she was so sexy and he was so aroused that I knew he wouldn’t last. I reached underneath and massaged his smooth balls while he increased the speed of his thrusts. Moon and I both felt his shaft get harder and then pump multiple squirts of cum into the safety of the condom. He too, exhaled more than just a sexual release and his smile stretched the full distance across his face while his eyes shone brightly. He made sure that the condom remained intact while he withdrew his spent rod.
I took over his position with the happiness of knowing that this sexy woman was likely to come home with me. I didn’t feel any jealousy and fucked with abandon. I knew that Moon enjoyed a bit of rough play and I smacked her bare hips a couple of times creating a sound that was noted in the room. I was happy to play the role of extrovert exhibitionist. I felt the room watch how I took this woman for mine while I was also willing to share her great talents. Moon looked up at me and stroked her clit to tighten up her inner muscles to increase our pleasure. She still had more orgasms to generate and I was pleased to be a part of that.
I wasn’t ready to have my one orgasm and removed myself from Moon to lay on my back by her side. Two men, who were less attractive and a little older than our first companion, came to the bed and massaged Moon’s legs and mine as well. Once they determined that we were open to their attention, the men performed oral on both of us. My man was mostly bald with a smooth body and a good-sized cock. He had good skills and it seemed like Moon’s man also had talent as I felt her squeeze her hand firmly on my body more than once. I encouraged my man to swing around so that I could suck him as well. I was able to accept his hard dick all the way into my throat and I heard Moon exclaim, “Oh, look at what you can do!” I knew that she’d been looking forward to seeing me be sexual with a man and I sucked with vigor. There was something very arousing about being in this position with the woman that I loved next to me. Before I could hold back, I felt my warm fluid shooting from my cock and being consumed by my partner. He was equally surprised and placed his hot load directly into the back of my throat where I gulped down the salty contents. Moon let go one last loud orgasm which must have been appreciated by everyone in the room. I leaned over and kissed her with my cum flavored mouth and she licked around my lips to take anything that might have been remaining.
Moon and I relaxed with a drink for another twenty minutes before deciding that there wasn’t anyone else of interest at the party. Our clothes returned to our used bodies and we headed for our separate vehicles. “Should I come to your house?” she asked before I could ask the same question. It was clear that she wasn’t ready yet to let me know exactly where she lived. I had to settle for knowing the town. The more time we spent together, the more she might trust me and see us as a longer term connection. She was the one in control.
It was late by the time we arrived at my house, but I thought that a shared shower would be a good experience before slipping into the warm bed. Luna accepted my suggestion with a smile that brought her hand to cover her mouth. I set the water temperature for a good steamy shower and we both entered the tiled space naked. There was actual cleaning that was necessary after our party activities, but it was a good opportunity to have someone wash the back side. When both of our bodies were covered in lather and the room had filled with the warm steam, I pulled her tightly against my slippery body and kissed her passionately on the mouth. “I love you,” came from my lips in a soft statement of status. “I love you too,” came the truthful response.
We laughed to break the seriousness of the moment and I reached down to rub Luna’s soapy clit. I turned her so that my cock could press against her ass while my hand teased and pressed her clit. I brought Luna to a hot shower orgasm that included her tiger growl. She arched her back and gave herself over to my probing fingers which now pushed up inside to massage her G spot. She spun around to support her back against the wall and pushed my head down to lick her clit while two fingers thrust in and out of her hot pussy. I loved Luna’s taste and eagerly licked her clit to the orgasm that totally satisfied her. “Oh, yes,” were the words that let me know she had arrived at a state of completion.
I turned off the water and we hugged in the steamy atmosphere while our lips came together in loving kisses that matched the embrace of our naked bodies. Words couldn’t express what our bodies and spirits knew to be true. We lingered in this atmosphere, enjoying the sensual pleasures that we offered each other. Luna broke the moment by reaching for a towel.
We quickly dried ourselves and returned to our clinging embrace under the warm covers of the bed. “Were you OK with tonight?” she asked quietly while looking into my face for any information I might give away. “I wasn’t sure about the kissing, but it didn’t bother me and it was exciting to watch another man fill you with his hard cock. You were so sexy! And what about you?” “I was impressed with how well you take cock in your mouth. It was hot to watch you. It was surprising when he made you cum.” “I couldn’t help myself. I hope you didn’t mind.” “It made me very aroused to watch you cum with a man. It was so animalistic!” “You’re amazing!”
We planted many soft kisses on each other cementing the intimacy that we were building brick by brick. We had taken another step along the unknown path of the future as we explored the sexual interests and limits that we each brought to the relationship. It was unbelievable how much I loved all the parts of Moon and Luna. I pushed thoughts of our future out of my mind to keep myself in the safety of the moment, enjoying what I had. What was important was that we were being open and honest with each other as we made new discoveries.
We slept until 10 AM but neither of us wanted to leave the naked warmth we were enjoying under the covers. The daylight filtered through the changing leaves of the beech tree that was displaying its yellow brilliance. I offered to make warm beverages and bring them back to bed. “There are some special tea bags in my bag downstairs.” I took that as another opening of trust to allow me into her personal space. I didn’t take the opportunity to look for anything other than the tea bags which I easily located. Luna’s purse smelled of lavender and vanilla. One of the teas she had brought was shaped like a convoluted purse with intricate folds.
I used that tea and made coffee for myself. The tea had the smell of burnt popcorn, but Luna was happy to receive the hot beverage while still in bed. That was unlikely to happen in her house although her oldest son was big enough to perform that task safely. We spent the remainder of Sunday morning enjoying our casual time without purpose. Her life was so filled with duties and responsibilities that she truly enjoyed the unprogrammed hours with me. That was one of the benefits of coming to my Reiki tree house.
As noon approached, I knew that she would feel the pull of study and the need to return home. “Do you have any tests this week?” My words opened the door for her to take the first steps of returning to her life of requirements. In my house there were none. “I have a report due on Tuesday and need to get most of it done today while my house only has cats.” Our households were a study in contrasts.
I enjoyed watching Luna slip tight clothes onto her smooth sexy body. I was always amazed at the skill with which she put her hair back together after I had undone it in the bed. I loved playing with her hair and she must have understood my desire because she willingly allowed me access. Now the red streaked hair was artfully piled on top of her head in just a few seconds of combing and wrapping. I grudgingly placed clothes on myself and went down the stairs with Luna to the front door. I was always so happy when she came through that door into my space and was reluctant to see her leave. She brought such happiness and joy.
We kissed but didn’t use words in parting knowing that we were once again at the point of not knowing when we would hold each other. There was an understanding that a week was likely, but it could be longer. That was the most difficult part because it prevented a reasonable view of a future. I would always have to shield my heart from future thoughts.
The Birthday Party
I was confronted with a dilemma. A dear friend who I had known for many years was approaching her 81st birthday. Often, I would take Mary to dinner on her special day, but this year I had offered to cook a fancy dinner at my house. My dining table could seat eight people and there were now six guests planned for the evening. Should I invite Luna to be the eighth member of the birthday party?
Was I ready to introduce my new girlfriend to this group? Would Luna be comfortable at a table where she only knew me? Was she ready to meet some of my friends? I was reluctant because the last time that I had introduced a girlfriend to some of my friends, the relationship had ended shortly thereafter. I didn’t think that the meeting of friends ended the relationship, but there was a confluence in my mind about those two events. I decided that the brave path was to move forward and ask Luna if she would like to be included.
It had been a week since our last touch following the sex party. We were still wildly texting, but there had been no opportunity for naked time together. The birthday party was going to be on a Thursday evening, so there was a chance that she might be able to join us. The opportunity to have physical time with Luna outweighed any of my concerns and I knew that I wanted her to accept the invitation. I decided that a text invitation was not the correct approach, so I asked Luna to give me a call when she was able.
It wasn’t until the next day that the call came through. We had only talked on the phone one other time and so I suspected that Luna was anxious to know the topic of the call. “Hi. It’s me. Is everything OK?” “Not to worry, but I have a question for you that I didn’t want to ask through texting.” I heard Luna exhale and suspected that she was calling from her car. I explained the birthday party situation and asked if she would like to join the party.
“That would be fun! I’d like to meet your friends.” I was elated by her response and had guessed correctly that the Thursday evening could work for her. She hadn’t hesitated for an instant which seemed like another step forward in our relationship. Perhaps Luna also saw the invitation as me opening more to her. We didn’t stay connected for long since she had to get to class, but I was happy for the rest of the day knowing that another experience with Luna would soon take place.
I had decided to make a large pork roast with roasted vegetables for the dinner. The birthday girl didn’t like much sugar, so I made a single layer Boston cream cake for the festive dessert. Luna offered to arrive early to assist and I was grateful to have some time with her before my other guests arrived. It was early November and I knew that I could have a welcoming fire in the Franklin stove. The smells of pork and roasting vegetables would radiate from the oven and all who entered would be greeted with sensual delights.
I was pleased when Luna didn’t ring the bell or knock on the door, but let herself in while I was working in the kitchen. She announced herself and I came immediately to embrace her. She brought flowers as a present for Mary. For me, she brought passionate kisses that I was cheered to receive. We both would have liked to enjoy naked time by the fire, but we had to restrain ourselves, knowing that after the guests left, our clothes would come off quickly.
Luna had done her hair in a more complicated fashion than usual which was even more attractive. The three red streaks were very prominent in this new arrangement. She wore tight black pants and a form fitting black and red sweater. I suspected that she was dressing to impress my friends and to make a good first impression. She accepted my offer of a glass of red wine before she completed the task of setting the table with my best dishes and flatware.
We were ready for the evening and soon the guests began to arrive. I hadn’t alerted anyone that my new girlfriend would be joining us. All of them knew about her, but I hadn’t revealed a lot since we were still building our relationship. I made the introductions and the only challenge was with a couple of my gay friends who were still reluctant to accept my status as bisexual. When I had a woman in my life, there was always an uncomfortable energy coming from them which seemed a bit like judgement but I gave it no significance.
Mary was the last to arrive, but that was always her way. She wasn’t a drinker and always chose bottled water, even though she never finished any of her beverage. She wore a festive red sweater and had clearly had her bright white hair done for the occasion. She was surprised like everyone else about the unanticipated guest, but she seemed OK with sharing the spotlight and Luna did her best to charm Mary.
The party was festive and Mary enjoyed opening her presents, trying to guess the contents. We all ate and drank with gusto and it was a fine gathering of good energies. This was not a late night group and by 9:30 PM all of the guests, including Mary, had exited my front door with more cheer than they had arrived. I had anticipated that departure time and had eagerly looked forward to being alone with my sexy girlfriend. Perhaps my guests also sensed my needs and kindly departed.
Luna and I were equal in our physical interest and before I even thought about cleaning up from the party, I rushed to Luna and planted a passionate kiss on her sexy red lips. She eagerly returned my sensuality and hurried to undo my pants. She bent over to put those same red lips on my bulging shaft taking me into her warm body. I arched my back and moaned with pleasure as my hands toyed with her hair. She knew that I liked it undone and in a statement that she would be there for the night she loosened her hair to let it cascade down her hot body.
I lifted up her sweater and undid her bra so that her sensual hair could contrast with the lighter color of her skin. I moved her lustrous hair aside to place my face between her luscious breasts while my hands undid her pants. I knew that her pussy would already be wet enough for one of my fingers to slide up inside her. Luna made me so aroused that I wanted to take her then and there. I sensed that she was having the same thoughts.
The rest of our clothes came off quickly and dropped to the floor. I directed Luna to the stairs and bent her over, fully exposing her hot pussy from behind. I slipped on a condom and teased her opening by sliding my cock up and down. She was not in the mood to be teased and pushed back against my dick until the hard shaft was fully penetrating her. “Ahh, that’s what I wanted,” came her exhale while she steadied herself by clutching the handrail. Her breasts moved back and forth with the rhythmic movements of our bodies.
I smacked her smooth ass on both sides as I thrust vigorously and deep into her. I scooped up a handful of her black hair and pulled so that she had to arch her back making it easier for my cock to stimulate her G spot. Luna reached underneath and rubbed her clit and stroked my smooth balls. I knew that I was likely to orgasm quickly in this position but I had a need for hours of sexy fun. I pulled my dick out and whispered into Luna’s ear. “I want you in my bed.” She hummed acceptance and climbed the stairway to the bedroom.
I had planned a little surprise for her and knew that soon it would be the right time. I wanted to watch Luna’s face while my cock was sliding in and out of her so I asked her to be on her back with her legs resting on my shoulders. I easily slid back inside and she returned to rubbing her clit which quickly brought her naked body to orgasm. She squeezed my cock hard, but I managed to stay inside since I was hard as a rock.
I withdrew my cock and lowered my body so that my head lay between her legs so that my tongue could pleasure her clit. I inserted my middle finger and toyed with her G spot and she squeezed her legs against the side of my head. I loved Luna’s taste and lapped up her juices eagerly. I reached into a nearby drawer and withdrew the item that I had planned for our evening enjoyment. It was a slender, hard six inches long by one inch wide vibrating dildo that I knew would give her some special stimulation.
I turned on the vibrator and the sound alerted Luna that something new was coming her way. She had a good collection of toys but this was the first time I was using one of mine on her. I gently pressed the vibrating tip against her clit and she spread her legs wide for me to have full access to her sexual parts. I slid the vibrator lower to engage the nerve endings at the opening of her pussy. Luna writhed on the bed with the increased stimulation and I decided to slip the vibrator inside to play with her G spot.
I knew that Luna had a special spot on the backside of her pubic bone and pressed the hard vibrating tip against that area. My tongue returned to sucking and licking on her clit which caused her body to tense before she released a very vocal orgasm. She pulled my head fully against her clit while her legs squeezed me from both sides. As her body relaxed from her huge release, Luna exhaled fully. I took the opportunity to slide the hard dildo in and out of her pussy. This new form of stimulation stimulated her to want something bigger.
I slid my hard cock back inside and heard her exclaim, “Yes. I want to feel you inside me.” I returned to the same vigorous thrusting that I had done on the stairs and the images of that joining filled my brain with lust and desire. I pressed the vibrating tip of the dildo against her clit while I continued to fill her wet pussy with my hard shaft. When she orgasmed again, Luna squeezed so fully against my cock that my fluids rushed into the protective condom. Three huge spurts came followed by aftershocks that shook my whole body. “Oh my God,” I exclaimed as I climaxed. Luna laughed with pleasure which led me to follow her example. “I love you,” came the smiling words from her sexy lips. “I love you too,” replied my beaming face as I collapsed on top of her in blissful comingling.
I lifted up my body so that I could look into Luna’s beautiful face and take in all of the pleasure that she gave. She lifted her head and kissed me softly on the lips. We were such a good match in bed and in our personalities. I pushed from my mind the thoughts about how we were not compatible in where we were in life. Perhaps we both knew that sooner or later that piece would become more prominent, but for the time being we both minimalized the impact and just enjoyed the hours that we could share.
As my cock slid from her body, she shifted to spoon against me and before I knew it, she was making sleeping sounds with only soft breathing emanating from her body. I cherished being with Luna and tried to fight off my own sleep so that I could fill my conscious self deeper with her smells and touch. Being in love felt so right and yet I knew I needed to protect myself from the end which was not yet fully foreseeable. Time and tide drifted in and out as my breathing fell in line with Luna’s
She had set the alarm on her phone because she had class in the morning and knew that she would need to shower before departing. Neither of us had moved during the night so that I was equally startled by the sound of her alarm. “Shit,” answered the sleepy woman of my dreams, as she reached for the offensive electronic intruder. How could our happiness be shortened by such a neutral item? She swung around and kissed me good morning knowing that I was awake enough to notice and respond. “Good morning, sexy” came her soft words floating into my ear. “I have to go,” came the bad words that my ear didn’t want to accept. I pulled Luna tighter to make it more difficult for her to take the path that she must.
“You feel so good. I don’t want to leave, but, you know…” I reluctantly loosened my grip and exhaled in the same manner that she did. Her warm softness slipped from my grasp and I was once again alone in my bed, which was my usual state. I remained in the bed aching for her return that I knew would be more than a week away. I fought to push these feelings from my body so that I would still just enjoy her current presence.
I put on some clothes and went to the kitchen where I put together a lunch for Luna from the leftover pork. It was like sending off my working wife while my work was from home. Could that be a future life for us? Even these thoughts of how it might work out were dangerous thoughts that had the potential for heartache. I didn’t allow them to linger but looked forward to the arrival of Luna from the upstairs.
She was dressed in her hospital scrubs since that was where her class was today. She would be doing rounds with one of the regular nurses and getting a better understanding of how her work life would be next year. She had returned her hair to its normal arrangement and I took that as another signal of how she lived many lives, but only one part of the time was reserved for us. She was happily surprised by the bag lunch that I provided and kissed me sweetly while smacking my ass with the flat of her palm. We both laughed and that changed the sad parting to one of laughter. I loved her and she loved me and that was all that mattered for now.
Thanksgiving
It was a good thing that Luna had been available for the birthday event since her school work moved into another serious period and she was unable to visit my Reiki tree house for R&R. Even our texting had to be shortened during this waiting period. My mind wandered anxiously, wanting to have time with her but understanding that my needs were of less importance. My proper status level was below the children and after school work. I accepted my position from the beginning of my time with Luna, but sometimes sadness invaded me. I was fortunate that walks along the ocean were still an option to reset my emotional state and nurture my happiness. I took joy in knowing that at some point Luna and I would be together, but I needed to increase my patience.
With Thanksgiving rapidly approaching, she offered me solace. That Thursday her children would be with their father starting in the afternoon. We could have Thanksgiving together at her house. We had been intimate for two months and it would be the first time that I learned her address. I hadn’t needed to know exactly where Luna lived and hadn’t asked, sensing that it was a big step for her. When she was comfortable, it would happen. Now we had arrived at another place in our time together. I would get to see how she lived and have sex in her bedroom. My imaginary visions of Luna naked in her comfy feminine bed would become real. The new date on my calendar helped me get through the more than two weeks without her.
Thanksgiving was always a big event when I was still married, but after the divorce, the holiday had little value for me. My children lived far away and often had Thanksgiving with their in-laws. Christmas was the holiday that still held my family together for me and I always traveled to their state for feasting and presents. So, Luna’s invitation didn’t affect any of my plans but did affect my emotional state. My sadness was banished and I had a new adventure on the horizon. I felt my body get lighter, nurtured by the input of Luna’s offer. I opined that my love for Luna offered happiness and sadness simultaneously
I decided that I would bring flowers and I knew that a dozen red roses were the right message to give to the woman that I wanted to be with. I had a romantic nature and understood that Luna would read meaning into my actions. Time moved along quickly now that I had a day on the calendar that included my sexy woman. My life didn’t revolve around her, but I was certainly affected by her choices. That was another confirmation that I was deeply in love with her.
Luna suggested that she would text me the address once the children were out of the house. She wasn’t going to take any chances of an unwanted meeting. Her husband had been untimely in picking them up on many occasions. Here was another opportunity for me to work on my patience. I made phone calls to friends wishing them a happy Thanksgiving. There was much for which I was truly grateful.
I had every confidence that Luna and I would have our date as planned and no anxieties came to my mind. When her text arrived, it broadened my smile and I entered her address into my map navigator. 35 minutes later I would be knocking on her door. There wasn’t any holiday traffic because it was 3 PM and everyone else was already where they were going to be for a turkey dinner.
Luna’s house was a large 1930’s three story white frame house on the main street in town. That was what had allowed her to have a business in the front of the house. She had asked me to arrive at the rear entrance which seemed to be the one that the family would have used anyway since the matching detached garage was on that part of the property. I knocked manfully on the wooden frame of the glass paned old door. It was obvious from the items in the yard that children lived in this house. It was a small wooden porch with just a few steps where I waited while Luna came to give me entry.
Her wide welcoming smile cheered me more than I had been before. I was so happy to see her anticipating some sexy naked time. “Come in. Come in,” she beckoned as she backed into the kitchen. I understood that Luna didn’t want to offer any visuals to nosy neighbors. I closed the door behind me and held out the flowers. “That is so kind of you. Thank you.” She took the flowers and put them on a side table as she wrapped her arms around me snuggling her head into my chest. I smelled the feminine fragrance coming from her hair and knew that I had entered my land of joy. Luna lifted up her head and kissed me sweetly before turning to address the flowers which needed to be cut and put in a vase with water.
She efficiently performed her task while I placed my black leather coat on a kitchen chair. The house was warm with pictures of the children in lots of places. It was easy to sense that a close-knit family enjoyed this space where they had been for sixteen years. Luna returned to her nesting place on my chest and held me tightly. “I’m so glad that we can have this day,” she spoke the words in my head. She seemed to need comfort more than stimulation and I didn’t want to rush anything in this new tentative environment although I couldn’t stop the growth in my pants.
She pulled me into the living room and pushed me into the corner of the comfy sofa across from the old fireplace. No fire was necessary and I hoped that we might make our own fire through friction. Luna placed her body lengthwise on the sofa between my legs and lay her head where she could listen to my heartbeat. I stroked her soft cheek and grazed my hand over her sexy hair. She probably noticed the bulge growing in my pants but didn’t comment. We talked about how her day with the children had gone and I sensed a feeling of loss that her family was broken on this day of family gatherings. We hadn’t talked much about the divorce but being divorced myself, I understood the complicated feelings on holidays.
Luna chose not to stay long in that state of revery, but offered me my turkey dinner. I was fine with having warmed up leftovers from the turkey lunch that she had made for her children. I just wanted to be with the woman that I loved. That was all that mattered to me. As the turkey was heating up, the cats came out from their hiding places to examine the new creature in the house. There were three cats, so that each child had one to name and claim ownership. I suspected that Luna did most of the pet maintenance. The oldest cat was a portly white and black cat whose stomach nearly touched the floor. The slow moving hefty cat was a contrast to the skittish younger cats who moved quickly from one piece of furniture to the next while keeping their distance from me. One was a calico and the other a Persian mix.
Luna called me to the kitchen table when the food was ready. She took a seat opposite me and had taken a small portion of food so that I wouldn’t be eating alone. She knew the proper Asian protocols about food even after being in the United States for almost 20 years. All of her cooking was delicious and I ate with gusto but also made sure that I didn’t get overstuffed. I didn’t want to fall asleep early. Luna seemed relieved that I was enjoying her food but I didn’t have any concerns on that issue.
She cleared the plates and did the few dishes by hand in the kitchen sink. I wrapped my arms around her waist and took in her scent while she completed her domestic tasks. I took great pleasure in this simple time of connecting our clothed bodies. More than once she leaned back against me and exhaled deeply. The Reiki from my hands flowed into her body without my will engaged. When she was finished, Luna placed her hands on mine to emphasize the comingling of our energies. She turned and kissed me passionately mingling our turkey breaths. “Come upstairs,” were the words that filled my ears and my spirit. My future had arrived and was upon me.
The old wooden staircase seemed to be oak and would have been appropriate to the age of the house. At the top of the stairs, there was a long hallway where four bedrooms and two bathrooms served the residents of the house. Luna led me to the end bedroom which had a bathroom attached. There was still some light coming in from the front windows which faced West. The white lace curtains didn’t function to block any of the light but created a feminine softness which I was looking forward to feeling naked.
Luna turned and kissed me softly while both of us were standing in the middle of the room. Her red lips were more subdued than usual today, but the passion in her body was fully evident. Our lips moistened and tongues explored territory that hadn’t been touched sensually in two weeks. Our libidos were in high gear in no time and clothes were quickly peeled off of our eager bodies that wanted to merge.
Luna’s bed was indeed covered in pillows and a puffy duvet that had a small floral print. She didn’t bother putting on a light since she was in her space and knew my body well. Once she was naked, Luna pulled back the duvet and revealed pale pink sheets. I was happy that she undid her hair, signaling her abandon for the remainder of the night. She lay on her back with her head between two pillows and held her arms out for me to join her. My cock was pointing in her direction as I climbed into the soft bed and lay my body directly on top of hers.
Our lips rejoined their connection as our naked bodies enjoyed the warmth of each other. I slipped down from Luna’s lips to the center of her chest and kissed sweetly between the nipples that I knew would soon be in my mouth. She held my head tightly to her saying, “Eat me. I need you to devour my pussy.” I didn’t need to respond but managed to suck on both of her nipples before I slid down further along her torso to the place she had directed me. She was smooth and sweet smelling. I was in heaven.
As her legs pressed against my face, my tongue reached out to apply moisture to her labia which didn’t need any additional wetness. Luna’s clit was reaching out for attention extending out from her swollen folds of flesh. I licked lightly before I plunged my lips hard against her sensitive nodule. She had been twisting her hardened nipples but clutched my head firmly against her body as I suck on her clit. Luna writhed on the bed and swung her legs around my back as the first release came quickly. The neighboring houses were not so close as mine were and she didn’t hold back her vocal grunts and calls as she orgasmed.
“Come inside me now,” were welcome words that came breathlessly from her other lips. I climbed up from Luna’s lower regions and she lifted her legs to my shoulders expanding the opening that both of us wanted me to fill deeply. I tried to enter her slowly, but she clasped me to her naked flesh and pulled me into her with a forceful thrust that came from her more than me. “Ohhh,” I gasped as the stimulation of her hot cavity aroused me to a harder state than I knew was possible. “Yes, fuck me,” she charged with urgency and I was happy to fulfill her demand.
My hard shaft pulled out and thrust back in until my balls were pressed against Luna’s smooth ass cheeks. Repeatedly, I plunged in and out with long hard strokes and I felt her legs tighten against my back with more force. Her breathing came in quick gulps that matched my cock’s movements. “Oh yes,” escaped from her body as she shook back and forth with sexual pleasure. She squeezed so tightly that I thought I would get pushed out, but I firmly held my body in place so that she could orgasm on my dick. My mind was emptied of all anxiety and filled to the brim with sexual delights.
I knew that my own orgasm was imminent and had to withdraw so that I could have the ability to reengage sexually later. I only had one orgasm every 48 hours and wanted to hold out until we were going to sleep. Luna sensed my issue and pulled me back onto her naked body with my hard cock pressed between her legs. In this position, she could still take pleasure from my hard shaft while I enjoyed the smoothness of her thighs.
“I’m so happy to be here,” I exclaimed softly into her ear. “You feel so good and I wanted you in my bed. Thank you.” “I think that the pleasure is mutual.” We both laughed freely and I slid to Luna’s side so that I wouldn’t be too heavy on her. We clung to each other making up for the weeks that we were separated. She pulled up the duvet to keep our body heat contained and then stroked my cock gently to keep me in my hardened state. “I just want to feel your hard cock between my legs. I’ve missed you.” “God, I missed you so much. I love you.” “I love you too.”
The light from outside crept back into the night and the room took on softer hues and shadows. It had been years since I was in a feminine bedroom and I felt the comforts soothing the rough edges of my masculine persona. More than once a huge exhale departed from my relaxing body taking away more than carbon dioxide. Luna stroked my hair and my temples in a loving manner that almost brought me to tears of joy. I had to force my mind to stay in the present and not think about how we might be a year from now.
I snuggled down between her breasts and kissed them sweetly. Under the duvet I felt and heard her calming heartbeat that spoke to my needs. Above the duvet came the words, “I want to talk to you about something.” Those words that I had heard often in my marriage reminded me of poor outcomes. My body involuntarily tensed in anticipation of what was ahead. “What?” was the simple response that I used to avoid sending the message of what I was feeling.
“Come up here where I can see you.” I accepted the command and rose to be face to face while both of us were tilted on our sides. Luna smiled as she exclaimed, “I love you.” “I love you too,” were the opening moves. “I’ve been fantasizing about having anal sex with you.” My mind was quickly overwhelmed with images of Luna using a strap on dildo in my ass and me sliding my cock into Luna’s hole that I hadn’t penetrated. “I’ve been using anal plugs to help me get ready and I want you to see if I can handle the real thing.” My body relaxed and my smile returned to my face. Luna noted my changes and continued with her own relaxation. I was happy to explore Luna’s desire for her ass to be opened, but I wasn’t sure how I felt about her penetrating me.
“I am a little thick for a starter dick, but if you’ve been practicing, we can try.” “Can we try now before I chicken out?” I asked to see the butt plugs which Luna pulled from a nearby drawer along with a tube of good lubricant. She explained that she had started with the smallest of the three and got used to that one quickly. The middle size she had started using last week and it was the width of an average cock. That one she could do with some patience. The largest one she had been reluctant to use.
“Flesh has more flexibility than plastic, so you might be ready for the real thing,” I explained. “It would be so hot for you to fuck me in the ass. I really want you to try.” She didn’t wait for a response but kissed me passionately on the lips and pushed her tongue in as far as it would go. She climbed on top of me and straddled my softened cock. She used the head of my cock to massage her clit which created an immediate response in my firmness. Luna’s long hair was caressing her beautiful rounded breasts and my hands naturally reached there to massage them. The softness of her hair and breasts fully aroused me and it wasn’t long before Luna was climaxing on the head of my dick. She slid down my body and licked her fluids from my mushroom head. The sensation was amazing. She took me into her mouth as far as she could and pressed her lips tightly against the sides of my cock. I was thinking of how tight it would feel to be pushing into her anal cavity. “Now is good,” came the ready words from my breathless mouth.
“Doggy will be the best way for me to have total control and ease you into being fucked.” Luna turned over the lubricant and positioned herself on the edge of the bed with her ass fully exposed to me. I placed some lube on my middle finger and spread it evenly around her anus. I ran my finger up and down her ass crack to get her ready for penetration. I toyed with the opening using the tip of my finger before pressing down to expand her sphincter. I rimmed the outside and sensed that she was ready to feel my finger slide in.
When I slid my finger in just an inch, I felt that Luna was not too tight. I massaged the sides of her ass to relax the muscles and increase her comfortability with what we were about to do. I slid my finger in deeper and she gasped slightly from the surprise more than the sensation. I rotated my finger to stretch Luna’s opening, making certain that there was plenty of lube applied. She wiggled her ass, enticing me to do more.
I slipped my finger slowly from her ass and applied some lube to my index finger. I used both fingers to massage Luna’s hole to give her a sense of the increase in size. She tensed a little, but I smacked the side of her ass as a distraction before I gently pushed both fingers in just an inch. I felt the muscles tighten against my fingers as I just held them in place while she adjusted. When Luna relaxed, I rotated them to stretch her opening enough to the point where I thought my hard cock could push in. She was doing very well and I told her so. I did a little thrusting with my two fingers and her ass pushed back against me to feel them fully.
I sensed that Luna was ready for the real thing and told her that my cock was next. I slowly retracted my fingers and used the lube to coat my cock. I didn’t want my shaft to be fully firm so that her ass could compress my flesh during the entry. I steadied myself with a wide stance resting my cock on her ass crack. I slid my dick up and down the crevice to excite the area and give her mind time to prepare. I squeezed the top half of my cock to harden it enough to press against the anus. In one quick push I thrust two inches of my dick inside her and she exclaimed, “Woah!” I knew from my own experience with being penetrated, that there would be a simultaneous rush of pain and pleasure. “Just breathe it out and let yourself relax.”
Luna listened well to my guidance and I heard her breathing ease as the ass muscles gave themselves over to me. I massaged her butt with both of my hands as I slowly slid more of my cock into the reserve hole. She was as tight against my cock as I had anticipated and the pressure led me to harden further. I didn’t press in more than halfway before I pulled back an inch. I thrust in and out slowly only using that inch or two without going in more than half way.
“How far in are you?” came the words from the neophyte. “Halfway.” I sensed that Luna was ready for more and I pushed in another inch which would have been the distance of the butt plug that she had been using for practice. “Mmmm,” came the receptive response. I was now inserted more than four inches and knew that it was wise to avoid going deeper on the first try. As she became used to this amount of fullness, I picked up the speed of my thrusting. “Wow! That’s amazing!” I firmly clutched both sides of Luna’s hips to hold her in place while I provided a good ass fucking. A couple of times I used a hand to give a good smack on her soft flesh, but not enough to leave any redness. I sensed that she wanted me to go deeper but I didn’t want her first experience to include any more pain than we had already worked through.
After about fifteen minutes of anal play, I decided that we had reached a good point for the first day and told Luna so. I very slowly withdrew my shaft and I felt her apply some anal squeezes as I did so. I could have orgasmed during this session, but I wanted to keep myself in reserve for her pussy which I knew needed more attention. After I was fully out, I used some tissues to clean her ass so that she could be comfortable back under the freshly used sheets. I retreated to the bathroom to carefully clean myself so that there wouldn’t be any chance of infection when I returned to filling the pussy I still wanted to enjoy.
Luna lifted the covers and welcomed me back into her comfy bed. I snuggled up close to her and she kissed me sweetly. “Thank you for being gentle. I liked it. I wanted to understand what pleasure you got from anal sex and now I get it.” “Well, it’s different for a man. Some cocks really stimulate the prostate and produce amazing orgasms. But it’s also that sense of intimacy and connection with another man. You should be proud of yourself today.” “Yes, I really did it didn’t I?” she replied happily.
Luna turned around to spoon her freshly fucked ass against my warm body. I slid my cock between her legs and both of us were connected as we settled into the soft bedding. I cupped one hand around her body to hold the right breast. I was happy to hold Luna and feel her naked body next to mine. Our connection was more than sex, but the sex was really fantastic and still developing. I didn’t need to think about what was yet to come.
We quietly drifted off together into a land of comfort and closeness. Neither of us had anything to prove to the other as our bodies meshed in harmony. I awoke with a start as I felt my hard cock sliding into Luna’s pussy. She had pushed back against my nighttime erection. It might have been her heavy breathing as she played with her clit that caused me to return from my sleepy place.
It didn’t take me long to appreciate my situation and become fully involved. My hand that had been on her breast twisted her right nipple while I slowly pushed my cock further inside her already wet pussy. I arched my back and breathed heavily against Luna’s black and red hair that covered the nape of her neck. She smelled like sex and my cock grew another inch as my passion increased as well. “I’m going to fuck you until I cum.”
“That’s what I want,” she returned while squeezing hard on my aroused shaft. I forcefully thrust deep inside her and enjoyed the feeling of her ass cheeks against my body. The sounds of flesh slapping against flesh filled the room along with our heavy breathing. Our rhythmic movements stimulated both of us and I felt her squeeze me hard again as she orgasmed all over my cock. That squeeze stimulated me beyond return and my fluids spurt in huge amounts from my dick. Luna laughed with the success of her actions that had awakened me and brought us both to climax. I felt her smile without seeing it and love rushed into my body and spirit. She was so good to me and for me. How could I be anything but filled with happiness? All other thoughts and emotions were pushed aside to make way for the onrush of endorphins.
My cock wanted to remain encapsulated inside my beautiful, sexy woman, but my age and her muscles combined to expel me from my place of desire. “I love to feel you inside, but it’s amazing when you get popped out.” “Thank you for inviting me to your bed,” came my reply as we snuggled tighter. It was easy to drift back into our sleeping state allowing our bodies to blend under the covers.
The morning sun came softly into Luna’s room since her windows faced West. The Southern facing window in the attached bathroom allowed brighter light, but was further away, so it just blended with the Western light. All three cats had come into the room to express their morning food needs and Luna was compelled to leave the warmth of the bed. She grabbed a robe and headed for the main floor. I enjoyed listening to her soft feet on the wooden floors and stairs.
My whole body was smiling but I knew that our morning would be brief. Even though the children were not due to return until the afternoon, there was always the possibility that they would be early and she was not ready for me to meet them. “Come take a shower,” Luna directed once she had returned to the bedroom. I slowly left the comfort of her bed and followed her to the main bathroom that had a walk in shower big enough for both of us to clean together.
The warm water on our naked bodies washed away all of the evidence from last night’s delights. Luna applied body wash liquid to a puff sponge to exfoliate my back. The soft scratching on my skin was stimulating and I felt my cock engorge halfway. When it was my turn to provide the same treatment to Luna’s back, I pressed my shaft against her smooth ass while I sensually massaged her back with the sponge. I had been so used up the night before, that I knew I wouldn’t get hard enough for entry. We both enjoyed rubbing our naked bodies together inside the steamy shower enclosure.
Luna kissed me sweetly saying, “I’ll make us some breakfast.” She exited the shower allowing me to finish by myself. She placed a large bath towel next to the shower for me, while she hurried to get dressed and head to the kitchen. I took my time dressing and looking at the pictures of her children in the bedroom. Each was very different looking and I knew from her descriptions of them that each was unique in personality and intelligence.
The sounds and smells of cooking called me downstairs. It had been a very long time since anyone made breakfast for me and I was very grateful for the treat. Over easy eggs and whole wheat toast provided more food than I ever ate so early in the day. I lingered over my coffee attempting to extend my time with Luna, but I sensed her anxiety about anyone coming to the house. I chose to be grateful for the great time that we had enjoyed and not allow any sadness to enter during our parting.
We hugged longer than usual as I made my farewell. Neither of us had any idea of when we would be able to find time in the near future. In two weeks her school term would end which would mean a lot of focused time on school work. There would doubtless be Christmas shopping for the children and helping them to obtain presents for others. Time with me would be in short supply if it were able to exist at all. “I love you,” came the soft, meaningful words from my lips and she happily rejoined, “I love you too.” I departed holding onto the joy that we had made during our brief time.
Threes
With three children and three cats, Luna’s house seemed full of growing energy. In my own house where I lived alone, there was calm and orderliness. I suspected that that influenced Luna to declare that she preferred coming to me. She admitted to some anxiety about an unexpected visitor arriving at her house and that concern didn’t exist when she came to me. I was glad that she felt comfortable about exploring anal sex with me and I knew that we would continue to explore that territory.
In early December Luna texted her outdoor family photo with the four of them standing in front of the Christmas tree that they had cut down at the tree farm. There were plenty of cold red cheeks to contrast with the tall green tree and the white snow. Winter and Christmas were upon us in a rush and I needed to figure out what presents were appropriate for Luna.
I decided that a ring was premature and too meaningful, so earrings or a bracelet were a better direction. Luna enjoyed wearing colorful scarves and I was able to find one with giant red poppies on an Asian background at the Metropolitan Museum store. In other times, I had purchased many silk scarves while on my Southeast Asian trips. A silk scarf always made a great gift for a woman.
I labored over the choice of jewelry and it took many trips to various stores before I found some dangling red garnets set in silver. Those would highlight Luna’s choice of red streaks in her hair. Garnets were also my birthstone so they would add a personal touch, for me at least.
I knew that I would add Luna’s family to my Christmas cookie distribution. I always made tons of iced, shaped cookies with various colors of sugars and sprinkles. They were very festive and brightened up any room. I made multi-sized stars, angels, wreaths, snowmen and Santas. I was always entertained by observing which cookie someone chose to eat.
With all of these activities in play, I still didn’t know when I would get to be with Luna again. We maintained our limited texting for a couple of weeks until she had finished the school term. I was delighted to get a phone call one weekday afternoon. Luna asked about adding another man into the activities in my bed. She still wanted to be in a room with two masculine big dicked men. I could certainly relate to that request and suggested that I could find our third on Craigslist which still allowed sexual postings. I knew that neither of my male massage friends was going to be in town and it might be better for our first threesome to be with a person that neither of us knew.
Luna was open to that idea as long as I did all of the research work and then presented her with the information about the man who I had selected. That worked for me and the plan was put into motion for the upcoming Thursday when Luna was fairly certain that she would be available for an overnight starting in the evening. I was elated to have a plan in motion that included Luna. I didn’t have any anxiety about sharing her with another man who would likely only stay a couple of hours. Then the night would be ours.
The largest percentage of older men who used Craigslist was married men which would make the list of available options smaller in the evening when they would normally be home with their families. In this case, being close to Christmas was an advantage since they could declare that they needed to go out shopping. I was confident that I would be able to find a man who was well endowed and had a decent body.
After a couple days of going through responses to my extra man post, I settled on two possible choices. I forward the information and pictures to Luna who decided on the taller of the two men. Robert was recently divorced and I suspected that that was one of the appealing factors for Luna. He was more than six feet tall with short dark hair and an athletic body. He declared that he had more than seven thick inches of meat to offer us. He was exploring his bisexuality and didn’t mind if I played with him as well. As a late 40’s man, he seemed like a good fit for us. We exchanged some photos that kept identities private.
We set his arrival time for 45 minutes after Luna’s planned arrival, so that she could finalize her wardrobe and be relaxed when Robert arrived. I had suggested that we do a four hand massage on Luna who would be naked on my table. This idea was amenable to all and I had prepared the massage room in anticipation that Robert would be who he had declared himself to be. This also seemed to be a good method for assuring that Robert would show up. Internet meetings were never a guarantee.
Luna arrived at her anticipated time and had an air of special excitement about her. She was wearing tight black pants and a black leather jacket which complimented the black and red of her hair. She was striking and I was elated to have her back in my warm house. I had made a welcoming fire that would provide a sense of comfort and ease for both of my guests. Luna’s lips met mine before any clothes or shoes were removed. My lips relished the taste of her and my shaft rose in response to her presence. I found the leather to be an added excitement and enjoyed feeling it on her body. There was no doubt that there would be hot sex tonight whether Robert appeared or not.
Luna’s life of removing shoes upon entry took over while her lips were still pressed against mine. She became slightly shorter as a result and I had to lean down just a little more and turn to the side to keep our faces engaged in the joyful contact we had begun. My hands craved the touch of her flesh but the cold weather kept her encased in clothing. I brought Luna near the fire to warm her body; her spirit was already fully lit. I envisioned making her naked and having sex in the living room but I knew that she would want to keep herself clean and tidy for Robert.
“Do you want a glass of wine?” “Oh, yes,” came the smiling reply which included sparkling eyes. I poured her a glass of Montepulciano while she hung her coat on a hook near the fire. She was wearing a black satin blouse that hung loosely on her body and offered a good view of her luscious bosom. Robert was going to be in for a delightful evening.
We sat on the sofa and enjoyed our beverages while looking at the romantic fire. As we got closer to Robert’s arrival, I sensed tension building in Luna and asked if she wanted to freshen up. She went to the nearby bathroom to enliven her red lipstick and check that her hair was perfectly in place.
While she was there the doorbell rang and I arose to open the door. Robert was as handsome as his photo and he was carrying a few yellow roses which I knew would be for Luna. He was a gentleman in all respects and I was happy with our selection. I welcomed him into my house and took his coat to place on another hook by the fire. Luna came from the bathroom and smiled her welcome while greeting him with a warm hug. We hadn’t talked about kissing since I had seen her kiss other men already at the sex party. That was her choice and I was fine with whatever she did. I knew that she would be sleeping overnight with me.
Luna put the flowers in a clear glass vase and then offered Robert a glass of wine which he accepted with a friendly smile. I took a seat in the comfy chair so that the two of them could be together on the sofa. Robert encouraged Luna to sit first and he took a place a couple of feet away so as not to appear aggressive. He commented on how lovely she looked and Luna demurely accepted the comment. I knew that she had worked hard to be as attractive as possible for this event. Perhaps he had as well. He had on khaki pants and a dark green cashmere sweater which hid his athletic body for now.
Luna covered safe topics like his work before she asked if he had had any experiences with threesomes. We knew that the answer to that question was negative, but it was a good way to turn the conversation to something sexual. It was the top item on his bucket list now that he was single and had more availability. Luna asked about his bisexual life and discovered that he had been sucked by a man before and really enjoyed it. He wasn’t sure about sucking cock himself, but he assured her that he had an open mind. All of that was fine since the primary purpose was for Luna to have two hard cocks at the same time.
As the conversation progressed, I sensed that the two of them were getting comfortable with each other and I asked if Luna were ready for her massage. I told Robert not to worry about his skill set, because I would guide him through the four handed massage. Luna rose and headed to the stairway as a response to my question. “Come upstairs,” she directed to Robert who lost no time in following her to the massage room. I made sure that all was safe with the fire before joining them in their ascent to the room of pleasures.
I had the music playing already but I needed to light the candles which would be the only light in the room. Luna knew the drill of being naked and face down for the massage and she didn’t hesitate to take her proper position. Robert seemed a bit surprised at her ease of disrobing in front of a stranger. I directed Robert to undress except for his briefs which were emblazoned with a designer name. My shorts had a more discrete designer name which he would not have been able to see. Robert’s defined chest and muscled arms were now fully visible and I experienced pleasure in viewing his attractive physique.
I took my usual starting place on one side of the massage table and guided Robert to the other side. I put oil on my hands and on his and informed him that massage didn’t need a lot of oil, but just enough to reduce friction. Luna’s lovely body was fully exposed horizontally and there were two cocks that were engorging as a result. I knew that while Robert had declared he was exploring his bisexuality, he would be primarily focused on Luna, as was I. My goal was for her to be happy and satisfied with this threesome experience.
Four masculine hands sensually rubbed oil on her smooth skin while soft music played in the background. I knew that Luna was stimulated in mind and body, but she stayed in the same physical position allowing me to control the pace of the action. I wanted to make sure that she had a proper massage before we engaged in sexual activity. I sensed that taking that approach would increase the level of anticipation for all involved. As the massage progressed, Robert became more comfortable and his hands gained confidence in touching this beautiful naked woman. This experience wouldn’t turn him into a therapist, but it would provide him with enough ability to become a better lover.
When I asked Luna to turn over, she slowly moved as directed while I removed the head cradle from the table. Luna’s nipples were thickened and pointing toward the ceiling. I wanted to put one into my mouth, but resisted the temptation knowing that I would be able to do so soon. We oiled her body including her lovely breasts and I sensed that Robert was more stimulated than she was. For my part, I knew that the time had come to transfer the intention from sensual to sexual.
I massaged Luna’s left inner thigh and advised Robert to do the same to the right one. Involuntarily, Luna’s legs parted to expose her labia fully. There was a glistening there that was not caused by the oil we had provided. My right hand moved to cup her left breast and Robert followed my lead on her right breast. Luna inhaled and held her breath in place as her mind adjusted to what has happening to her body. None of our movements were rushed and all were done with a confidence that told her mind and body she was in good, safe hands. This was going to be a great evening.
Luna’s right hand reached over to massage the protruding bulge in Robert’s shorts while her left hand took control of what was in my pants. I lowered my underwear leading Robert to do the same. Luna now held onto two hard members that she stroked gently. I leaned down and kissed the nipple that had been on my mind and I was certain that Robert was happy to take the other nipple into his warm mouth. The breathing in the room picked up in intensity and volume. Mouths and hands reached for desirable parts and I knew that Luna wanted to feel a hard cock from in front and behind.
I used my middle finger to separate her labia and massage the opening to her pussy. Her legs pushed open further and Robert’s hand reached to massage her clit. Luna gasped from the dual attention and her body shuddered in response. I pushed my finger inside her pussy and located her G spot. I only needed to touch it softly to bring forth the first of Luna’s orgasms. Luna’s legs tightened on my hand but since I knew her body would attempt to push me out, I was able to keep my finger in place.
Our sucking on her nipples increased as did our breathing. Luna was no longer softly massaging our cocks but holding onto them firmly as her body anticipated being overfull. Luna pulled Robert’s member up to her mouth as she twisted her body to his side of the table. He was happy to oblige. Perhaps Robert hadn’t had his cock in a warm place in some time but tonight he would be well taken cared for. He turned his body sideways so that he could place his tongue on her clit while she sucked on his cock.
I decided that this was a good opportunity to test his bisexuality. I moved to the other side of the table and knelt where I could alternate sucking Robert’s cock with Luna. She was happy to see me ready to take on a hot man. She moved Robert’s hard member to me and I eagerly took him into my mouth. I didn’t know if he was aware of what was taking place but he made no movement to resist our efforts. He made approving sounds as he licked away at Luna’ clit and labia. Had he been in another position, I was certain he would have given her pussy a good tongue lashing as well. I adjusted myself so that I could lick his smooth balls, while Luna engulfed his shaft into her wet throat. She looked so sexy sucking on his cock with her red lips pressed against his veiny shaft. I was fully aroused and wanted to penetrate Luna.
I arose and put on a condom before directing Robert to assist in shifting Luna’s body to the edge of the table. I lifted her legs up onto my shoulders and slid my hard dick against her clit. Robert moved to the side of the table where Luna could take his cock back into her eager mouth. I slapped my hard shaft against her pussy repeatedly to stimulate the entry nerve endings. I teased Luna’s opening with the head of my cock, but she pulled herself against my body using her legs on my shoulders. I was pulled inside in one quick thrust that slammed my balls against her smooth ass. The rush of stimulation filled my brain with endorphins and I was the happiest I had been in more than a week. Here she was naked and sexy on my table with my dick filling up her pussy while a sexy man was shoving his cock into her mouth. Life was great!
I knew that she would orgasm quickly and pushed forcefully into her a dozen times to bring her to that great stimulation point. She yelled this orgasm into Robert’s cock which muffled the volume of her exclamation. I held Luna’s body tightly against my torso so that she would not be able to push me out. I slid my cock in and out of her strong pussy slowly and deliberately, giving sensuality a turn. Robert massaged her breasts and twisted the nipples while she was stuffed with cock at both ends.
I encouraged him to put on a condom and switch places with me. He was eager to do so and took my place at the end of the massage table. Robert didn’t tease her but pushed inside right away. She wrapped her smooth legs around his manly torso and pulled him against her body, just as she had done with me. Luna loved to take control and she looked forward to being able to expel this invader after he had brought her to orgasm.
I took my cock to Luna’s open waiting mouth and pressed my hand flat against her abdomen. I slid my hand lower until my middle finger located her clit. Her lips pressed hard against my dick while I gently massaged her very sensitive spot. As she got comfortable with my touch, I increased the pressure. Robert felt my hand in her crotch and thrust harder into Luna’s accepting body which twisted on the table from all of the stimulation. Her legs squeezed hard around Robert’s torso at the same time that she orgasmed onto his shaft. He was unprepared for Luna’s inner strength and his cock was pushed all the way out of her body. “Wow,” he exclaimed in surprise. We all laughed at his learning experience that I had had months ago.
I encouraged Robert to get back inside and give her what she wanted. He didn’t need much encouragement but quickly retook his place. This time he held her legs open as he made long deep thrusts into her body. His muscled body slapped up against her smooth flesh which jiggled in response to his movements. I saw the look of determination on his face and knew that he was going to keep on fucking her until he had his orgasm. There was no deterring him and I made no attempt. I lowered my face between Luna’s breasts and kissed her there and then on her lips while Robert took her pussy.
She held my lips against hers and separated them only long enough to say softly, “I love you.” I didn’t think that Robert heard the words or cared. He was focused on his orgasm and left us to the relationship part. He was an attractive man and could have represented competition, but I didn’t have any emotional concerns. I was certain that Luna’s words were meant to confirm my place in her life and dispel any worries that I might have.
Our emotional moment was ended as Robert mounted his final thrusts and orgasmed into my sexy woman. She did her best not to squeeze him too tightly so that he could stay inside during the full length of his orgasm. The contortions on his face told me that he had released a great deal of tension in the process. I thought about moving behind him and massaging his back but I decided that he might not be comfortable with my hard cock pressed against his cute white ass. He released Luna’s legs and lowered them to the table as his spent dick slid outside.
I sensed that Robert’s time with us was finished now that he had made his orgasm. He behaved much like a still married man who hadn’t transformed into being single yet. Perhaps he had an early work day tomorrow, but it felt as though he just lost his comfort zone. I also sensed that Luna was ready to be done with our threesome and I didn’t care much one way or another. I had had a stimulating sucking on his fine cock and that was sufficient for me. I knew that more time with Luna to myself was just ahead and that was what I truly desired.
I directed Robert to the nearby bathroom for him to tidy himself. While he was away, Luna and I kissed passionately with her still naked on my massage table. It wasn’t going to take much to get her body back into an orgasmic state but we would wait for our guest to depart. “That was really wonderful. Thank you,” declared our gentleman caller as he came back into our candlelit room. He retrieved his shorts and began covering his lean muscled body. Once he was clothed, he kissed Luna on the cheek and shook my hand.
I put on pants to escort him to the exit. I retrieved his warm coat from the hook next to the potbelly stove and held it for him to put on. “Have a Merry Christmas,” I offered, knowing that I wouldn’t see him again prior to the holidays. “You too,” he returned as he exited into the cold dark night a happier man than when he had arrived. We hadn’t stretched his bisexual discovery much but he didn’t seem ready for more than we had done.
I returned to my naked sweetheart in the massage room. She was sitting on the table waiting for my return with open arms. I didn’t even take off my pants, but came directly into Luna’s grasp wanting to be with her as much as possible. Our lips met sweetly and she asked, “Are you OK?” I affirmed that all was well and assured her that I was not threatened by Robert. “I think that I want to keep our extra sex at the parties,” she declared. “Your Reiki treehouse is special to me and I don’t want to change any of that.” I understood her need for a refuge from all of the pressures she endured from children, divorce and school. I was happy that my house and I could offer a safe haven that included love and nudity.
I wanted to orgasm with Luna still on the table. I removed my pants and brought her to the edge of the table again. Before I moved to penetration, I wanted to place my face between her legs and she was very amenable to that idea. As I knelt between Luna’s legs, she wrapped them around my neck and relaxed her body in anticipation of more orgasms. Her pussy smelled like sex and I licked the labia before I used my middle finger to stimulate her opening. I knew that she was eager for my finger to push inside and I didn’t linger long at the entry. I quickly located Luna’s G spot and pressed fully against her special place. She gasped openly and her legs tightened around my neck. I moved my tongue to her clit and lightly flicked it into another level of stimulation. Luna’s body thrashed back and forth on the table for a few minutes before she exploded into the most amazing orgasm I had seen her have. Her heels dug into my back but I didn’t stop any of my stimulating movements until she said, “Stop, stop. I have to breathe.”
I had noted that she was gasping for air, but I also knew that she enjoyed pushing her limits. I wasn’t going to stop until she cried, “Uncle.” I stood with her legs resting on my torso while my hard cock waited patiently for her to equalize her sensory receptors. I placed my Reiki hands on Luna’s abdomen to calm down her body and emotions.
When I sensed that she was ready, I slid my hard shaft inside her warmth and breathed in the rush of good feelings. I leaned forward to massage Luna’s attractive breasts while my dick slid slowly in and out. I was not in a rush but my cock was already overstimulated and I knew that my orgasm would come sooner than I might have desired. I chose to maintain my slow rhythmic thrusts without stopping. She was so beautiful and I was really in love with her.
I loved the way that our bodies merged in this act of sexual congress. Separate from the emotions that we created, our bodies meshed physically like a well-oiled machine. We knew how to arouse each other without having to think about it. Her pussy squeezed firmly against the hardness of my shaft and the head of my cock expanded in response. Perhaps that swelling stimulated Luna’s G spot and she squeezed fully against all of me as she orgasmed onto my dick. Her mouth opened wide but no sound escaped. Her pussy pressure might have expelled me but instead it brought me to my orgasm as well. My body tightened and contorted while my breath stayed within my chest until a huge exhale signaled the conclusion of my fluid release. “Woah, that was amazing,” came the words from both of us simultaneously. Laughter was the natural response to this situation and my cock could no longer remain inside her beautiful body. I leaned against Luna and kissed her with all my heart. “I love you,” slipped easily from my lips to hers. “I love you too,” came the soft, meaningful reply.
We remained in that embrace of love looking into each other’s eyes and souls. There was no doubt in either of us that we were deeply in love and connected in mysterious ways. The universe had brought us together, but we had both been open enough not to get in the way of coming together in this marvelous experience. The future was still unpredictable but we were both comfortable enjoying the moments we had without worrying about what might come next.
I pulled Luna from the table onto my body while she clasped her legs around my waist. I carried her into the bedroom and lay her down in the place where we would sleep. I pulled the covers over us and spooned up behind her with one hand enjoying the flesh of her left breast while my face enjoyed the nape of her neck. Our bodies relaxed into each other and we drifted off into the next day. No dream state could have been better than the reality that we had just lived.
Neither of us awoke or moved until the pale Winter light filtered through the window blind onto the bed where we lay. Luna was so used to being awake in the early morning that her body rustled first in response to the stimulus. She laughed lightly when she felt my hard morning cock pressing against her smooth ass. My little head was reaching out for attention and she was not going to be shy about responding. Her small smooth hand stroked my foreskin up and down until I had reached my full potential. I awakened to her sexy touch and soon realized what was taking place. I arched my back to push my member further in her direction.
Luna pushed her ass closer to me and tucked me up against her still wet pussy. It was easy for me to slide inside and enjoy the pleasure of her pussy under the warm covers. Her right hand moved forward to reach between her legs from the front. She stretched to feel my cock sliding in and out of her body. The moisture from Luna’s pussy covered my dick and made a good lubricant for her finger that moved to the clit. I loved when she massaged herself between her legs while I took her pussy from behind. I knew that she would explode with multiple orgasms while I would struggle to have just one. I had been so satisfied with our sexual exploits from the night before that my sperm would not be ready in the morning.
Luna’s breathing increased in intensity as she focused on stimulating her clitoral nerve endings. Her legs and ass tightened and I sensed that the first orgasm of the day was coming to the surface. Her pussy muscles squeezed hard on my shaft but I thrust in deeper to keep my position. There was a gush of warm, comforting fluids surrounding my cock and a long exhale of air came from her mouth. I felt special and protected in her space.
When she finished squeezing me and relaxed a bit, I returned to sliding in and out of her even warmer pussy. I pushed hard against Luna’s ass to get as deep as I could and held onto her attractive waist to stay in place. The mattress was thick and solid and easily supported our actions without making any sounds or movements. Even though she was no longer able to have children, this felt to me like we were making a baby. We were creating something for the future, a new life of love and connection.
Without warning a second wave of orgasm shook her body and pushed out my dick. She was writhing so much that I couldn’t quickly regain entry but I still held onto Luna’s waist enjoying her pleasure. When she regained her breath, Luna maneuvered herself back onto my waiting cock. She nestled her ass into place and seemed focused on an orgasm for me since she no longer played with her clit. She lunged her body back onto me with a sensuality that stimulated my mind and my body. I felt new sensations in my shaft and testicles and understood that she wanted to give me as much pleasure as she could.
I flipped her flat onto the bed and moved myself into a plank position over her body. She was so moist and open that my cock easily entered her body. I plunged in and out with speed and force like doing sexual pushups. My arms tightened along with my core and the veins on my shaft swelled to the maximum. Luna moaned in response to the swelling and I felt the stirrings of my orgasm which lent confidence to my new thinking that I could cum. Luna squeezed her ass but not her pussy to give my entry easy access but stimulate my cock at the same time. I arched my back and pushed in hard and deep as I felt the squirts of morning orgasm rush from my body to hers.
I had used all of my energy in sexual pursuit and had none left to support my relaxing body. I lay down on top of Luna and used one arm to reduce the pressure of my weight. I knew how much I enjoyed the feeling of a man resting on me after he came in my ass and I sensed that Luna wanted that as well. I breathed heavily into the back of her neck and kissed that same spot softly when I was able. As my softening cock slipped from Luna’s pussy I moved to the side and pulled her into the same spooning position we had used for sleeping. I luxuriated relishing the moments that she was naked with me in my warm bed with the morning light shining upon us. It was a scene of beauty and fulfillment blessed by the universe as a gift of love. We drifted off again into the warm pleasures of each other’s bodies.
I awoke with a start when I felt her slip away from my arms and head to the bathroom. She closed the door signaling privacy and I remained under the covers feeling her warmth lingering where she had been. When Luna returned, it was my turn for some bathroom privacy with the door closed. We were still young in our relationship and worked not to offend the other.
When I returned to the bedroom, she lay peacefully smiling back at me with love and happiness beaming from her attractive face. Luna’s hair was no longer perfect but I never asked her to be perfect and loved her however she was. I just wanted to be with her and know her better.
“I’ll bring up some tea,” I offered in my host role. I kissed her on the lips that had been red with lipstick not so long ago. As I descended the stairs to the living room, the sunlight filled the room with light and joy. Luna didn’t have to go to school today and we could enjoy a leisurely morning. I made coffee for me and one of the special teas for Luna. Steam escaped from the large mugs and left a trail behind me as I returned to the bedroom.
Luna had curled herself into a cocoon, but sat up when she heard me enter the room. She tucked pillows behind her naked body and pulled the comforter up to her chest to keep in the warmth while she accepted the steaming cup of tea. I took a similar position next to her with my coffee in hand. We both exhaled deeply and relaxed in the closeness and ease of being with each other.
It felt as though I had known her longer than three months, but that was the full length of our history. We hadn’t even had two nights in a row because she was so busy. I didn’t resent that, but wanted more even though I understood that more was not an option.
It was no surprise when she informed me that she would be spending most of Christmas week with her children. I would have a few days with my children in Massachusetts so Christmas would be delayed for us. The good news was that she could join me for my annual New Year’s Eve party and sleep with me on the first day of the new year. I was always happy to have a mark on my calendar for when I would be with her again. I much preferred that to living with the unknown and just waiting for her schedule to open up.
When Luna’s stomach noises signaled hunger, I offered to make blueberry pancakes from New Jersey berries I had frozen when they were in season in July. Luna was not big on sweets and these pancakes took their sweetness from the large berries and real maple syrup from upstate New York. We put on some comfortable clothes and descended to the kitchen to refresh our warm beverages and make the pancakes.
Because we had lingered in bed it was almost 11 AM which was my usual breakfast time. Before long we were sitting at the kitchen table stuffing our faces with the delicious berry cakes. They were so good that we left nothing behind including any small crumbs.
I didn’t want our time to end and offered to make another fire, but Luna declared that she had to take advantage of the time when the children were in school to get some shopping done and hide presents in her house where they wouldn’t think to look. They were all intelligent children and good detectives so she had to be creative with her hiding spots. I did my best to be supportive, but I knew that I would miss her the moment she walked out the door.
I pushed Luna onto the soft sofa and kissed her passionately while my hands held her close to my body. “You know your cock has nothing left to give,” she laughed at me. “I know. I know, but I don’t want to let you go.” “It won’t be long until New Year’s Eve and we’ll both be busy with families.” I kissed her once more and lifted my body. I used both arms to pull her back into a standing position indicating my acceptance of what had to be.
She gathered her things from upstairs and put on her coat and shoes at the door. Luna kissed me softly on the lips and said, “I love you.” “I love you too.” She turned and took some of the sunlight with her. I crumpled into the soft sofa and felt sadness at the departure, but I didn’t want that to be my feeling and so I shifted my mind to recall the amazing events of the night before. I had taken great pleasure from Luna’s company and her body. The smiles and declarations of love nurtured my happiness and I would now look forward to New Year’s Eve.
New Year’s Eve
Ever since I had lived in my house at the shore, I had hosted a New Year’s Eve party for local friends. Most lived no more than three miles away and that was a safe distance to be on the road on a night that could be dangerous for driving. Luna was further away but I was elated that she could be a part of this celebration.
I began preparations early on the day of the party and was very organized as to when each item I was making would be ready. I had planned a ham as the main meat and had purchased various breads for those who might want to make a sandwich. There was no formal meal, but a buffet that started with cold items and then a new warm item would be placed on the table each hour. The Christmas cookies were set out at the beginning for those who wanted to start with alcohol and sweets. Guests mostly brought wine and some would be opened but there was always more at the end of the night than the original amount.
Luna let me know that she would get there an hour before any of the guests might arrive. She had Christmas presents for me just as I had ones for her. The evening was cold enough to allow for a cheery fire in the wood burning stove and the live, decorated Christmas tree was in the opposite corner from the fire. It was a delightful atmosphere and people always arrived in good moods and departed only a little worse for wear. As we got older, not everyone stayed until the midnight cheering.
As much as I wanted to have sex with Luna the minute she arrived, I knew that we wouldn’t be naked in bed until at least 1 AM. We would just enjoy each other’s company until the guests had all departed leaving us to a sexual nightcap.
Luna arrived at the time she had planned and I was ready with all of the food items on the buffet with only a small amount of work needing to be done during the party. She didn’t knock on the door, but opened it with ease and brought her smiling face and sexy body into my living room. Luna’s shoes came off but I didn’t even let her slip off her coat before I took her into my arms and kissed her sweetly which quickly turned into a passionate embrace. I wasn’t going to let lipstick smears restrict my desires. She could always make a lip repair before any guests arrived.
Luna couldn’t resist me because she was still holding her overnight bag which included flowers and a present. She only had one hand available and that was insufficient to keep me at bay. She accepted her position and moaned pleasurable sounds while our lips interacted almost involuntarily. Once my lips were sated, I stepped back and helped Luna remove her Winter coat. Entertainingly, her outfit was the reverse of what she had worn for our threesome. She had on bright red form fitting pants and a loosely fitting black silk blouse. Luna looked great and I was certain that my smile filled my face.
“I’m so happy to see you,” we blurted out simultaneously and then laughed at the connection between us. She presented me with the flowers which increased my sense of love for her. Luna was romantic and thoughtful as well as beautiful. How could I be anything but in love with this sexy woman? I arranged the flowers in a red vase while she tucked a present under the tree.
“I see that,” I commented from the kitchen of my open floor plan house. “It’s after Christmas and I’m not waiting until next year to open that. Look for your presents under the tree.” Luna did as I suggested and located the small and medium sized items that were wrapped with paper and ribbon. When I arrived at the tree, we took seats on the sofa with our presents in hand. The box from her wasn’t large but was very heavy and I was quite curious about what she had obtained for me.
Since Luna had two items to open and I had one, she opened the little box first. She was delighted with the earrings and replaced the ones she was wearing since these new gems matched her outfit perfectly. I was eager to see what was inside my box which had a heavy object wrapped in tissue paper. Luna had found a new item for my collection of minerals. The box contained a two pound specimen of bismuth which was spectacular. I had never seen one this size and marveled at its beauty and luminescence. Luna pointed out the chemical symbol for bismuth (Bi) and declared that it was a Bi rock. I laughed openly at the good joke and kissed her with thanks for the thoughtfulness of her gift.
Luna opened the box containing the black and red scarf and immediately wrapped it attractively around her neck. It looked great and she continued to wear her presents until late into the evening. We hugged and kissed on the sofa until Luna declared that she wanted to freshen up before guests arrived. She would be meeting many of these friends for the first time and I knew that she wanted to impress them.
The guests arrived over the next two hours and by 9 PM the party was in full swing. Small groups mingled here and there with the smokers periodically retreating to the back deck to take care of their needs in the coolness of outside. I kept the fire going and the room warmed with friendship and bon homie. Luna mixed comfortably with my friends and I suspected that she was wondering how many of them had been sexual partners with me.
I opened champagne for the midnight cheer with hugs and kisses generating happiness for the new year. I made sure that I got Luna’s first kiss which was meaningful for me. Her lips were sweet and luscious with the sparkle of champagne. My body wanted the guests to leave which they all did by 1 AM. Luna helped me put away the leftovers but I insisted that we leave the dishes until morning. I had better things to do with our time.
I took Luna back to the soft sofa and returned her to my captive position where my body covered hers. My right hand reached between her legs and kindled the fire that I knew had been burning there all evening. Luna’s eyes lit up with excitement and her lips pressed harder against mine while her tongue thrust into me. Our breathing became more intense and the bulge in my pants expanded. She felt this urgent pressure on her leg and her right hand massaged me into full desire.
I stood up so that we could remove the clothing that was hampering our comingling by the Christmas tree. The colored lighting from the tree enhanced the attractiveness of her flesh and stimulated my desire beyond measure. I threw a soft coverlet on the floor and invited Luna to join me there by the fire. She lay on her back and I moved lower to encase my face between her warm breasts. I kissed the nipples sweetly and continued a kissing trail lower to the sweet pot which I had enjoyed before.
She mussed my hair and my face pressed up against her wet pussy. My tongue softly stimulated Luna’s labia and teased her clit. My tongue split her flesh apart to expose the opening where my tongue could easily slide in and out. Her legs separated further to encourage deeper exploration by my tongue. I was happy to oblige. My hard cock was pressing into the floor and I was grateful for the soft coverlet that protected us from the Berber carpet.
My tongue couldn’t reach Luna’s G spot, so I slipped in my middle finger to give her increased stimulation. I wanted to penetrate her, but my own desire would wait until she had reached a couple of orgasms first. Her legs tightened around my naked body and I massaged her special inner place. She arched her back and pressed against me when my tongue returned to her clit. My lips pressed hard against Luna’s vulva and vibrated like a sex toy. That took my sexy woman over the top and she yelled for all of the world to hear as she orgasmed on my face.
I allowed Luna to relax briefly but reinserted two fingers this time to massage more of her inner nerve endings. She took in the fullness and I sensed that she was ready for more. I slipped in a third finger and rotated my hand to stretch her opening. “Yes…more…yes…I want more…” Luna’s pussy was very wet from her earlier orgasm and I knew that four fingers correctly positioned could make it inside her sexy naked body. I managed to get them all the way up to my top knuckles. She reached down to feel how much of my hand had made its way inside. “God, that feels so good.”
I smiled at Luna’s happiness and slowly removed my hand. I swiftly reinserted two fingers and returned to stimulating the G spot. It didn’t take long for her to reach orgasm and I felt the pussy muscles squeeze hard against my fingers. As she relaxed, I withdrew and moved to a kneeling position with my cock in her face. She opened wide and took my dick inside pressing her red lips firmly against the shaft. The warmth of Luna’s mouth was very stimulating to my mind and body.
My arm was long enough to reach back to her pussy and rub the clit. I massaged lightly and her body writhed on the coverlet. My other hand toyed with Luna’s nipples and pulled on them gently. I knew that both of us wanted my cock inside her eager pussy. I loved fucking Luna right after she had orgasmed so that the warmth and wetness stimulated both of us.
I moved to a kneeling position where she could raise her legs into the air exposing the hole that I wanted to fill. My hard dick pressed up against Luna and easily pushed inside her accepting body. I leaned forward into a plank position and she adjusted her torso so that all of my cock could fill her. I began with slow movements in and out but never removing the head of my cock from the place it wanted to be. As her eyes grew bigger so did my shaft and I increased the speed of my thrusting.
I knew that I didn’t have the energy for a lengthy session that late at night and I headed toward my own orgasm with purpose. I slammed my dick harder and deeper into Luna as my breathing followed suit. I heard and felt my balls slapping against her feminine flesh. My mind and body were stimulated to the maximum and the tingling in the head of my cock signaled that I was close. I let loose a loud orgasmic sound as my cock pumped sperm deep inside the woman I loved. She squeezed my cock and torso simultaneously which enhanced the orgasmic response. She came soon thereafter and I felt the warm fluids from her body mingling with my deposit.
As she relaxed her legs, I lowered myself on top of Luna and enjoyed the sweet smell of sweaty sex that came from between her breasts. “I love you,” I whispered into that curvaceous space. Her hand massaged the back of my neck as she exhaled, “I love you too. Happy New Year.” The room was filled with love and joy which was easily brought forth at Christmas time. Little did we suspect that the new year would bring less happiness than the one just finishing.
It wasn’t comfortable enough for us to drift off on the floor, so I suggested that we motivate ourselves to the bed for sleep. Luna was quite amenable to the big bed and we hiked our naked bodies up the stairs to better comfort. We easily spooned and snuggled in the first hours of the new year. What better way to extend our relationship into the unknowns of January?
Luna would go back to school as would her children. Our time would be driven once again by the needs of those in line ahead of me. I chose not to be frustrated ahead of time and just enjoy the nourishment that I took from having her naked body next to mine. Luna would become a great nurse and I anticipated that I would be envious of her patients who would have more of her attention and devotion. I wondered if that would turn into resentment.
We awoke with champagne heads and I knew that having carbs and protein would settle our stomachs and heads. I suggested that we enjoy some time together in a steamy shower before having food and there wasn’t any resistance to that invitation. We lathered up each other’s body and rubbed soapy flesh on flesh in the small steamy space. I loved the way that Luna’s breasts swelled when she rubbed up against me and her nipples displayed their happiness. Even with soap on them I sucked away with abandon while she pulled my wet head close to her. We laughed easily and playfully relishing our time together.
She knew that I wouldn’t have any orgasm but that wasn’t going to stop her from leaning up against the warm wall of the shower and spreading her labia apart. I pressed my lips against hers while my hand reached down to insert two fingers slowly inside her eager pussy. Without warning she came right away and closed up her legs while her body released pent up energy. I didn’t wait for Luna’s breathing to return to normal, but pushed up deeper inside her to reach the spots that needed my attention. I massaged the G spot with love and joy while my lips passionately connected with hers. Luna’s second orgasm took longer but was more intense in the release that she was seeking.
“You’re so hot,” came my honest words while she replied, “I love being naked with you.” “We’d better get some nutrition before you faint. Sex can’t be your only nourishment.” Luna laughed at my words and flung herself into my arms with hers wrapped tightly around my back. The water cleansed and renewed us for the new year.
Comfortable clothes found their way on our bodies and we went to the kitchen which wasn’t a disaster but did need a little work before I could make our biscuits and eggs. Hot beverages rounded out our meal that we ate with good appetite. The sun was shining through the windows and I didn’t need to have the Christmas tree lit, but I did it for atmosphere. I likely wouldn’t have much company before it was time to take down the festive tree.
The breakfast dishes were combined with the party dishes and the dishwasher, which I rarely used, was completely full. Wine and champagne glasses were done by hand and Luna was a big help in getting them dry using paper towels. Those were tucked away safely and the first floor of the house was returned to its normal state of tidy.
We collapsed together onto the soft white sofa where we kissed romantically under the lights of the tree. Luna turned sideways and snuggled her head into my lap. She was short enough that in a curled position, her feet didn’t extend off of the furniture. I enjoyed the feeling of her lustrous hair and was happy to provide the comfort and security of the place she had chosen. I sensed that there were times when Luna thought of me as a father figure in whom she could rely. I comfortably accepted that position without any limitation.
“I love being with you in your Reiki tree house, especially when there’s a tree IN the house!” “Yes, you and the tree are certainly special. I love having you here.” I would have added the truth that I missed her when she wasn’t there, but that would increase the guilt that I knew Luna already carried for not being able to be with me as much as I wanted. I didn’t need to add burdens. My task was to ease her cares and just make her as welcome as possible. There was no changing the reality of our current situation.
We both knew that Luna would be leaving soon since the children would be coming home from their father’s. It was New Year’s day and they would want to be in their house where they could continue enjoying the Christmas presents that they had received. They were all good children who had the love of at least one parent and probably both. Apparently, they were not well liked by the husband’s new girlfriend. I knew that I would have been very welcoming and generous if I were allowed to be a part of their lives.
“I love my bismuth. It’s a great gift. Thank you.” I changed the subject of my thoughts since there was no benefit in staying in that mind frame. “You’re welcome. It was fun searching for it.” She felt so comfortable and at home in my lap. My mind wanted to envision her in this position on next New Year’s day, but that future was beyond measure and assurance.
Too soon the expected words slipped from her lips. “I have to go.” “I know.” She slowly lifted herself and went up the stairs to get her things. Luna never left anything behind which was a sign of her transient nature with me. I stayed on the sofa until I heard soft feet descending the steps. I pulled the coat from the hook by the wood burning stove and held it for her to easily fit into the sleeves. She slipped as easily into the shoes all by herself.
Luna turned to kiss me goodbye but flung herself against my chest instead. “I love you.” “I love you too,” came our intimate words of attachment that didn’t have any binding. We had already created a pattern in how we expressed our love with the same words to each other. I hadn’t realized how easy it was to establish patterns of behavior that might be difficult to adjust later. Perhaps it was just easier to use the same words.
Luna lifted up her head and I saw watery eyes that didn’t want to show what was behind them. She quickly kissed me on the lips and hurried out the door before more emotion escaped. I felt my own sniffle at her departure and retook my place on the sofa where two had been happily together. I savored Luna’s smell and exhaled my frustration as best I could.
Back to School
With the holidays over, it was back to school for everyone but me. Luna’s schedule was even less predictable now that she would be doing her residency at a hospital as well as having classes. She was assigned to a nurse whose schedule could easily change and Luna would have to change as well. I came up with an idea for us that I texted.
The group sex party that we had gone to in the Fall had put me on their email announcements. There was another gathering taking place in a couple of weeks on a Thursday evening and I suggested that we go. Luna was excited by the idea and knew that by then she would need some serious sexual release. She locked in the date with her husband to make sure that he would take the children for his usual Thursday night. We were happy with anticipation.
I always felt better when Luna was pinned to a date on my calendar. Each passing day went faster as the party time approached. I knew that we would have a good time and I saved up my sexual energy so that I could release as much as possible with Luna. Our texting was brief but passionate and intense. We were priming each other’s libido preparing ourselves for sexual exuberance.
We agreed to meet at the parking lot of the hotel, just as we had done the first time. It was a new location and the suite was bigger. There were two bedrooms with king size beds and a comfortable living room area. When we arrived at 8 PM, there were about half a dozen men and one woman in addition to the male/female couple who were hosting the party. This party allowed bisexual activity and Luna was looking forward to watching me suck more cock. Naked men were sucking on each other in one of the bedrooms. I noticed that a very thick cock caught Luna’s hungry eyes.
She took off her street clothes revealing a very sexy black bustier and black stockings. Her dark hair with red streaks completed her alluring image. Her red lips smiled at the middle 40’s man with the thick dick and burly chest. He acknowledged her interest and abandoned his unfortunate cocksucker. He happily approached Moon who was sitting on the edge of the bed. His shaft was leading the way and Moon had her eyes and mouth at a good level for him.
Without exchanging any words, she slipped her lips over the head of his cock and sucked just the tip. She used one hand to gently cup his balls which pointed his shaft toward the ceiling. Moon lowered her head to take him halfway into her mouth. He gently held her head and moaned with pleasure. I enjoyed the very sexy image of Moon sucking on this massive cock. The cock wasn’t more than seven inches but it was at least six inches in girth. I knew that Moon’s mouth couldn’t handle the whole thing.
She encouraged him to lay down on the bed where she could suck him more easily. The burly man readily complied supporting his head with two pillows so that he could observe her while she took his dick into her sexy mouth. I knew that he was very turned on and since he had already been sucked on by a man, he was clearly bisexual. I decided that it was time to stop being a voyeur.
I came to his other side and leaned over so that I could suck on his cock as well. Moon smiled with pleasure when I chose to suck cock with her. We hadn’t done that before and it was a good moment of sharing. I opened my mouth as wide as I could and took half of him inside. I withdrew while pressing my lips hard against his shaft, sucking as fully as I could. He moaned in response and slapped my right ass cheek in appreciation.
I relaxed my throat, endeavoring to take all of him to the far reaches of that cavity. I was only an inch short of the full cock but that was due to the thickness more than the length. I had to open my mouth more to take all of him. On the third lunge I made it all the way to the base and I heard Moon exclaim, “Wow. You’re great at taking cock!” Her compliment made me come up for air with a smile. I kissed her lips with the taste of cock on both of us.
I dropped back down to lick his smooth balls while Moon sucked on his shaft. He was in heaven massaging both our asses while we worked his cock and balls. The dick was really hard and wet from our ministrations. Moon changed positions to sit on his face while I sucked on his dick. I was fully relaxed and able to take all of him in and out of my mouth while using my hand to massage his testicles. I heard Moon moaning with pleasure while his wet tongue licked her pussy with delight. She held onto the headboard and rubbed her labia back and forth over his mouth.
I knew that Moon would want to feel all of his thick cock up her pussy, stretching her wide. I got a condom from the table and placed it over his dick. Moon would be wet enough by now that she wouldn’t need any lubrication. She straddled his thick naked body while I stood next to the bed with my hard cock in his face. I watched Moon lower herself gently over the thick shaft while the man took my dick into his warm mouth. He had good oral skills and eagerly sucked on me while Moon rode him. As Moon got comfortable with his thickness, she played with her clit and orgasmed hard against his shaft. He had to stop sucking and catch his breath during her orgasm. The intense stimulation from the squeezing must have felt great.
Because he was so thick, he didn’t get pushed out when Moon orgasmed. She was in full sexual drive and increased the speed of her up and down movements, smashing her jiggling ass against his testicles with intention. Her eyes shone brightly and I knew that she wanted to take him. I sensed that he was relishing the joy of his position with such a sexy woman taking him on. They moved in unison with her bouncing and his thrusting. He couldn’t suck me anymore but put his meaty hands on her waist to hold her while he thrust upward with force. His face contorted and he held his breath while his sperm shot forth.
Moon’s eyes enlarged as the thickness increased just before his orgasm. She screamed with delight at her success and also from the stretching going on in her pussy. He released his exhale with as much force as he had let go his sperm. Moon laughed with pleasure displaying great happiness with her success. The smile on the man’s face was wider than the width of his cock.
A couple of naked men had been standing by the side of the bed stroking themselves while being aroused by the show. Moon decided to give them one more vision as she returned to massaging her clit. She pressed her body hard against the thick man to keep his dick inside while she played with herself. It wasn’t long before Moon joyously orgasmed again and he was pushed completely out of her body. His softened dick was no match for the intensity of her pussy muscles during an orgasm. He laughed and said, “Wow! Thanks.”
Moon leaned forward and kissed him on the lips before she headed to the bathroom to refresh. I had been stroking myself during Moon’s orgasmic demonstration which hardened my shaft. She fully excited me with her open sexuality. In the back of my mind, I knew that I would be good for her for a while, but sooner or later, she would want a different adventure. I had some of that same wild spirit which is why I prevented myself from envisioning our future. The present was good enough to keep me fully enthralled.
When the freshened Moon returned to the room, she was happy to discover that two middle 40’s black men had joined the party. One of the tall dark men approached her with ease and softly touched her bosom tracing an infinity symbol across her curvaceous soft flesh. Moon smiled at him in a way that led me to think she already knew him from an earlier event. He had an athletic body and long fingers which suggested that another body part was equally long. Moon had freely told me about some of her exploits at parties before she knew me and I was aware that she had a fondness for big dark cock. I did too, so it was another thing we had in common. Moon had even told me about a birthday gang bang that a friend had arranged for her where ten men fucked her one after another until she was just a wet noodle limp on the bed in a hotel room provided by the friend.
She came over to the bed where I was still standing with a now softened cock. Moon bent over and took me into her sweet mouth which positioned her behind in the direction of the black friend. He responded promptly and grabbed her hips from behind. He still had on his pants, but he pressed his loins up against her wide butt sliding his growing manhood along the ass crack. He gently smacked the lower cheeks a couple of times which caused Moon’s butt to jiggle. Her acceptance of this approach encouraged him to disrobe to a naked state except for the black socks. I never understood men who kept on socks and watches during sex. It was only a timed event if you were paying for sex or you were having a quickie at lunchtime.
Moon pushed me onto the bed and took my dick back into her mouth. I was a much bigger mouthful at that point but I knew that the true interest was in what was approaching from behind. Her black friend was sporting nine thick inches of dark meat that I suspected she had had inside before. He stroked himself against the soft flesh of her ass until he reached a state ready for penetration. He struggled a little to put on the magnum condom that he had to have brought with him. The hosts provided lube and regular sized condoms but anything else one wanted had to be brought along.
He squeezed his shaft to create enough firmness to push the massive head inside Moon’s eager wet pussy. I knew that her juices were fully flowing in anticipation of receiving her friend. She pressed her lips hard against my shaft to compensate for the fullness that was invading from behind. As he pushed in further Moon’s mouth opened involuntarily to form a perfect “O.” I accepted that she wasn’t going to be able to suck me much longer as the focus moved to the rear. I was happy to watch her arousal increase as more of the thick shaft penetrated her sexy body.
The black friend held Moon’s wide hips firmly in place as he pulled back and forth like a slow motion thick dark piston. She provided plenty of lubrication naturally and even dribbled some on my cock from her mouth. I massaged her shoulders while he pumped her pussy full of his dick. He kept the slow rhythm for almost five minutes before he began to pick up the pace. His breathing increased its intensity and a look of determination formed over his handsome face. Small beads of sweat formed on his bald head which glistened in the soft lighting, giving him an attractive manly glow.
By this point the other black man had disrobed and stood beside his friend enjoying a good view of the sexy activity. He was stroking his cock which was not as thick but longer than the first man’s. I was happy to watch two athletic men with big dicks getting attention from Moon. I didn’t fantasize that I was in Moon’s position because those cocks were both bigger than I wanted to handle. I had taken their size before and felt as much pain as pleasure during penetration. Watching was enough pleasure for me at this point.
The increase in thrusting pace led Moon to breathe more heavily. She was taking all of that massive cock in and out but it was taking energy. It’s a good thing that the man was holding her firmly in place with his hands on the hips because Moon unexpectedly let loose a large orgasm which I knew was squeezing his cock to push it out. Because he was so long, he was able to keep half of his cock still inside. She relaxed again after her orgasm and he was able to return to his long forceful thrusts that were leading him to his own orgasm. I was certain that Moon’s pussy temperature was elevated and that had to increase the amount of stimulation for the black friend.
With one final push, he pulsed his sperm into the heated interior. The man made no sounds as he came but his breathing ceased altogether as the focus was on the task at hand. The release must have been tremendous based upon the expansive exhale of air that soon left his mouth. “Woah! That’s a hot pussy,” he complimented as he backed away from Moon’s ravished body. Each ass cheek received a soft kiss of tenderness and appreciation for the pleasure that had been delivered.
“Are you ready for another?” I asked Moon sensing that she might need a break before taking on the man who was waiting behind her. “I can do it,” she whispered into the bed sheet with determination. Moon loved to push limits. The second man was softly massaging her ass cheeks in hopes of gaining access to the freshly fucked pussy. “That was one hot fuck,” he complimented Moon and his friend as he placed his hard dick up against the wet opening. His cock was much firmer than the fleshy thick shaft of the first man. That would feel completely different for Moon and I wondered which one she preferred. For me, there were some that were thick and gave me a great sense of fullness. The dicks that were very hard could sometimes bang in a good way on a special spot, but sometimes the hardness was rougher than was good for my innards.
The second man didn’t hesitate once Moon accepted the challenge. He slammed the long hard condom covered cock in fully in one quick thrust. The low hanging balls smacked against her ass resulting in a slapping sound. He rotated his dick stretching Moon’s opening to match how open it had been with the thicker cock. He withdrew his shaft all the way and thrust quickly back to that same deep space. I knew that Moon sometimes enjoyed rough treatment and didn’t worry about her ability to take on this more aggressive man.
He maintained this rough fucking style and periodically used the flat of his right hand to land a firm smack on her ass cheek. I couldn’t see that area, but my guess was that some redness was developing as the corpuscles reacted. He seemed to be really enjoying the experience and didn’t appear to be the type that orgasmed quickly. After five minutes of rough treatment that was drawing the interest of other men, I asked Moon, “Are you good?” She just shook her head in assent and let the dark dick pound away mercilessly. She pressed her arms tighter on my legs and buried her head into my lap. At least Moon’s cares about children and school were pushed far away from her current thoughts.
I couldn’t believe that there was a more intense mode of fucking, but the black man increased the speed of his thrusts and I sensed that he was getting ready to let loose. Perhaps he was aroused by performing this show of virility and masculinity, taking full control of a woman the way that he wanted. He kept his hands on her hips and widened his stance to be able to speed up his thrusting. There weren’t any more smacks on Moon’s ass and the focus shifted to his orgasm.
I took pleasure in watching all of dicks being stroked within my view. Moon would have liked the image as well but I knew that she was at least aware of the hot sexuality taking place around her. One older white haired heavy set man had dropped to his knees offering oral service to the onlookers. Another similar man placed an average size circumcised cock into the open mouth and held the head in place while he thrust in and out. I sensed that he was aroused by the black man’s virility and attempted to match him in the speed of thrusting. The poor man on his knees had more than he had bargained for and broke off the sucking to catch his breath.
There was a whoop that escaped loudly from the black man as he made one last push into Moon. His smiled widened and his body stopped moving while his cock shot his load into my receptive Moon. I knew that she didn’t need me to be there but she may have felt more secure holding onto me while her pussy was being abused by two big black cocks. I loved Moon and wanted her to have as much sexual action as she could handle. I wasn’t threatened by the dicks that were bigger than mine because our sex included love which gave it meaning beyond the physical.
The second fucker didn’t wait for his dick to soften to withdraw from Moon. He did provide one last ass slap with the sound resonating around the room loud enough for people to turn and look. He seemed satisfied in all respects and headed towards the bathroom with his dick still leading the way. Moon lifted herself from my lap and departed for the other bathroom. My sense was that the experience with the second man had used up her sexual energy.
While Moon was in the bathroom one of the men who had been watching her with the black men came onto the bed and placed his head between my legs. This middle age Caucasian asked politely if I wanted to be sucked. I rarely turned down warm lips on my dick and accepted his offer. He opened wide and took my cock in one gulp. I felt the head of my cock quickly reaching the back of his throat. His eyes were opened as wide as his mouth and I felt the wet warmth covering my dick.
Moon returned and saw me receiving a good deep throat sucking. She came to me and bent over to kiss me passionately on the lips. “Is he doing you good, baby?” She didn’t wait for an answer but climbed on top of me to put her freshened pussy into my face. Moon turned so that she could watch the male oral action while I licked her. It was so arousing to lick clit and pussy while I was being sucked. I knew that soon she would play with herself and likely orgasm on my face.
Moon settled herself firmly in place by pressing smooth legs against the sides of my body. I sensed that the man sucking me was excited to now be a part of an MMF. So many of the men coming to bisexual parties were married but weren’t having much sexual action at home anymore. Most of them still wanted to have sex with a woman but found that it was easier to obtain with just a man. Sex with a man didn’t entail emotional attachments which were much more likely with a woman. These parties gave men an opportunity to sometimes get sex with a man and a woman. That’s why I had attended them before meeting Moon.
I felt the smooth legs tighten more as I tongue fucked her recently ravaged pussy. She massaged her clit while my cock was being devoured by the man and I knew that he was going to bring me to orgasm. Moon’s breathing came in small gulps as her pussy muscles tightened on my tongue. I loved the sensation of being bound to the bed by Moon’s weight while pussy juices flowed heavily into my mouth. I had to swallow the liquids but choked a little because of the horizontal position. “Sorry,” I heard Moon say to me.
The sucking man increased the pressure on my shaft and the stimulation of my cock banging against his throat pushed me over the edge. I shot three full spurts of cum into his mouth. My own breathing came in small gulps just as Moon had done during her orgasm. I heard the man swallowing my sperm and envisioned his smile. His warm mouth stayed on my cock as it softened hoping that I might rise again. Moon leaned forward and said softly, “That was hot watching you take him.” For myself, I enjoyed Moon’s smooth ass and wet pussy as well as the mouth that was engulfing my cock. “I’d love to lick you too,” the man offered. “I think we’re finished for the night,” Moon replied and I knew that she was smiling.
She climbed off the bed and helped me stand. She led the way to the bathroom where we both freshened our faces and sexual parts. I stood behind her and said, “I love you.” Moon turned saying, “I love you too.” She lifted up lips for mine to sweetly kiss. There was a tingling as our bodies met in meaningful embrace. The love we felt passed between our spirits through this oral connection, merging our souls to nurture each other. We offered very different gifts but she needed what I had to offer and I needed what she supplied. We were a good pairing of male and female.
We returned to our street clothes and headed back towards our vehicles. It was only then that Moon let me know, “I can’t stay overnight at your place. The kids’ll be off from school tomorrow and back at the house in the morning. I don’t know what time, but I need to be there for them.” “Of course, you do,” I understood all too well. It’s a good thing that I had orgasmed at the party and perhaps that was Moon’s plan from the beginning.
We stood in the cold and dark of January with Winter coats keeping us bundled individually. Our lips came together without any negativity, but our bodies were kept distant by gloves and the thick layers of clothing. Neither wanted to be the first to withdraw and so the kiss was much longer than our usual parting. I savored her taste and smell which nurtured my love. I sensed that my strength and compassion helped her to be more stable and level than she would have been without me.
Moon finally lowered her lips away from mine but both of us were still smiling as we looked into each other’s face. Little areas of our cheeks were turning pink from the cold and we were the perfect picture of love in Winter with snow in the background. No words were spoken to break the spell as Moon got into the silver SUV and started the engine. I stood and watched as she belted herself into the seat. She blew me a kiss through the windshield as the car backed up. Moon slowly pulled away and I exhaled deeply at the departure. Once again, I had no date on the calendar with Moon and that always affected my states of happiness and anxiety.
Tapas Dinner
Luna’s new schedule at the hospital meant that Thursdays were no longer an option for a visit. Although the children were with Steven, she was working until late at night and wouldn’t have sexual energy after the long day. Both of us had known that she might lose Thursday nights, but it was deflating nonetheless. Luna felt bad that there were fewer opportunities for us to be together and that she wasn’t comfortable inviting me to her house when there were only small amounts of time. For Luna, there was just too much risk. It had become clear to me that no offer to introduce me to the children was going to happen. Was that the beginning of the end?
A way to compromise and feel better was to invite me for a dinner which could happen on an evening when the children were home doing school work. They were old enough to be left alone for a couple of hours while we had a dinner date. I was certain that she would lie about who she was going to be with for dinner. With no other option available, I accepted the offer and knew that I would be happy to be in Luna’s company, even though it wouldn’t include any naked time. Our relationship was more than just sexual and we hungered for the sounds and smells of each other. Having a dinner together would be a special occasion and I totally trusted Luna’s taste when it came to food.
In a town only ten minutes from her house, she knew a small restaurant that made tapas that weren’t all Spanish food. I hadn’t eaten in that type of place before and was excited to have an eating adventure that would include being with Luna. We made a plan to meet at the restaurant at 7:30 PM and she would be able to be with me for almost two hours. My mood for the rest of the week improved with a Luna date on my calendar.
I arrived at the restaurant 15 minutes ahead of the scheduled time. I was anxious to be with her and didn’t want to lose even a minute of our two hours together. I was wearing jeans and a colorful shirt with a black leather jacket to keep me warm. Even though it was chilly outside in the February air, I kept a watchful look for the silver SUV. Luna arrived right on schedule which made sense since she was only living ten minutes away.
I hurried to the car and met her as soon as she exited from the vehicle. I needed to feel her warm lips on mine. “Oh, your cheeks are cold,” she commented as our faces came together for the first time in weeks. She smiled knowing that I had waited outside, hungry for any time that I could get. The red lips were warm with love and I felt my loins naturally respond in her presence. I had to calm down that part of my anatomy which wouldn’t get to have any play time tonight.
“Let’s get inside,” Luna instructed and I knew that she was already concerned about time. Her busy life was full of anxieties and I wouldn’t have any way of calming them tonight. I held her around the waist as we walked the short distance to the front door of the restaurant. I opened the door and ushered Luna inside where the change in temperature frosted my glasses requiring their removal from my chilled face.
The interior of the restaurant was dark wood and shining glass with diminished lighting. The busy kitchen was visible to the attendees and the bright whites of the chef coats bounced the overhead lighting in the kitchen making it the brightest place in the restaurant. All of the staff was under 30 and most of the diners were over 40. It was another good contrast in the environment.
We were directed to a small wooden booth and rather than sit opposite Luna I chose to sit next to her on the banquette side. I wanted to feel her body next to me rather than just look across the table. Our coats came off and Luna exposed the casual clothes that she wore. The children wouldn’t have a clue that she was on a date with a man. The smiling red lips cheered my soul and warmed me more than the temperature of the restaurant. She had probably applied the lipstick in the car. I was so happy to be with Luna.
The menus were extensive and the specials were written on a nearby chalkboard. “You should choose three things. It’ll be enough to make a meal,” she directed. I had already decided that the pork belly dish was on my list and Luna declared that it was a favorite. I also decided to get the fish taco and Luna again complimented the choice since she was having one of those as well. I didn’t order a third item at that time because I wanted to see how the first two were. It turned out to be a good idea since the fish taco was so delicious, I knew that I wanted another one after just the first bite. The thick piece of fish nestled into the soft corn taco shell was sweet but covered in a spicy habanero and avocado sauce. On top was the crunch of brined vegetables that stimulated the insides of my cheeks. It was a marvelous combination.
Although the food was wonderful, I was there to eat up Luna more than the tapas. I kept the focus of the conversation on her with school and hospital questions. The work was hard and long and she was challenged by the amount of time and the personality of her nurse mentor. I did the best I could to be supportive, reminding Luna of all the great qualities she possessed that made her a perfect fit for this work. She loved the patients she worked on and was always very respectful of their space and needs.
I also asked about the children and learned of their successes in school which made for a proud mother. I avoided asking about the husband and the failures she had told me about in texting. Luna was still required in court appearances and dealing with lawyers when he didn’t provide the child support that the court had directed. She was clear that the system worked in his favor and it frustrated her in the attempts to protect and provide for the children.
The food had arrived promptly giving us time to linger over a second cup of green tea after we had stuffed our faces with spicy food. Luna ordered a piece of lemon cake and insisted that I needed to taste it. She was correct that it was well made from fresh lemons and butter. The cake had a lemon glaze instead of icing which enhanced the total flavor of the cake and slightly puckered our cheeks with its tartness.
I had done a good job of keeping my mind from wandering into sexual thoughts, but as we relaxed after the meal, I could no longer refrain from undressing Luna in my visual cortex. I knew every inch of soft flesh and my lips wanted to taste all of her parts, especially the succulent nipples and arousing pussy. I wanted to see Luna’s hair mussed and resting on one of the pillows of my bed. Unfortunately, my musing was the finale to the meal and not to be realized in the flesh.
Luna paid the bill and covered her body with the black coat she had arrived in. My mental undressing was finished and my energy level dropped. I didn’t want that to be the end of the evening and I changed my thoughts as we walked to the car which was in a dark part of the parking lot. I pushed Luna back up against the car and took the lips that I had wanted to taste during the meal. I pressed my lips hard against hers and lightly licked the opening. The lemon taste had lingered there and it was a contrast to the red color of the lipstick.
Luna was slightly shocked by my aggressive move but relaxed back against the side of the car and let me take the pleasure that I needed. Perhaps she also needed some arousal but no arms reached around to pull me closer into her body covered in many layers of clothing. I wanted to bite her pale neck and leave a red mark to say that I had been there, but I knew that that would cross a line and be unwelcome.
I pulled back and looked into her multicolored eyes and said, “I love you.” There was a short pause before Luna provided the usual response of, “I love you too.” Perhaps she was just tired or perhaps the level of love was decreasing. Perhaps we were already envisioning a period when she would not have enough time for me and I would become frustrated and annoyed. Luna had warned me early on in our relationship that that time would come and perhaps she knew that we were already in the beginning of the end.
“Talk to you later,” came the parting words as she slipped into the car and closed the door. I might have heard or imagined a serious exhale as the keys turned on the engine. I didn’t have a response and chose to just smile and wave to her parting face as the car backed out of the parking spot. I felt my smile drop as the taillights pulled further away. There was no escaping the feeling of loss and concern for our unknown future.
Valentine’s Day
My forward feeling self was determined to stay in a positive frame of mind. I thought about the upcoming Valentine’s Day and what might happen with my sweetheart. I had no illusion of anything taking place on the day itself since it was on a Tuesday which was always an impossible day for Luna. I also knew that I couldn’t leave anything of a romantic nature at her house because then she would have to think of how to explain it to the intelligent and curious children.
I decided that presents would have to stay at my house and I would send photos of the surprises throughout the day on Valentine’s. A helium balloon that said, “I love you,” was a no brainer and easily obtained. A bouquet of red roses didn’t require any thinking at all and I would take photos of them in all the places where we had had sex in my house. That would be entertaining for both of us and rekindle sexual feelings between us and perhaps some reminiscent smiles, maybe even some exciting masturbating or sexting. More importantly, they might lead Luna to return to the Reiki tree house sooner.
Luna and I had discussed the domme position she had played with the male sub she had enjoyed a few years previously. I sensed that she wouldn’t have minded reversing those roles with me. Her enjoyment of rough treatment at sex parties demonstrated that she had an interest in pushing her limits. So, I decided that I would go to the local hardware store and find some appropriate white rope that I could use on her at some point in time. I knew that they had reels of different ropes since they were not far from the marina.
My trip to the hardware store was most successful. There was a 3/8ths inch thick white nylon rope that would work perfectly. It had a soft and supple texture that might even feel good against bare female flesh. I had to think for a moment about the correct length and decided on 30 feet as enough for a woman who was only 5’3” tall. I wondered if the handsome masculine salesman who cut the rope for me would have enjoyed using it on Luna himself. I had done business with him in the hardware store many times and found him most appealing but totally straight. He was middle 30s with a sexy head of dirty blond hair and a muscular body under his masculine hardware guy outfit. There was everything to like about this married man including his friendly smile when it broadened across a very tanned face. His wife was a lucky woman.
When I went to the dollar store to get the balloon, I also obtained heart stickers and a spool of broad red ribbon. There were plenty of cards from which to choose and that took the most time. I wanted a card that spoke my heart but wasn’t sappy or trite. Way too many cards fit into those two categories and in the end, I opted for a blank card that had just a big red heart on the cover. Enclosed in the pink envelope it would speak the words that I would put inside, but unfortunately, Luna wouldn’t get anything on Valentine’s Day itself.
There was one additional item which I purchased online from a site that sold sex toys. It was a HUGE dildo that was 12 inches long and thicker than any man could possibly be. I knew that just the image of the tremendous cock would make her eyes large with excitement and maybe generate some concern about pain. The dildo was Caucasian flesh color with a mushroom head and lots of enlarged veins along the length. Luna might even orgasm just thinking about how that would take up more than all of the space inside her. The only thing that might have made it more appealing was if it came in black.
I decided that the best background for the general photo was my bed where we had spent so much of our time together. I used the red ribbon to make a large bow on the coiled up white rope. I wouldn’t need to tell her what that was for. I decided that the dildo could speak for itself, but I did place one rose along its side and used the head of the dildo as a weight to hold the helium balloon in place over the bed. It was a meaningful and light hearted display. I hoped that she would take it the same way.
I placed the roses into a red vase and took pictures in front of the wood burning stove, the comfortable chair in the living room, the bottom of the stairway to the bedrooms, the kitchen table, the massage room and, of course, the bedroom. That gave me many options throughout Valentine’s Day to get Luna distracted from work and school. I could have added photos of the sofa and also the shower, but the sofa seemed redundant to the comfy chair and I couldn’t get a photo of roses in the shower that didn’t look stupid or inappropriate.
I decided to get the flowers the day before so that I would avoid the crush of men doing the same thing. That way on Valentine’s morning I had everything in the house and could send the first general picture by 10 AM. I was happy with how everything looked on the bed and sent the first picture along with a text which said, “Happy Valentine’s. I love you.” An hour later her response arrived. “OMG. You are so sweet. Thank you.” The second text asked, “Is the rope for me or you???” I thought for a moment before responding “Both,” along with a picture of the roses in front of the wood burning stove. That would generate some thinking.
“Oh, they’re lovely!” and a little while later she added, “That dildo looks REALLY big!” I affirmed the size estimation and added, “Can’t wait to fit ALL of it inside you.” When I sent the photo of the flowers on the stairs she responded, “I loved it when you took me from behind on the stairs. Soooo hotttttt!!!!” After I sent the final picture of the flowers next to my bed, she responded, “I wish I could be there and enjoy all of these things with you. Hope I can be there in a few days.”
We were both always hopeful, but in the end, reality was what drove the times that we could be together. All of the parts of Luna’s life seemed to become more intense all at once. Her school work and time in the hospital required more attention and one of the children was having a challenging time in school with the other kids. And, as if the husband knew when to pile on, he was requiring she to be back in court to demonstrate his lapses in payments. He was such a bastard!
The one place where Luna received unconditional support was the one place for which she had no time remaining. I was frustrated with only being able to text which didn’t seem to carry much emotional capacity but it was all that was open to me. I did my best to be a good listener and to offer supportive statements but I felt lacking and perhaps she felt me lacking as well. I was too afraid to ask and I didn’t feel that I could trust my own senses anymore. My feelings for Luna were increasingly complicated and mixed. Were hers getting as complicated as well?
Time passed slowly and no date was appearing on my calendar for time with Luna. I hadn’t been without sex this long in years and it was increasing my need to be naked with her. The restaurant visit had been a tease and Valentine’s was behind me with no option in site. Each day the roses became less pleasant and after a week I needed to get rid of them because they reminded me of her absence. They no longer provided the joy that they had on day one. Anger and depression crept into my daily feelings and I had to work hard to keep them at bay. It was difficult for the cold ocean to warm and nurture my general happiness. I was certain that my friends were noticing and becoming concerned. There didn’t seem to be a good way forward without my need for Luna being met.
March 1st
Finally, the deus ex machina arrived when Luna declared that the next Thursday, could be an overnight with me. She apologized for not being able to be with me sooner, but it had been impossible. She expressed her need for a night of intense sexual release. Luna didn’t need me to make a dinner but did ask me to provide naked time on the massage table. That clearly demonstrated where her needs for relaxation and stimulation had to be. I was heartened to get the message and happy to provide however much time she wanted in the massage room and then on to the bedroom for spooning the night away.
During all of this time without Luna, I had consistently kept my Thursdays free from any other commitment. I wanted to be available even if she only decided at the last moment that she could get away for a few hours. I had been desperate to be with her and now I could banish all other thoughts and feelings to focus on the happiness that we would have in being together once again. The Thursday was only a few days away but the evening I received the message my heart was lightened and I slept with a smile across my face. Dreams of being naked with Luna filled my night and my cock rose to a full morning salute to greet the next day.
I had to masturbate while still in bed so that I wouldn’t orgasm too soon on Thursday. I thought about how I might tie her to the massage table or bed. I imagined the huge dildo sliding into Luna while her eyes widened as much as her pussy. The stroking of my cock increased in intensity and my firmness was impressive. I felt the veins in my shaft swell with excitement. She was so hot in that position on the table that the warm fluids rose to the top and burst forth like fireworks, as my vocal chords expressed the release that I craved. I massaged the gooey sperm into my smooth chest and played with my nipples as my breathing returned to normal. It was going to be a happy day.
On Thursday, I made sure that the house was clean, especially the massage room and bathroom. Having actions to perform while waiting for Luna’s arrival gave me a sense of doing things for her, a way to help nurture her sense of well being that she got from me and the house. I didn’t bother setting a fire because it was unlikely that we would spend much if any time in the downstairs. The March weather was coolish and a fire would have been wonderful but this was going to be an upstairs visit.
I later changed my mind and decided to have a fire going for when she arrived. That would add to the welcoming sense she would get from me and my Reiki house. I wasn’t at all nervous about seeing her but was anxious for the time to arrive, much like a child at Christmas eager for Santa’s arrival. After starting the blaze in the wood burning stove, I took a watchful seat on the sofa with my phone in hand to be ready in case she sent a text. The warmth and comfort of the fire helped me calm my nerves and relax into the soft fabric.
The gentle knock of Luna’s small hand landed lightly on the front door and I quickly arose from my seat on the sofa to greet her. She was actually slightly early which was a wonderful surprise. When I opened the door and saw her smiling face and the attractive red streaks in her hair, my heart expanded in my chest to the same degree that my smile stretched across my face. “Oh God, I’m so happy to see you,” leapt from my mouth without hesitation. “Thank you for welcoming me,” came the response as she entered the warmth of the living room.
Luna’s shoes came off before her lips lifted up to meet with mine. She tasted as good as ever and the nerve endings all over my body were charged up for action. I closed the door and swept her into my arms with overwhelming joy. Our kisses quickly became passionate and our hands touched each other with deep sensuality. I wanted to undress her right there at the door, but I knew I needed to provide time on the table before my needs could be met. “Come upstairs,” I directed as I helped remove her coat.
I closed up the metal door on the wood burning stove and followed my woman’s sexy ass up the stairs to the massage room. I hadn’t lit candles or put on the music, but those items were quickly addressed while Luna removed all of her clothes. She was lovely and attractive with pale skin and dark hair. I loved Luna without reserve and wanted our bodies to merge, but first I needed to use my Reiki hands to remove the concerns from her body and mind. I understood the burdens that she accepted and carried in her muscles and mind. Both areas needed to be cleared of anxieties for her to be able to take on new thoughts and feelings. Two entities cannot occupy the same space.
I warmed the oil and tuned up my hands before laying them on the small of her back. The Reiki warmth flowed quickly from me to her. Luna’s smooth flesh relaxed as my hands worked their magic on her body. I spent extra time on the cranial area to remove daily stresses allowing more nurturing thoughts to come to her. She made soft moaning sounds of acceptance as she gave herself totally over to my hands. I kissed her on the nape of the neck and softly whispered, “I love you,” before I asked her to turn over.
I had wanted to play with her ass and pussy while she was still face down on the table, but I restricted myself to sexual activity after I had completed the massage. Even once Luna was face up and her nipples were urging my lips to take action, I only allowed my hands to be sensual and soothing rather that adjust to the stimulating mode. While she was relaxed and in a suggestive state, I used techniques to remove excess baggage from her frontal lobe. I hoped that Luna would have fewer places where worries and anxieties could lodge.
“You’re so beautiful,” I spoke to her lips before I pressed mine against hers in a loving touch. My right hand reached down and rested flat on her abdomen to engage with the sexual chi that resided there. Luna arched her back and reached her hands around my neck to hold my lips in place. I reached further down, connecting my middle finger with the labia which were already moist with arousal fluids. She was ready to be ravished but I wanted to take my time and lead her through multiple orgasms before my sexual organ was engaged.
My left hand cupped a breast and tweeked her excited nipple while my other hand spread open the labia to expose the clit and entry point. I softly touched her special spot and she pulled me tighter against her sexy body. Luna disengaged from my lips because her breathing was increasing in intensity. I lowered my head to take the right nipple into the warmth of my mouth. I sucked eagerly on the place where I had longed to be for more than a month. My cock expanded and pushed out the light black shorts that I had worn during the massage.
I pressed my head between her breasts to take in the sound of a racing heartbeat while increasing the pressure against Luna’s clit. She held me tightly against her body while it shuddered with the first orgasm of our night. I felt Luna’s warm fluids rush to the labia while her breath came in gulps. “Oh yes,” slipped between her red lips and I knew that she would have a night of many intense orgasms. I smiled knowing that I had the capacity to relax and stimulate this sexy woman who I loved.
My hand slipped down further and I pushed my middle finger inside her pussy to reach up and around so that I could massage the G spot. There was a gasp of air sucked in by Luna when my finger entered and another when I touched that most sensitive spot. I massaged the area lightly and felt her legs tense from the internal stimulation. I moved my mouth back to a nipple for our mutual pleasure. She tasted of sex and sweat as her body heated up from all of the sexual activity. The salty flavor on the nipple was a balm to my lips which had hungered so long for this sustenance. I sucked harder on the nipple and pressed more firmly against the G spot. My own passions were inflamed by her increase in intensity. The cock in my shorts was reaching its full potential without ever having been touched.
Luna clung harder to me as her body shook with another tremendous orgasm. Her smooth legs squeezed my hand resulting in some pain but I didn’t care. I wanted Luna to release all that had been pent up from February. It was a new month and a fresh start at being the passionate woman she was. All that was hidden from family and friends could be freely expressed in this safe environment. As her legs relaxed, my hand returned to its state of wellness. I withdrew the finger and lifted my lips to reengage with hers once our breathing had normalized.
She kissed me back and reached for the protruding pole that wanted to escape from my shorts. I tugged them down and my hard cock sprang up in joyous freedom. Luna pulled my dick up to her mouth where her red lips kissed the head repeatedly. She opened wide and took me halfway inside, with the red lips encircling my shaft. The warmth of her mouth stimulated me and I exhaled my month of longing for that sensation. I massaged the back of Luna’s neck while she consumed my cock like a starving woman. She eagerly bobbed up and down on my dick using a hand to gently cup my smooth balls.
When Luna came up for air, she said, “Fuck me.” I didn’t need any additional encouragement, but picked up her legs and rested them on my shoulders as I turned an eager pussy toward a thick hard veiny cock. I pulled her body up tightly against mine which resulted in the firm shaft pressing against the clit. A gasp escaped from Luna’s mouth and I leaned over to take a kiss, pressing my cock more firmly against her body. I pulled back which caused my dick to move lower down.
I was positioned now to slide inside that hungry pussy. With her legs spread wide, I didn’t need to expand the labia but could easily slip the head of my dick into the hot waiting body. Our eyes opened wider as I pushed in deeper. The pussy muscles closed hard against the shaft to hold it in place deep inside. I pulled back slowly to allow our nerve endings to feel all of the sensation fully. I plunged back in quickly and smacked my body hard up against hers in a very masculine controlling way. I knew I wasn’t going to use the rope because I wanted Luna’s hands to be free to touch my naked body, but I also wanted to express my full masculinity.
I alternated these forceful thrusts with gentle long sliding which provided a very different means of stimulating the internal parts. I kept Luna’s legs high in the air so that my cock and her pussy could freely engage in copulation. I watched her face and paid attention to the breathing, working to make an orgasm through fucking. Her legs tightened and I pulled my body fully against them for my torso to receive the energy flowing in those legs. My cock hardened and I was afraid that I would orgasm so I had to pull back which caused me to be squeezed out when her body convulsed in fulfillment.
I dropped to my knees and pressed my face into the freshly orgasmed pussy. I licked up the juices while Luna wrapped legs around my back. I loved the taste and pushed my tongue inside to reach as far as it could go. Her hands pulled my head in closer and then shifted to rubbing the clit. Her heels dug securely into my back as the intensity of play increased. My face grew hot from the warmth emanating from this needy pussy. I knew that it wouldn’t be long before her fluids came rushing out. Luna let loose a liberating yell while the orgasmic liquids rushed from her body and the heels made deeper indentations in my back. I had to pull back for air and wipe my face with a cloth. I came up grinning which expanded as I noted the broad smile on her face. Had Luna been bisexual she might have appreciated kissing my pussy flavored face.
While she was in such an intense sexual mood, I chose to introduce the large dildo that I had hidden under a towel. I pulled it out without allowing Luna to view it until I had it in a position where I could put the head into my mouth. I had to open very wide to get even that much inside. “Wow. That’s hot,” emanated from the red lips and I knew that she was ready for an insertion. I added some massage oil to the full length of the massive dildo even though her pussy was already very wet. I rubbed the head of the cock gently against her clit and she reached her hand down to feel the size. Luna hummed a happy sound in anticipation of what was to come. I moved the head lower and rotated it against that very eager pussy. I wanted to stimulate the outer nerve endings to the point where she really needed to have her pussy filled fully.
Luna arched her back trying to get some of the cock inside but I didn’t allow that to happen. “I want it,” came to my ears but I still withheld the insertion. “I need it in me,” were the directing words that led me to proceed slowly. She stopped breathing as it entered and exhaled slowly to accept the fullness. “That’s really big!” I only inserted a few inches before I pulled back to where just the head was still inside. I slid that amount back and forth so that she could get used to the size which was considerable. “I feel those veins in just the right way.” When I sensed that she was ready, I got it half way in which led her to orgasm hard against the dildo, while clutching onto the sides of the massage table. I had to hold on to the thing with both hands so that it didn’t get pushed it out. Luna squeezed her face and pussy and pushed out air as I firmly kept the toy in place.
I slowly thrust in and out with just half of the dildo, never withdrawing so far that the head came out. She had no relief from the thickness, just the depth. I knew that if I pushed in a couple more inches she would climax again. I proceeded to slowly get in about nine inches of dick. She took on an animalistic expression and pushed so hard with an orgasm that the dildo almost came out. The towel that was under her pussy was soaking wet from all of the orgasms but neither of us cared. I slid the toy back in to the seven inch mark and held it there while I brought my hard cock up to Luna’s face. I knew that she would enjoy the feeling of being full in two places at once.
She eagerly took my cock in one hand and turned so that I could slide inside her warm mouth. Luna hungrily took me and sucked hard to show appreciation for all of the stimulation I had provided her body. I knew that if I did any movements with the dildo, she might get overwhelmed and I loved the way that she was pleasuring me while her pussy was stuffed full with the toy. She licked my hard shaft and balls so that I was completely aroused with my own veins popping out.
I slowly withdrew the dildo completely and a long exhale escaped from Luna’s body, relaxing from the intensity of the large cock. I wasn’t worried that my own wasn’t going to be satisfying because Luna always loved the feeling when my flesh slid inside. We both enjoyed the human intimacy of flesh on flesh demonstrating the trust, love and connection between us. I pulled my cock out of her mouth and positioned myself so that I could enter in one long thrust. She lifted the smooth legs up on my shoulders and pressed the stretched pussy against the head of my cock.
Luna edged herself closer so that the head of my cock was inserted into the gaping interior. I managed to keep the forward progress of my shaft at a slow speed, but another part of me wanted to rush forward and pound away with vigor. I had waited so long for this moment I didn’t want it to happen too fast. I concentrated on sliding my cock in a way that would provide her with intense pleasure. I used my thumb to apply pressure to her clit and she responded by tightening the grip on my cock. Luna’s clit was wet with juices and it was easy to stimulate her to a heightened state. She arched her back and squeezed me so firmly that I couldn’t wait, exploding in ecstasy that shook my body to the core. When Luna felt my spurts of sperm, she climaxed hard and pushed my cock all of the way out. My shaft was still releasing white cum, against the labia which caused an open laugh between us. She reached one hand down to softly touch my cock and the fluid that was gracing the opening. “That was wonderful,” came slowly from her smiling lips.
I leaned forward and kissed her before saying, “I love you sexy.” “I love you too,” exhaled my spent lover. I kissed Luna softly again and used a warmed washcloth to clean all of the places where I had made a mess. I helped her off of the table and into the comfort of the bed. I quickly snuggled my naked body against the bare backside while cupping a satisfied breast. The Winter bedding was still in use and the weight of the coverings kept all of our body heat in place. We both smelled like sex but that was what both of us had needed so desperately.
I breathed softly against the back of her neck and I soon heard the soft sounds of sleeping. She felt so perfect against my body and in my bed. I loved everything about her except the lack of availability. When Luna was with me all was well with the world and my happiness was nurtured many times over. I didn’t begrudge the children or the nursing endeavor, but I did get frustrated when my needs weren’t being met. Our night had been great and I couldn’t have asked for more. Tomorrow would be what it was.
The next thing I felt was Luna’s departure from the bed while the room was still full of nighttime darkness. I missed her warmth and soft flesh. My ears heard the sound of the shower running and I understood that she was getting ready to leave. I felt one tear escape from my eye and travel down the cheek to the bed sheet. I quietly sniffled and withheld any further emotion while Luna was still in my house. I didn’t want to increase any guilt she felt for having to depart so soon. Likely, she wanted to stay, but no doubt the hospital was the next destination.
I drifted back into a light sleeping state and felt wet lips kiss my cheek. Did she taste the salt from my tear? My eyes opened to see Luna in the hospital scrubs that confirmed the next destination. I didn’t make a move to escort her to the door but accepted the parting kiss as the completion of our time. I might have heard a sniffle come from Luna as she left the room with her feet making familiar soft sounds on the stairs. I heard the front door close and understood that our future was once again without any guarantees.
April Fools
We both texted about the happiness and sexual stimulation of that night. We were so well matched even though there was a 14 year age difference. I had managed to learn her body and how to stimulate her to a maximum level of pleasure and challenge. Although we hadn’t really met her Craigslist posting initial vision, we had found more than either of us had intended. Neither had planned for love. Was that how it worked? Was love more likely an accidental discovery or development?
Spring slowly arrived and the budding trees gave me hope that another night with Luna would come. The life forces of the planet encouraged me to avoid frustration and gain happiness from all of the new life bursting forth. The bright blossoms and flowers were always cheery and I smiled as the plants in my yard burst forth with strong energy. I didn’t pressure Luna for a date because I didn’t want to add to her existing pressures. I lived day to day ready to be with her, but determining by sundown that I would have another night alone in bed.
Every day included periods of unhappiness about my situation. I was in love with a woman who didn’t have enough time in her life to be able to share even a few hours. I did my best to banish thoughts of low self esteem but they came every day regardless of my efforts. Some days I sensed anger growing from my frustrations. Was I getting angry at Luna or just at the situation? I felt as though my life were on hold. I was in my middle 60’s with my life’s end visible. Luna was in her early 50s with lots of life left. She could afford more patience than I could.
The days moved slowly forward with no change in sight except my attitude. One of Luna’s children was being bullied in school and the troubles increased significantly. Her anxieties were properly focused on this challenging situation and the well being of the child was uppermost. It felt as though the universe was conspiring against us, leaving us with no opportunities to be together.
I began to think about the couples in the military where one was posted out of the country for six months or more. How did they manage? Perhaps their youth made the time go faster. For me a month without Luna was an eternity. As April arrived my hopes for being with her were regularly dashed. Each day I gave up hope earlier and worked to find activities that would use up time. I didn’t want to spend each day focused on her, but I did anyway.
The best way to avoid thinking of Luna was to be out of the house. She had provided me with so many images of us in all of the rooms in my house that there was no respite being indoors. I went to the ocean even though it was still far from warm enough to be comfortable. The chilly wind bit at my cheeks and I kept my hands in gloves or stuffed in the pockets of the jacket. I didn’t do this as punishment but simply to have an escape from the torment of being alone in my own house.
Cooking for just myself provided no pleasure because I wanted to be cooking for two. I wanted Luna at my table enjoying my food, knowing that we would be naked soon thereafter. I wanted to see her smile and sense those feminine smells. My hands wanted to reach out and touch that soft flesh that provided so much pleasure.
I thought about taking a trip somewhere but then decided that I couldn’t risk missing a last minute opportunity to be with Luna if she got free time. I was mired in a plot of my own making. Staying home was painful but traveling was too risky.
I had no interest in wanting a different woman, but as Easter arrived, I thought about sex with men. She hadn’t asked me to reduce my time with men but to be always safe in anything that I did with them. If she were going to be unavailable, she would have to live with my choice to be with men. I needed a sexual outlet and hoped that spending naked time with men would reduce the frustrations I was having with Luna.
I reconnected with a couple of men who I had been with multiple times. They were glad to hear from me and I set up a playdate with each of them a few days apart. John was my first entertainment. He was a submissive man who enjoyed taking my cock in both of his openings. He was very skilled at sucking and I enjoyed fucking his smooth ass. He was around my age and had shaved off all of the hair on his head. He had just an average size dick so my focus was going to be on him pleasuring me.
He arrived smiling and departed with a larger smile an hour later. We went to the massage room because my bedroom still had my feelings for Luna fully attached there. John didn’t even bother to take off any clothes before he dropped to his knees and pressed his face against my jeans. I pulled his head in closer and he massage my legs to increase the bulge in my pants. When I was halfway engorged, he undid my jeans and pulled them down around my ankles.
John’s warm mouth quickly slurped the head of my cock inside and he sucked with pleasure for both of us. Soon I was hard and massaging the back of his throat. I was glad that there was nothing about him to remind me that Luna was not the one taking my cock. He was totally masculine but loved to suck and bend over. “Your cock tastes so good. Are you going to fuck me with your big dick?” I had anticipated that we would get to that state, but I wanted to tease him.
“You have to lick my balls first,” came the reply. John bent over so that his tongue could be underneath me. He hungrily did as I directed. He used one hand to stroke me while his mouth stimulated my testicles. I hadn’t orgasmed in a few days and was concerned that he might get me off this way. “Assume the position,” I told him.
John removed his sweat clothes and leaned against the door frame which was one of the positions we had used before. I put on a condom and provided lots of lubricant to his ass before sliding my hard dick against his ass crack. I grabbed him by the shoulders and pushed him lower to better expose his opening and to give him a greater sense of being taken by a dominant man. His hole was fully exposed in this position and I pushed the head of my cock directly in. I held it there while he adjusted to being penetrated. My thick cock always gave him a little pain on entry.
“Please give it to me,” he requested, but I slapped his right cheek with the flat of my hand for speaking out of turn. I smacked the left side and said, “I’ll give it to you when I’m ready.” With that I pushed a couple more inches of the shaft inside and I heard John take in air but not exhale. He knew not to say anything but just take what I was going to give him. He released his breath and I sensed that he was relaxed enough to take all of me but I only thrust in and out with a few inches, making him want all of me even more.
Without any indication, I suddenly pushed my whole hard cock inside and pressed my wet balls against his smooth ass. “Oh God, that’s a lot of cock,” came his response. I was aware that he hadn’t been fucked by anyone with more than six inches so my extra inch of shaft touched him in places that didn’t normally get stimulation. John took some deep breaths and used his sphincter muscles to close tightly around my hard dick.
The stimulation had a good effect on me and I was ready to fuck with abandon. I pulled back all of the way and slowly slid all of my cock back inside him. I kept up this slow, deep penetration for a few minutes before I needed to increase the speed. I fucked him hard for another couple of minutes before I sensed that my orgasm might be close. I slowed back to the original thrusting style and John responded by tightening his ass again.
“Stroke your dick,” I commanded because I knew that I couldn’t hold out much longer. John liked to orgasm while his ass was full of cock, so now was the time for him to take his dick in hand. That always caused his ass to tighten further which increased my arousal. I returned to the hard, fast fucking and quickly sensed my cock getting thicker. That stimulation led John to orgasm which came with a loud yell. I grimaced as my own orgasm spurt into his naked body. Both of us were gasping for air as our bodies tried to normalize.
With one final squeeze, John pushed my softening cock from his ass. The condom was extremely full and I had to quickly remove it so that it wouldn’t make a mess. John righted his aging body with difficulty but he was fully satisfied. “I’ve missed you bud,” came his grateful words. I smacked him playfully on his bare ass to return the compliment. We had never been ones for small talk between us; our relationship was strictly sexual. John cleaned himself in the bathroom and returned with his sweat clothes back on his body. “See you again soon, I hope,” were his exiting words as my front door closed behind him.
John was a delightful distraction from my object of obsession but the relief was short lived. Luna’s absence made me desire her more and there didn’t seem to be any way out of this situation that didn’t include suffering and loss. All I could do was proceed with the second playdate and enjoy the distraction as best as I could.
Ray was a young bearish man with an average size dick. He wasn’t as furry as many bear men can be, but he had the larger body that went with the type. He was tall with a very pleasant personality and always arrived clean smelling as though he had just come from a long shower. As a total top, he wanted to be sucked enough so that he could proceed to a rapid penetration. I had a sense that he was bisexual because he liked to have the lighting reduced.
Over time I came to understand that he also enjoyed sex with a man who was wearing women’s clothing. I had learned early on in my bisexual exploration that wearing feminine items didn’t do anything for my arousal. Nor did they enhance my sense of being sexy. For some reason, it was different with Ray and I sometimes chose to put on black, lacy, women’s underwear that had belonged to a girlfriend. When I put on a loosely fitting black silk shirt and tied it up under my pectorals the way that women do, I felt I was more appealing to him.
For this meeting, I decided that the black outfit was called for. I told him that I would leave the front door unlocked and I would be waiting for him upstairs. We had made this kind of arrangement in the past and we were both comfortable with the scenario. He was due to arrive at 7 PM when the light of the day was long gone. There were lights on downstairs for Ray to find his way in, but upstairs I only had one dim light on in the massage room. I planned to be waiting for Ray at the top of the stairs.
He arrived on time and I welcomed him to the house from upstairs. He took off his shoes by the door and started climbing the stairs. This was the first time that I greeted him from this position and he was pleasantly surprised to see me there with my ass pointed towards his upcoming face. “That’s appealing,” he complimented as one of his hands squeezed my right ass cheek, while the other held onto the railing for safety. I moved forward so that he could achieve the landing. He pushed his large body against me and cupped my chest with both hands from behind. I enjoyed feeling the bulge in his pants pressing against my ass.
“How nice to feel you,” I said while pushing my ass more fully against him. He made a pleasant humming sound as his hips pushed back in response. “Come with me,” I encouraged as I went into the massage room. We usually spent our time in the bedroom, but I was still reluctant to have sex with men in the space that I had been reserving for Luna. Ray didn’t mind what room we were in as long as he was going to have my warm mouth on his cock.
He readily followed me and remained standing while I dropped to my knees. I rubbed my face against the very firm protuberance restrained by his pants. I undid his belt as well as his zipper to allow his pants to fall to the floor. He wasn’t wearing any underwear which was unusual for him, so I was a little startled to have his firm shaft in my face right away. His overhanging belly required me to turn my head to the side to take his cock into my warm mouth. I never minded that he was overweight because he was always able to be hard in an instant.
Ray ran his hands through my smooth hair while my mouth bobbed back and forth taking him as deep into my mouth as he could go. “Oh, you suck so good, baby. I missed you.” His words of appreciation drove me to suck harder and I tasted his sweet precum with pleasure. Neither of us wanted him to orgasm in my mouth and it wasn’t long before he said, “Let me see your sweet ass.”
I loved the way that his words made me feel and I wanted to have his hard dick sliding inside me. I stood up and turned around while he took off the rest of his clothes. I knelt on the edge of the futon and he came behind me with his cock pointing straight toward me. His beefy hands massaged both of my ass cheeks while his dick pressed against my black panties. He gave me a light slap on one cheek and used his other hand to pull those panties down.
I had lubed up beforehand knowing that the only anal activity Ray enjoyed was penetration with his cock. He put on a condom and slid his dick up and down my ass crack to add some of the lubricant to his shaft. In one sudden move, he pressed his cock downward and pushed all of it inside me. I gasped from the quick entry but was thrilled to have a cock inside me again. I loved the intimacy of feeling a manly man entering me. I especially loved it when it came from behind like this.
I hadn’t allowed that during the eight months I had been with Luna. I had used a toy to keep myself loose enough knowing that at some point I would truly want to feel a man inside me. The toy had done its job and I didn’t feel any pain from Ray’s rapid thrust. He held me in place for a minute while I got used to his hard cock. I enjoyed the feeling of his hands holding my hips and relaxed into his body.
He accepted my signal of readiness and pulled his cock back before returning with speed. He pulled all the way out and pressed back in multiple times before he began slapping my ass with the flat of his hand. The smacking seemed to arouse him and didn’t cause me any pain. He picked up the pace of his thrusting and it wasn’t long before I felt his dick thicken with excitement. His testicles weren’t large, but I felt them smack against my ass with this increase in activity. He didn’t make any sounds as his sperm rushed into my warm opening. His hands tightened against my hips to keep me in place with as much of his cock inside as possible. “Oh, wow,” slipped from his mouth along with his deep exhale. I felt his body relax but his hard cock was still pulsing inside.
His beefy hands massaged my back in appreciation for the pleasure that I had provided him. I knew that he wouldn’t attempt to do anything with my cock which had only gotten slightly aroused while he fucked me. My pleasure came from knowing that I could bring him to an exciting orgasm. With his sexual energy spent, Ray let his cock slip back out and he exhaled another deep release.
He went to the bathroom to clean while I took a seat on a towel I had placed on the futon. I also exhaled and enjoyed the feeling of being freshly fucked. I was glad that there hadn’t been any pain and I felt satisfied in how I had brought Ray to orgasm. He returned to the massage room and even in the dim lighting his smile added to the ambience. “I’m so glad you got in touch,” he declared while returning to his street clothes. On other occasions when we had used the bedroom, we spooned in the bed with his arm wrapped around me. I enjoyed that but was reluctant to do anything that might engender emotions and Ray seemed to sense that.
“See you soon, I hope,” were his parting words as he headed down the stairs. “Yes,” I said softly not knowing where my sexual future was headed. If Luna kept her distance, then I would see Ray and John again soon. If Luna became available, then I would have to make some decisions. My body was happy but my mind was confused and unclear.
May Day
Luna’s available time didn’t increase as we moved into the month of May. I started to resent those people and situations that kept her from me but at least I was able to avoid feeling poorly about myself. The times with John and Ray had nurtured my sense that others found me desirable. The resentment was tinged with anger which I did my best to work through while walking in nature.
I sensed that Luna still found me desirable but I wondered if my relationship with her had come to an end without either of us acknowledging it. Was that possible? I knew that I was not the first of her lovers to discover her limited amount of availability. She had told me early on about her pattern and it seemed as though I was now another one on the list. Had she fallen in love with the others, or was I special? If I were special, was it enough to make a difference? Every day these thoughts fought with one another and I decided that I would need to continue being physical with John and Ray. They would be happy and I would have two sexual outlets to distract me.
As we moved into the middle of May and there was still no date planned with Luna, I accepted that we were done with our limited time relationship. I didn’t want to finalize it with a text, email or even a phone call. I still loved Luna and didn’t really know how she was feeling. I sensed that I had worked through most of the emotions on my part but I suspected that more would come when the reality hit me. It was clear to me that we were now at the point of closure and I had to move forward.
As luck would have it, the day after I had come to those conclusions, Luna asked if I were available for a Thai dinner at a restaurant that was in a town between us. I readily accepted and immediately wondered if she were having the same thoughts that I was. Had she figured out what words to say that would let me gently know that we were at the end of our time? I hoped that she would be the one to initiate the break up. I wasn’t very skilled in this area and it was likely that she had more experience. On the other hand, Asian women often let the man speak first. I would have to plan out what words would be helpful and not overly emotional. There wasn’t any point in either of us causing more upset than we had already experienced over the last few months.
From the beginning I had accepted that our relationship was going to be created day by day and that the end could happen sooner than I might like. I had done my best to keep any vision of a future with Luna at bay. When she hadn’t introduced her children to me after Christmas, I had sensed that our end was not far off, but didn’t want to allow it to end any sooner than necessary. I just wanted to spend time with the woman that I loved.
The Thai restaurant was a good choice because it only sat about 40 people and the wooden tables were close to one another. No large emotional outburst could properly take place. Thai people hid many things behind those readily smiling faces. I didn’t think that my Caucasian face would manage a smile after the initial moment of happiness in seeing Luna. I drove to the venue with sadness in my heart and tears ready to fall on my cheeks.
I parked my car and walked slowly to the entrance, not wanting to complete the inevitable task that lay ahead. Luna had arrived early and was sitting on a bench outside of the restaurant. She had made a reservation and we were too early to take our seats so I joined her on the bench. Fortunately, the weather was mild and starting outside allowed a hug and a kiss before we both sat. There seemed to be a reduced energy in Luna and it led me to confirm my suspicions about the outcome of our evening. Perhaps she sensed what I was trying to keep hidden myself.
I wanted to save the important conversation for the end of the evening, so I asked Luna about work and the children. She appeared to understand my maneuver and kept the conversation devoid of anything that might lead us to the one neither of us wanted to have. When our table was ready, we went inside the brightly lit restaurant where many happy diners were enjoying spicy Thai food. Luna would only have asked me to join her at a place where the food was authentic.
We ordered our dishes along with green tea. I had thought about bringing a bottle of wine to the BYOB restaurant, but decided that alcohol might get us to an emotional place too soon. Understanding that we were postponing our conversation, we both chose to just enjoy our time and our meal. We managed to look at each other directly and smile through the sadness in our hearts. I was certain that my smile was lessened just as hers was.
The food was delicious, but neither of us ate more than half of what was presented. We accepted the server’s offer of take home containers and had our tea refilled. I insisted on using my credit card and Luna was grateful in her acceptance of my offer. She initially commented that she had invited me, but ultimately gave in when she determined that I could not be persuaded. At this point a thought came to me that would help us both get through what was next. “Can we spend some time on the boardwalk?”
Luna immediately understood that that would allow us to have our necessary words in a more open and private setting. “Yes, that’s a good idea.” Our bittersweet smiles reflected each other with a new vision of our closure. We left the restaurant and walked the two blocks to the boardwalk. We didn’t touch but walked side by side looking ahead to the metal railing that overlooked the sand and ocean.
The dark of night had arrived, but the full moon was just emerging from the ocean and its light spread across the dark water. There were small white caps that were created by the gentle breeze and the waves made light lapping sounds as they met the shore. Although it was the middle of May the air was cool and its freshness helped me summon my courage to speak. We both stood motionless looking out at the moon and water, neither of us able to look at the other.
“I’m truly grateful for the time we’ve had. I understood and accepted your time limitations, but I think we both know our futures can’t continue like this.” There was a long pause and Luna swallowed noticeably before saying, “You’re right.” Another long pause endured before “I’m sorry,” followed. “Don’t be sorry,” I comforted her while putting my arm around her shoulder and pulling her close to my side. “I was lucky to meet you and lucky to fall in love. We had many great times and I will always be happy about those.”
I felt her body weeping quietly and the tears that I had been holding back could no longer be restrained. I was grateful for the breeze from the ocean that wiped them from my face. I felt Luna’s body summon strength for her to say, “I have to get back to the children.” “Yes, of course.” The words confirmed our situation and closed the door to our future. With our conclusion agreed upon, there wasn’t much point in more conversation that might be painful for both of us.
I escorted her back to the silver SUV, but neither of us could bear a kiss or additional touch. The separation had begun and we had to respect the distance we were creating. Luna waved and smiled bravely from the car as she merged into the traffic and headed toward her life of obligations. I lowered my hand and smile before walking slowly to my car.
As I drove home, I realized that I was indeed grateful to have met a woman who was eager to be with a bisexual man. She had proven to me that such a person could be there for me and that the task ahead was to be open. Perhaps I was in the wrong area of the country or maybe even the wrong country. I had no regrets about falling in love with Luna. I hadn’t pretended to be anyone other than who I was. Both of us had been brave and adventurous. The sadness of our parting was far outweighed by the happiness we had made during out times together.
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